《Want To Be Loved (Himiko Toga x Female Reader Story)》Rooms

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Y/n's p.o.v.

"You were impressive today Y/n. Ribbit." Asui says.

"Which part? Normal classes or training?"

"Both, but especially in class."

"Oh yeah thanks As- um Tsu."

"Yeah I never expected that. You are always so quiet when its class." Yaoyorozu says.

"I guess I got tired of not having the confidence to say the answer."

"So all this time you knew the answers to everything the teachers asked us!?" Jirou asks.

"Most yeah. Math is difficult at times."

"Thats amazing Y/n!" The three tell me.

Mr.Aizawa interrupts our conversation, "Y/n you were different today."

"That's what I've been told."

"It's great to see you show the others how smart you are."

"Mr.Aizawa you knew she was that smart?" Asui asks him.

"I'm the teacher of course. She's up with Yaoyorozu, Iida, Todoroki and Midoriya."

Bakugou over hears, "Are you saying I'm not even close to Deku!?!?!?" He yells.

"Katsuki calm down." Kirishima worries as he tries to pulls his boyfriend back.

"Oh no." Midoriya nervously says.

Toga's p.o.v

We arrive back to the hideout.

"Himiko! You're back just in time!" Twice gets excited.

"In time for what?"

"To redecorate your room of course!" Buba gets my hand as he drags me to my room.

"Look at my bear! I'm going to show Y/n when I see her again!" I hug the stuffed bear tight.

He smiles, "I'm glad Y/n makes you happy."

I look up at him, "Oh sorry...you want to hang out yet I keep focusing on Y/n."

"Himiko it's fine. You spent most of your life wanting to love someone who feels the same way towards you, and now you have. I don't blame you for talking about her."

I hug him, "I love you, Buba. Thanks for understanding. You're the best." I smile at him.

Twice and I have always been close. Even after Magne's death.

Hm I wonder what she would've done if she were here. Would she be proud? Would she like Y/n?

I smile.

Of course she would. She always used to care for my happiness. Thats what made her an amazing sister. Even if we weren't blood related.

"Now lets start. I want Y/n to feel welcome here when she moves in."

"Great! Let's go!" Buba gets really excited.

Y/n's p.o.v.

The classes end and we get go back outside. Others eat but I walk into forest.

"Hey Y/n where are you going?" Yaoyorozu asks.

I turn around, "I like being alone."

I walk deep into the forest then see myself surrounded by the trees.

"Still introverted even after my death I see."

"Holy fuck," I turn around, "I still can't get rid of you can I?"

"You're the one who keeps using your quirk on me. Is it because you miss your dear old mother?"

"Believe me I don't."

"Well I do. It gets lonely after death."

"You aren't real. I know that now, so you're basically the personification of the way I see you. Like a figment of my imagination...which also means I'm talking to myself now." I spin around.

I've officially lost it.

"Y'know what," I scratch my neck, "I got to call Himiko."

I take my phone out, but mother keeps talking.

"You're nervous. You're doing that scratching thing." Mother points out.

"I should've killed Father at least then he wouldn't bothered me as much as you."

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"Only because you two rarely talk." She responds.

Wait. I should kill him.

I sit on the ground.

Yes, then that way I won't have to move in with him. I can be with Toga. That's perfect.

I call Toga on the phone. When she picks up I immediately tell her my idea.

"We have to kill my dad."

"...Hello to you too sweetheart."

"Oh yea sorry, hey."

"So you want to kill your dad now?"

"What!?" I hear Twice over the phone.

"Yes, I got the idea when my mom appeared again-"

"She's there again!? Are you okay? Where are you? I'm going."

"Oh um...thanks." I smile.

"Where are you? I need to know so I I can tell Kurogiri to warp gate me there."

"Close to the old camp."

"Stay there don't move I'm going."

"Okay. See you in a bit."

"See you too. I love you. Don't listen to your mother until I get there."

"Love you too." I smile as I hang up.

