I saw Troian in the hallway while I was going to my dressing room. We have never been in a fight off camera except once over something stupid. The only time we have ever fought is on camera as Spencer and Toby while filming. There are things that Troian doesn't know and that's why when she told me she was pregnant, I stormed out. A couple months before Troian told everybody about the pregnancy, me and Shay had met up at her house and we were just planning on hanging out as friends but things got heated really fast and some things happened and I just couldn't bring myself to tell Troian because I knew it would completely ruin her.

I love Troian with everything in me and I would do anything and everything for her but I made a huge mistake and I will never forgive myself for it. If I lose Troian for ever, I know I will never be happy again because she's my happy place. My phone vibrated meaning I have a text so I opened it and it was from Shay.

I walked out of my dressing room and started to walk down the hallway. When I passed Troian's room, I heard crying. I knew I had to go to Shay's but I couldn't leave Troian crying. "Troian it's me Keegan. I know we aren't on good terms but please let me in." "The doors open." I opened the door and sat down beside Troian. "T, please tell me what's wrong." "Everything." I put my arm around her and she laid her head on my shoulder. I felt like I had to tell Troian because maybe, if I did just maybe she wouldn't be as mad. "Troian, do you know why I stormed out when you told me you were pregnant?" "Because you didn't want a baby with me." "Troian, why would you ever think that? I love you with everything I have in my body and your my world. That's not why." "Then why Keegan? Tell me."

She lifted her head off my shoulder and had tears rolling down her face. I realized I still had to get to Shay's and that I had to go. "T, I have somewhere to be but if you will let me come over tonight, I'll tell you everything." "Fine." I got up and walked over to the door about to walk out of the room. Suddenly I heard Troian's voice. "Keegan, do you even love me anymore?" I shut the door and walked back over to Troian. "Does this answer your question?" I leaned down to kiss Troian with the longest kiss I've ever had with Troian. "T, I would love to stay and continue this, but I have to go." "Ok. I'll see you tonight so we can talk." "Ok." I walked out of the door and down the hallway. I have a feeling this won't go like I hope.