I was just about to text Troian when I heard a knock on my door. When I opened it, there Troian was standing there. She didn't say anything to me, just walked right past me and sat down on the couch. I walked over and sat down beside her. "T, I know you wouldn't have came over here if you didn't need to tell me something so what is it?" Troian stared off into space for several minutes before she told me why she was at my apartment. "Keegan, I'm pregnant." When she told me this, I was shocked but I was happy because it gave me a little hope that for the sake of this baby, Troian would forgive me. "For how long?" "Atleast 2 months." "How long have you known?" "For two weeks." I leaned in to kiss Troian. She kissed me back once again. When I pulled away, there were tears rolling down her cheeks. "Keegan, I love you. No matter what, I will always love you. You're my everything and you've given me the chance to be pregnant 3 times now and that's the greatest thing you've ever done for me. I want to forgive you, Keegan, I really do, but I don't know if I can. I don't want our child growing up without a father but I don't want to have to look at you everyday and you be a constant reminder that I was cheated on with the one person who meant the most to me. I want me you and this baby to be a family but I don't want to be cheated on again Keegan. I can't." I didn't realize how bad I had hurt Troian until she said these words to me. "Troian, I'm so sorry. No matter how many times I tell you, your not ever gonna forgive me and I understand what I did was the worst mistake I've ever made, but I can't lose you forever T. You give me a reason to live. Without you, there is no Keegan Allen. Troian, without you, I'm nothing. Ever since what happened happened, I've felt empty, like a part of me is missing. I can't stand it anymore. I love you Troian." "I love you to Keegan." I leaned in to kiss Troian again, and I picked her up and carried her into my room. Maybe, just maybe, there's still some hope that I'll get my girl back.

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