*Ian's POV*

Ugh, I've been miserable! Ever since I told Lucy I cheated she rarely talks to me, only during scenes. Every time I talk to her she walks away and Keegan is with her 24/7. I try knocking on her door and Keegan answers it and always says she's out doing errands or in the shower or sleeping, it's been almost 3 months since we've had an actually conversation. This is hopeless. I hear a car honk behind me and I lose my train of thoughts. I see that its a green light and I start driving to the season 5 wrap up party. I park in a parking spot next to where the party is being held. I walk towards the red carpet and I see Keegan and Lucy getting there pictures taken.

"IAN!"

"IAN!"

"IAN!"

A bunch of the photographers say as I walk on the carpet and pose. Since Lucy and I are on-screened lovers, we have to take photos. She walks up to me and I just flash a small smile. She smiles back and I put my arm around me. She does the same. We take a bunch of pictures and she walks away and grabs Keegan's hand. They soon walk into the party and Ashley walks up to me. We take a few pictures together and she starts speaking to me in between shots.

"You and Lucy are end game you know"

"She loves Keegan now, I broke her heart to much"

"She'll always love you Ian, you were her first love" She says quietly. I smile a little and we walk into the party. Lucy may still love me. Everyone starts greeting us and we exchange hellos and how are you's. In the corner of my eye I can see Keegan and Lucy chugging down beer. That has been there 4th beer so far and it's only the beginning of the night. They start laughing and I see Shay walk over and start drinking beer with them.

- 2 hours later -

*Still Ian's POV*

"IAN!" Someone shouts to me. I turn around and see Lucy walking over to me. She wraps her arms around my neck and starts to speak.

"Did you know that you look sexy tonight?" She says. I laugh. She's so drunk.

"Okay, come on let's go get you laid down" She nods and I take a hold of her hand. I guide her into a tiny room with some couches. Thank god no one is in here. I lock the door and turn the lights on. Lucy just keeps laughing like a 2 year old.

"Ian, I love you so much" Lucy states. I turned around and see her crying.

"When you told me you kissed some one, I cried for weeks. I didn't talk to anyone and I didn't eat" She cries harder. Oh no what hand I've done. I pull into a hug.

"I loved you so much, I'm so sorry"

"No, Lucy this is my fault"

"But I can't be with you" She looks down and she pulls away from me. God why does she have to say the truth when she's drunk.

"I-I know"

"I'm sorr-" I cut her off with kissing her. Why am I kissing her? It's because this is the last time it's going to mean something. She wraps her arms around me and I do the same. We kiss in sync and I pull her closer to me. She pulls apart and starts shaking her head.

"I-I-I have to go, call a taxi" She rounds out and I try to follow her. She grabs Keegan's hand and they walk out. I start walking out and see them going into a cab. I try to run up to the cab but they start leaving. Ugh, I screwed even more.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

I'm so so sorry! I've lost so many of my friends and school has been so stressful cuz next week is finals and ugh I'm gonna die. I'll write more chapters soon! Please enjoy and thank you for the 300+ views! ily all❤️ ~ Sydney 💖