Y/n's p.o.v.

I waited for a few minutes and see Toga walking. I can't help myself from getting up and running to her hugging her tight.

"Sweetie what's wrong? What happened?" She looks confused but still hugs me.

"I want to go Toga. I don't want to be in UA. I want to be with you. You're the only one who knows me. I hate everyone else." I cry into her shoulder.

She hugs me tighter, "It's okay you can cry. I'll be here."

"My dad wants to me to move away." I continued to cry. "I didn't know what to do."

"Hey, hey, shh its okay. Look at me," She grabs my face, "You want to sit?"

I nod my head. She takes me to the sleeping bag and we sit on the ground.

"Tell me everything." She says.

"My dad called and said he wants me to move out the dorms. I got scared and just went along. I thought I could think of something but I can't. I won't be able to see you as much. I thought we could make it work, but then I noticed no one here knows me. Only you do. You make happier..." I clean my tears, "You're the only one who knows the real me. You know the shit I went through and still do. While others say my actual personality is something that can go back to the way I was before. When I was upset all the time. They've known me longer yet they don't know anything of me. All they care is my quirk and family." I sniffle, "You make me like myself. I can't handle these idiots any more. Today I used my quirk to bring that boy's parents back. I noticed how happy they were. How much love that boy had. Then I realized I never got that as a kid. The only person to ever love me, the real me, was you. And I want it to be like that forever I don't want to be back as I used to be. I want to be happy with you. I want to wake up next to you. Sleep next to you. Hug you. Have you in my arms. I want to stop pretending that I'm like them. They see me as someone I am not. They see me as a damn hero. They see me as what my mother wanted me to be. You see me as me. Not some quirk, not some 'missing' lady's kid."

Toga's p.o.v.

She's really hurt. My poor baby is worried of leaving and no one else sees her. Like how I was when I was younger.

"We'll think of something about your dad okay? Don't worry its just a few more weeks until you can leave UA, but I'll be with you. I'm not leaving you if you move away. If you go I'll go." I wipe her tears away.

"I'm just tired. I fucking hate everyone." She hugs me.

I feel her holding on to me tight. I let her cry as she hugs me.

"I know, but we'll get back on them." I give her a smile.

She does the same. Her tears glisten in the moonlight. I lean in to give her a kiss.

Y/n's p.o.v.

The kiss calms me down. I hold her hand as she kisses me. It made everything a bit better. It stops my downward spiral. I give into her gentle kisses.

"Mm," My face turns red from the embarrassment if moaning, "Ah sorry!" I pull away and hide my face."

She laughs, "Stop saying sorry sweetheart its okay." She leans in again, "Its cute hearing those sounds." She kisses me again.

We kiss for a while before she lays back and I get on top. I put my hand under her shirt touching her stomach.

Her skin. So soft. I want her. It calms me down.

"I love you, Himiko." I grab her waist. "Let me do this. I need to." My hand goes up beside her ribs as I kiss her.

"Mm yes please." She holds onto my waist.

I slip my hand down her body making sure to feel every part of her skin. I grab her thigh bringing on to my side as I lift her skirt. I kiss down her neck as I pull her cute panties down to her ankles. Her cute moans escape her mouth when I rub between her legs.

The sounds she makes.

"Fuck..." She cries out as she puts her arm over her eyes.

"Do you want my fingers?" I look up at her.

She lifts her head to nod. I start going in and out slowly enjoying every second of it. The feeling of having her right now is addictive. I lift her shirt and her bra revealing her hard nipples. I kiss around them before putting them into my mouth. Her moans get a little louder at first when I licked them.

"You're really that sensitive right now?"

"Y-yea..." She moans out.

"Cute." I continue to play with them more.

She starts to buck her hips at me as I curl my fingers inside her, "Ah..mm faster."

I do as she says feeling her legs shake, "are you going to cum on my fingers?"

She nods. I smile at her.

I give her a kiss, "Go ahead c'mon. I know you can do it." I hold her hand

She moans and she finally finishes on my fingers.

I taste them, "You taste so good Himiko." I say on her ear as I lower down her neck to suck on it.

Whether or not I move she's mine. I want her to be mine.

"Am...my neck..." She squirms.

"I found your sweet spot?" I smile as I bite a little on it.

I lower more kissing her whole body as I get my head between her legs. I start to lick off her mess tasting every drop of her making sure to appreciate it. I start to suck on her clit for a while with her hands on my head.

"Fuck." She moans still holding my hand.

I keep going. I look up at her and see she breathing heavier. I put my arms under her legs and up on her lower stomach. Her body, the sounds she makes, every single part of her makes me even more addicted to her then before.

"Y/n-...ah..that feels so good...fuck." She moans out quietly to avoid being heard.

Everything about this moment makes me forget about my problems. Her legs tense up that they start to shake a bit again. She cums and I get back up. I see her tired out on the ground.

