They finish and I look at my red nailed hand.

"Do you like it?" Himiko asks.

I smile at her, "I love it."

"You two stay here. My back hurts from sitting." Buba stands up holding his back.

"Actually me too. I already have enough back problems." I get up and pop my bones.

Buba leaves the room. Himiko sighs.

"No offense to Buba, but I'm glad he's gone."

"You are?" I ask.

She gets up and locks the door.

"Mhm. Ever since I saw you whimper in pain as I pushed on your injury, it made me so excited." She gets close to me.

I try to clear my throat, "E-excited?"

"Mhm." She laughs and takes out her knife.

"Oh, heh, okay." I nervously smile.

She pushes me on the bed, and get on top.

"Why are you nervous? I can sense your blood pumping through your heart faster." She drags the knife over my injury.

"I just didn't expect this."

"Hm? Did you expect this?" She pushes the hilt of the knife into my side.

Before I can groan in pain she covers my mouth again.

"That look in your eyes looks so wonderful! It just makes me want to hurt you more!" She laughs, "Mm do you want that?"

Before I can answer we get interrupted.

"Y/n, Himiko c'mere." Dabi knocks on the door.

Himiko groans as she opens the door, "What?"

I get up from the bed and hold my side. I look up to see Dabi.

"Shigaraki wants to talk about the plan again."

Toga whines, "Ugh fine." She walks out the door, "Working for the L.O.V. is a lot of work."

I follow her, and we're all in Shigaraki's planning room where he has blue prints of the school.

"What else do we need to know Tomura?" Toga whines, "We already know my sweetheart, Y/n, is going to put the security system down with the traitor. We go in defeat the teachers. Make society see the truth about the heroes. Kidnap Izuku. Blah blah blah."

"Yes but it's what we do after we kidnap that brat, that really matters. Which is why we are here." Shigaraki scratches his throat, "My plan was to take away his quirk, and use it on myself. Then we can over throw the hereos, and rebuild society the way it should be."

"And you're going to decide that?" Dabi asks him laughing.

"Yes why?" Shigaraki gets annoyed.

"Well I don't think someone who has someone else looking after them like a child should be in charge of rebuilding society."

"At least I have someone looking after me unlike you who disappeared from your own family."

Dabi steps up to Shigaraki, "I didn't accidentally kill my family."

"I didn't need other people to do it for me unlike you."

Their fighting reminds me of my family. It gives me a headache, and Toga reaches out to me.

"Hey are you okay?" She worries.

I shake my head. Them fighting brings back memories of my family arguing. I wanted to forget them. I didn't like remembering. Suddenly I felt angry at the guys. I use my quirk to make the water hose heroes splash them with water. Everyone gets surprised by it, and looks to me.

"Dabi you shouldn't be talking shit about Kurogiri helping Shigaraki in this situation since rebuilding society isn't as easy as you think it is. Shigaraki you being the leader should know better then having such a stupid fight with someone when you're supposed to be focusing on how to get to your goal. If you two are going to argue then I'm going to go." I look to Kurogiri, "Could you take me back to the camp? Its been a while, and they'll get suspicious of where I've been."

"Oh...um yes." Kurogiri opens a warp gate, and I enter it.

"Y/n! Wait!" Toga enters with me.

The gate closes, and we're both back at the camp. I turn back to look at her.

"I'm sorry. I just couldn't be there any longer." I apologize to her.

"Hey it's okay." She hold my face and kisses my forehead, "Do you want to talk about it?"

"Yeah."

"Then let's sit down."

We sit against the tree. I lay her down on my lap with my arms around her.

I sigh, "They reminded me of my family. They always fought."

"Your parents?"

"Everyone in my family. My sibling argued with my mom. Sibling against siblings. Not like normal sibling. At least I think."

I think to myself for a while.

"Himiko do you have siblings?"

"I'm the oldest daughter of my family."

"Did you guys ever fight?"

