I ran out of the house faster than I have ever ran in my life. I needed away, from everything. After everything, the kids, the show, PLL, Keegan being hurt, Keegan being stressed, and not to mention Sophie, I think that I deserve a freakout moment. Everyone else gets one but me. Everyone gets the attention and praise but me. Well I'm done. I need some time to get my head on straight. Then I hear my name.

"Troian!" Keegan yells, and then catches up with me. I stop, knowing that he is much faster than I am, and would chase me if he had to. "You forgot your coffee, silly. Why don't we go drink it while we swing?" He suggests while pointing to the children's community playground.

I nod and we go sit in the swings. When we arrive, Keegan is the first to speak.

"So how's your life going?" He asks casually.

"Keegan, I'm just so stressed, and I don't know why

. I should be so happy that Cassadee is healthy and we didn't have any complications, and we are getting ready to start our show, plus PLL is renewed for the next few years, it's such an amazing time in my life. But all I see is stress. Like, will I be able to support my kids with all this going on? Will I be able to give them the attention they need? Plus, I started thinking about all that we've done wrong in our relationship, all that's been wrong. You, in your coma, while I was pregnant, us not telling anyone, including your mother about our relationship and news for the longest time, and then having Cass unexpectedly, plus the show and PLL is all just a lot to think about. And worry about, and wonder about."

I breath deeply for the first time in months and then listen to Keegan give me this long lecture about how I'm doing a great job and everything really is fine. Most of the time I don't believe him, but to day I do. And it helps, it really does. So I nod and we go back to the house. When we arrive, I walk in and grab Cass from her car seat. I sit on the couch and feed her, looking up after I realize everyone is watching me.

"Guys, I'm so sorry, it's just... Keegs and I needed to talk about some parental stuff that I really didn't want to talk about, and I think it's time you guys know. We are officially _______________.