She cares.

"I see you worry her. Don't you think-"

I cut mother off, "I'm not listening to you. You aren't getting in my head like last time."

"I'm already in you head since your using your quirk you idiot."

"If I could kill you again I would."

"Technically you can, but that just means you will die as well."

"Are you really suggesting to kill myself? Why the hell were you even a mother?"

"Please it's not like I wanted you. I didn't even want the others except for Makoto."

"Then why did you have us?"

"Its not like I had another choice."

I look at her with hate.

No. Don't listen its just going to get worse. Just focus on something else. Like the memorial. Yes, thats going to be awkward as hell. I haven't seen my siblings in a long time. They're all busy with their relationships or jail. Guess that's what it's like being a child of loveless parents. You're either desperate for love or deal with the issues with drugs.

I sigh.

"Y/n!"

I turn to see Toga running to me. She jumps on me making fall to the ground.

"I missed you darling!!" She kisses my face.

"I missed you too." I try to sit up.

Toga turns to see my dead mother. She suddenly hisses at her.

I get surprised, "Are you fucking hissing at her?"

I get so confused. She turns to look at me.

"It works with cats. They usually run away."

"...I'm not even going to question why you do that to cats, but my mother isn't a cat."

"You're right she's a bitch." Toga looks back at my mom.

"Well...you aren't wrong."

"Why is she here? Are you not feeling good? What can I do?"

"I don't know why, but I think it was because I felt nervous of the memorial for her."

"Why are you nervous?" Himiko looks back at me.

"I have to see my family. Which as you can tell isn't my favorite thing to do, but that isn't the point. I have to kill my dad. If I do then he won't bother me, and I can be with you with no one getting between us." I give her a kiss.

I stand up brushing the dirt off.

"Okay, but how do you plan on doing that?"

"Well he always drinks, so in the memorial he'll most likely go outside to do that. When he does that can be when we take him away and kill him. No one will notice because the only ones who will be there is my family which they already knew the relationship between my mom and him."

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"If he doesn't go outside?"

"Believe me he will. He didn't like my mother. They always fought. They annoyed each other so much. He's probably happier now that she's gone."

"Looks like we got opposites in our parents. Mine teamed up against me...I wonder if I can kill them too though."

I look at her happily, "We can do it if you want!"

She smiles, "You're getting excited for this."

"I told you I'm crazy for you too. I literally have a tracker on you, and I've wanted to cut your hands off." I hold them to my face, "I won't though because you look so cute with them and you won't be able to touch me with them." I smile to her.

"If I didn't know better I'd say you were like Shiggy. The hands, scratching when nervous, and you hate everyone, especially heroes."

"Please I could never be like him. He's in charge of a group of villains, and has a bunch of people working for him. I mean he's got traitors at UA. I could never do that."

"Even some pro heroes work for him."

"He does!?"

"Yeah. You'll meet them soon."

"So much for hating heroes." I laugh.

She turns to look around her, "Your mother's gone finally."

"Looks like you calmed me down." I give a kiss.

I pull back, and I get amazed.

"What?" Himiko laughs.

"You changed my life so much. I almost forgot how I used to be."

"How did you used to be?" She smiles.

"To start I hated myself so much, I wanted to kill every one, still do but not as much, I hated my whole damn life, I was clueless about love, I didn't understand emotions, again still don't know much, but I know more then I used to, and now look at me. I have you to love, I can handle the idiots of my school more, I get to be happier with you now that my mom's gone, I can be myself with you, and I have motivation to live. Then there's still more I have for the future."

"You have plans for the future?" She asks.

Oh fuck why did I say that?? I got commitment issues. Is that what she even means!?!? Shit I haven't answered her yet. I'm taking to long to respond! What do I say!? What do I say!?

"I...um I...," I blurt out the first thing that comes to mind, "I plan to live."

Is that really the only thing I could come up with!?

