1 september his birthday and his nowhere found and here I am sitting like a fool hoping he will be back soon.

funny how now he even forgot his own birthday.

the clock strikes 11:55 in the night indicating the day is soon gonna be over.

sighing in disappointment I made my way to our room not before putting the cake into the refrigerator.

now it's already 1 in the midnight and he is still not here.

"gosh this man is driving me crazy when he doesn't worry about me then why should I" with this thought I tried to sleep but the noise of the gate caught my attention 1:12 am what a great time to be back home after work.

I made my way back downstairs just to see him all sweaty with something red on his neck.

"IS THAT A HICKEY?"

"no what are you talking about babe wher-

"here" I replied while slapping on his neck.

"ouch WHY ARE Y-

"DON'T SHOUT"

"o-ok sorry, but why are you so mad?"

"why am I mad? really tell what time it is right now?"

"it's 1:16 ahh listen babe I am sorry there was a lot of work."

"you want me to believe that you were on work when you come home like this like you just had sex with someone with a fucking hickey on your neck I wonder what kind of work is that."

"what the I uhh....are you doubting me right now seriously babe here i am working all the day for us to be financially good so that we can have our own family and yo-

fuck was i wrong? no obviously not

"BUT JUN-

*slap*

"DON'T INTERRUPT ME YOU BITCH AND GUESS WHAT YES IT'S A HICKEY GIVEN BY SOMEONE WHO GIVES ME BETTER SEX THEN YOU!"

"d-did you just slap me?" i asked trying to sound as unbothered I could be.

"n-no i d-

"but you just did."

"arggghhh yes i did you know what your broke and useless ass should be thankful that i give you money."

"wow jungkook you call me names and doubt me and think of starting a family? GET YOUR FUCKING COCNUT BRAIN CHECKED UP!!" I shouted at his face before leaving to the guest room.

Wow where did all that confidence came from.

Entering the room tears welled up in my eyes. A single tear rolled down my cheek followed by many. It just been 5 seconds and i can feel my throat closing up.

'Sigh' it's just like any other night.