Today is my first day back at Warner Bros since my coma. I've been out of the hospital for 2 months and haven't talked to Keegan or Shay since then. I'm honestly dreading going back to work, mostly because I have to do scenes with Keegan today. I told Marlene that she needed to tell the writers to end Spoby, but I know she didn't. Spencer and Toby have been a couple for 5 years and the PLL family doesn't know Pretty Little Liars without Spoby, but I don't think I can work with Keegan anymore. I got out of my car and walked into the studio, wondering how my first day back was gonna go. On the way to my dressing room, I passed Marlene in the hallway. "Hey T." "Hey Mar." "We've missed you." "Ive missed you guys to. So, did you tell the writers to somehow end Spoby?" "Troian, we will talk about this later. I gotta go talk to Ian and Lucy." "Ok. Meet me in my dressing room in 20?" "Yeah. Love you T." "Love you to, Mar." I continued walking to my dressing room when I passed Keegan in the hall.

I was on my way to go talk to Marlene when Troian walked right past me. I wanted to talk to her so bad, but I knew that if I did, she would just ignore me. I continued walking down the hall and down the stairs where I met up with Mar. "What did you need to talk to me about?" "Keegan, Troian wants the writers to end Spoby." Troian had told me the day at the hospital and I couldn't take it all in but now that Marlene is telling me, it makes it even harder. "Mar, are you actually gonna end Spoby? Spoby has been my life for the past 5 years. I'm not ready for it to end." "Then you better work things out with Troian because if you don't, then I have no other choice but to end Spoby." I ran up the stairs and down the hall and finally reached Troian's dressing room. "T, I know you hate me right now and you don't wanna talk, but just give me 5 minutes." "Keegan, go away. I said I'm done with you and I don't wanna see you. So please leave." "Troian, it's serious. Please. I'm begging you." "I hate you Keegan, but I'm giving you 5 minutes and that's all. Come in." When I walked into Troian's room, I was hoping that I would get her back. She's my world, and I CAN'T lose her forever. I'd hate myself if I did.