"Of course you're living. You aren't dying on me. Like I said, my dark angel, you are mine. You belong to me, and you aren't leaving me. Not even after death. I will keep you with me forever!" She touches my side that still hasn't recovered, thanks to Eri's rewind, and pushes it.

"Ah!" I painfully groan.

"Shh." She covers my mouth with her hand, "Do you understand sweetheart?"

I nod my head.

"Good." She smile and kiss me.

She lets go and holds my hand.

"Where are you taking me?"

"Back to the hideout. I want your opinion on something."

She calls Kurogiri to take us back without letting go of my hand. His warp gate pops up and we enter it, and come out to the living room of the hideout.

Buba gasps, "What are you doing here!? Hello Y/n!!" He clears his throat, "Sorry I thought you'd be in class or something."

I smile, "It's fine, and I just finished. The others think I'm wondering off in the forest."

"Well now that your here I-"

"Hello!" Himiko interrupts Buba.

"We. Sorry."

Toga smiles.

Buba continues, "We wanted to show you something!"

"What is it?"

"Come on!" The two grab my hand and drag me to Toga's room.

"Ta-daa!" Buba signals to the new look of Toga's room.

"What do you think?" Himiko smiles.

I look around. Her room now black and red, the walls with her horror movie posters and my own posters as well. I see her crime photos hanged up as well. Her knife collection in a small black display case above the bed. Her stuffed animals are all newly covered in blood.

"Where'd you get the blood?" I ask them.

"From you of course!" Toga laughs.

"How?"

"I keep a bottle of your blood with me!" She walks to her dresser and pulls out a vial of blood, "Every night I suck blood out of you!" She laughs again.

"...again how?"

"You always sleep up against me, so its easy to stick a needle in your leg and get blood out of you!" She get close touches my neck gently, "It's so hard to resist just sucking the blood right out of you," She smiles and reveals her fangs, "But you look so cute when you're asleep I decide to not do it."

"How lovely." I smile back at her.

"Ahem...I'm still here." Buba interrupts.

"Oh yeah sorry Buba, but um what us all this for?" I ask him.

"For when you move in. You are a part of the league of villains after all. Might as well sleep in the same room as your girlfriend."

"You didn't have to change your room." I look back to Toga.

"I wanted to. We're going to share the room, so I want to make sure you like it. Oh and we aren't finish yet I wanted you to put some more of your things in here as well." She smiles.

"Yeah about that. How did you get my stuff here?"

"We asked Kurogiri to help."

"So you went to the dorms!? Toga thats dangerous I don't want you or the others getting arrested."

"We didn't have another choice. You know we plan on attacking the school right after memorial, and that's supposed to be when you 'disappear'. We wouldn't have time to get your things."

"Himiko I don't care about my stuff if it mean risk losing you. I can always get them again or just diy them."

She smiles, "Okay. We won't go back there," She gets something from her dresser, "But now that you're here, and we have time can Buba and I paint your nails!?"

She takes out red nail polish.

I laugh, "Um what? Why?"

"C'mon it'll be fun! Please?" Buba pleads.

"Um..." I'm unsure.

"Himiko come plead to your girlfriend with me." Buba calls on Toga.

"Oh right." She gets beside Twice and makes a sad face, "Please. Come on let me do something for you. It'll be fun. Pleeeeeaase?"

"...fine, but only one hand."

They laugh and giggle. They get the nail polish and the rest of the stuff they need.

"Sit on the bed." Tells me.

"If you insist."

I get on the bed and they start painting my nails.

(A/n: ik I haven't been updating fast I apologize school is exhausting and writer's block is a bitch but anyways not related to the story I'm just excited so I want to tell anyone this I finally talked to my crush who I've simped for 5 years💀 I've talked to them a bit before but just small talk as classmates but tonight, 10/16/21, there's a school dance I'm going to, in a suit btw and both my gender euphoria and confidence is going📈📈, and hopefully I get to talk to them more with out gay panicking and freezing on the spot. Oh also Im sorry for errors in the story I just skimmed through it💀.)

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