"No, my parents didn't trust me around them, so I wasn't allowed to hang out with them."

I squeeze her tight, "Weirdly in a way me too. My mom didn't like my sister hanging out with my other sister and I since we were girls."

Toga looks confused.

"My sister is mtf trans, so yea growing up she wasn't really allowed with my other sister and I."

"You're mom is a fucking annoying ass bitch."

"Believe me I know. Anyways when my siblings and I fought it was always too far. I heard siblings fight over stupid things, then hit each other, but mine? Mine would bring death to the arguments. One time my sister pulled out a knife on me and put it on my neck when I was 7. Guess I made that trauma into something else. If we couldn't do anything to each other we'd make up a lie to our mom, and well as you know she'd beat the shit out of us..." I start to feel guilt.

Toga notices, "Hey look at me you aren't dealing with her any more its okay." She sits up.

"Its not that I just remembered something."

"What is it?"

"...One time I lied to my mother because my sister was annoying me, and well she beat the hell out of her. I felt bad, but before I could check on her I saw she left home. It wasn't the first time she left home. I thought she'd be back, but she didn't. We didn't hear from her until two years passed." I looked back to Toga, "Apparently the first day she left she tried to kill herself...If I didn't lie then she wouldn't have tried."

I feel a heavy weight on my chest.

Why am I feeling bad? It's my fault she tried. I have no right to make it about me, so why am I doing it?

Tears rolling down my cheek.

"Look at me. She's okay now right?" Toga wipes the tear with her thumb.

"I don't know. My mom never let me have contact with her. The memorial would be the first time I saw her in a while."

"Well she's alive isn't she?"

"Yea."

"So don't feel bad. Your mother was the one who hurt her-"

"Because of me."

"Hey stop that. It was because she was horrible parent. How old were you when it happened?"

"8 or 9...I'm not sure. I was really young."

"You see you were just a kid. Every kid lies to their parents. You don't have to feel bad."

I stay silent.

"Come here." Himiko pulls me in, "You look so cute when you're happy, but it's okay to cry." She gives me a smile.

I smile back to her. I hug her tightly. She gives me a kiss, and we end up kissing with just the noise of the forest to surrounding us. Suddenly we hear a voice.

"Y/l/n Y/n come back to camp where ever you are. Eraserhead would like to tell you something."

Mandalay's quirk.

"Guess you have to go." Himiko sighs.

"We can never be alone can we?"

"No, but that just makes me more excited for the next time I see you." She gives me a kiss.

We say goodbye, and I walk back to the camp. When I get there I see the whole class looking at me.

"What?" I say annoyed.

"Y/l/n your family will have a memorial service for your mom." Aizawa informs me.

They interrupted my time with Toga for something I already know?

"Okay."

"Todoroki," Mr.Aizawa faces him, "Your father will have a funeral." He then looks to the both of us, "UA will have both at the front of the campus that way your families won't have to worry about anything."

A funeral, and a memorial at a school? Guess it makes it easy for the rest to attack the school.

"I appreciate the school doing this. I hope it wasn't too much trouble." Todoroki thanks Mr.Aizawa.

"Yea thanks." I try to walk back, but I hear the others.

"We'll be attending as well." Yaoyorozu tells both Todoroki and I.

"Why? You didn't know my mother."

"To pay our respects. Plus we want to be there for both of you two."

"It's what friends do." Iida adds.

"Well you better stay with just Todoroki's side. I don't want you idiots near my family."

They'll just see them as criminals, and nothing more.

I walk back to the girls room, and get my sleeping bag. The others follow me. When I notice them I sigh.

"Y/n wait." Ashido stops me, "Let me apologize."

"Fine."

She gets surprised.

"What?"

"Well I thought you were going to leave again."

"I didn't now are you going to apologize or am I just standing here for no reason?" I ask her.

"Okay yeah. Look I'm sorry I m didn't mean to make you upset."

"I know. I know. You all were just unable to sleep because you were remembering what happened last time. You could've just said that when I asked, or if you didn't want to say it you could've said it was personal. Now I'm going to go to sleep."

"Are you going back outside?" Yaoyorozu asks.

"Why?"

"Well now that you know can stay? It would...be nice to know to see you here."

I think.

They're scared of being by themselves.

I sigh, "Fine."

They smile.

I have to tell Toga I'm not sleeping with her tonight. Now I'm starting to regret this.

"Ooh can we stay up talking!?" Hagakure asks.

"Do whatever you want I'm still going sleep."

"Aw c'mon Y/n. We want to have fun." Uraraka insists.

I look to all the girls. They all seem to want the same thing.

I'm going to regret this.

I sigh, "Fine."

I take out my phone to text Toga.

"Ooh who are you texting?" Ashido asks.

"Who do you think?"

They gasp, and get close to me.

"Again idiots give me space." I smack them away.

"You're texting your girlfriend aren't you!?" Uraraka asks excitedly.

"Obviously."

"Tell us about her!" Uraraka keeps talking to me.

I send a text to Toga saying I'm staying with the girls then look back up from my phone.

"Like what?" I sit on the ground.

The girls do the same.

"What does she look like? Do you have a picture of her?" Hagakure asks.

My heart starts to beat faster. I panic.

Wait do I say!?!?

"No I don't."

"Then describe her." Uraraka suggests.

You damn bitch.

"Um...well I'm not really good at describing people."

"Well can you tell us how you two met?" Asui asks.

"Um..."

I remember the first time I saw her. Himiko was on top of the school building in the distant. Remembering her makes me happy. I feel my face blush.

Ah she looked so small. Mm now I wish she was here!

"I saw her at the mall."

Technically that was the second time, but what do they care?

"Who asked who out?" Uraraka asks again.

What is with all the questions? Let someone else go.

"She did I guess. Neither of us asked the 'Do you want to go out with me?' question. She just stuck with me then said we would go to that graveyard date, and I just agreed. Now here we are."

I see Uraraka about to ask something, but I speak before her.

"What about you two?" I look over to Yaoyorozu and Jirou, "Why don't you talk about your relationship?"

I try to give them the attention. The next few minutes the girls talk about their relationship.

"Then Denki locked me in a room with Momo because I was to scared to just tell her I liked her."

"Aw that's so sweet of him-" Ashido looks to me and stops herself from talking.

Even though Todoroki and I haven't had problems lately the guys and I are still not talking. Suddenly I get a text from Toga.

Toga (text)

Aw why? :( I really want to be with you.

As I'm about to reply back I feel the girls staring at me. I look up.

"What?"

They all smile.

"It's her isn't it?" Ashido asks happily.

"Yea." I nod.

"What did she say!?" Hagakure gets excited.

"Just asking about my day." I lie.

I see Uraraka about to ask something else again.

"Uraraka have you ever been in a relationship? Y'know seeing that Midoriya is with Todoroki." I ask her for once.

Every other girl looks at her. Uraraka just smiles.

"Why yes! But once I got into UA we broke up." She replies.

"Aw we're so sorry Ochako." Ashido tells her.

"Don't be. It's fine. We both decided it was for the best since we were going to be separate for most of the time."

"Aw, was he at least a good boyfriend?" Hagakure asks her.

"She was a great girlfriend." Uraraka responds.

(A/n: Happy Halloween!!! 🎃 I wrote this chapter in January and I was trying to get it out so I can release ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) a nsfw chapter before nnn but guess it sucks for you all💀 except for those who don't really care for smut chapters or nnn 💀 Also i feel like the title and the picture above might look wrong if it ever gets on Pinterest bc apparently now its on there. Anyways I'm going to Midari for Halloween and hopefully make TikToks with my best friend😩. You should comment your costume if you're wearing one. Hope you all have a good Halloween if you celebrate it :) but if you don't have a good day!!!)