Still holding her hand I kiss it,

"Thank you for letting me do that," I give her a kiss on her lips, "I needed it."

She smiles and tries to reply but she's too tired.

"Shh it's okay you don't have to say anything. Just relax." I put her cute underwear back on, fix her skirt, pull her bra and shirt back down for her.

I lay back down beside her and hold her tight. She rests for a while and I think about the stuff I was too stressed out about now that I'm calm.

Toga notices and turns to me, "Hey don't think about it right now." She cups my face, "Give yourself a break."

"I wish I could..." I give her a small smile.

She stays quiet for a while as if she were thinking of something. A bit later she speaks once again.

"You know how the vanguard squad broke into the old camp?" She asks.

"Yea."

"Well the old camp is still up. I've been wandering through there since Crusty asks for info on class 1A." She raises my hand thats holding hers, "You want to go there? It's a bit far but at least we'll be alone and it'll be warmer there then out here."

I squeeze her hand a bit, "Far or not I'd go anywhere you want." I smile.

"Then lets go. I don't want you to get cold." She stands but her legs wobble a little. She laughs a bit, "You did so well my legs are still shaking pup." She gives me a kiss.

I don't let go of her hand even as she tries to grab my sleeping bag for me. She turns her head at me.

"Oh sorry! It just made me feel calm..." I let go of her hand trying not to seem annoyingly clingy.

She grabs my hand again, "Don't be sorry." She smiles. She holds it tighter then before, "You don't have to worry about hanging onto me." She gives me another kiss.

As we pull a part I look at her eyes, "Thank you." I smile.

We walk to the old camp together. I hold her hand with both of mine. I walk close keeping her arm near me. I really love the feeling of her around me. It makes me feel secure of our relationship. That she isn't leaving and she will help me through my bad times. After peacefully walking through the forest we make our way to the old camp, and out of the cold of the forest. We see how dark everything is and stay close together. She places the sleeping bed on the ground of a warmer room she found.

"Okay it's late sweetheart. You should lay down." She yawns.

I look at her, "I'm sorry I made you tired."

"Hm? Why do you say that?"

"I called you when you were probably resting. Now you're tired sorry for that."

"You needed me. Its okay. You don't have to say sorry so much." She gives me a forehead kiss, "come here." She opens her arms to me.

I sit down in front of her and she wraps her arms around me. She holds me tight and kisses my face.

"Feel free to talk about your worries. I want to help you." She rests her head on my back.

I touch her arm thats across my chest, "I'm...scared of moving in with my dad."

"Why?"

"I might not see him much because of his work but when I do he's always offensive. I hate him as well." I pause for a while before I speak again, "He was always mad at my mom. No matter what she did. Yes she was a bad mom but it was mostly because she wasn't happy with my dad. I remember my mom talking about how she didn't like my dad when we were alone. He would break stuff when my mom did something he didn't like one time I told my mom if I could go walk outside and she said but when I came back my dad had already broken the table, glass was on the ground, a door of a room had a hole from he punched it. He was so mad at my mom."

Toga hugs me as tightly as she can.

"The worst part is that I thought that was the only bad part of him." I feel tears in my eyes, "Heh I was fucking wrong about that. He tried naming a dog a slur with a smile on his face. I said no but I still really wanted to punch him in the face then and there, but I didn't...I just sat there and did nothing." My voice saddens.

"Hey, look at me." Toga turns my face, "It's okay you shouldn't feel bad about that. You told him no and that was the best you could've done in that situation. He's the one who should feel horrible not you."

"But-"

"No it's not your fault. Okay? There wasn't much you could've done. He sounds threatening. That's why I'm not letting him take you okay?"

"I just want to be with you. I don't want to be with anyone else." I turn around to face her to hug her back.

"Do you want to talk more?"

"Can I?"

"Darling, of course you can." She kisses my face again.

"Sometimes I think if that's why my mom wanted me to be a hero. She had horrible parents to. Probably even worse. Then she had to get with someone like my dad who was basically keeping her away from the outside world. It makes me think she wanted me to be a hero because of that. She didn't want to live in that situation or anyone else to be in it, but I wouldn't know. She wasn't very big with feelings. Never told her kids I love you unless there was something for her in it, never hugged us, never said she was proud, nothing. She even kicked me out for a year just cause I said I didn't want a hero course so I had to get out of school because I had to work to survive. She only let me back home because I agreed joining UA. Now I'm a 17 year old in class where I'm a year older which is rare in UA so everyone notices." I take a while to think, "Maybe I just want to make her seem good in my head. Probably because I'm scared of being like her."

"Why would you be scared?"

"I never want to be like her, but we have similarities." I lower my arms to grab them, "We had horrible childhoods, our parents beat us, we had fathers that were violent, and we have issues with feelings." I start to scratch my arms again.

Toga notices and carefully hold my hands to stop, "Don't do that sweetie. Please." She holds up my arms, "Let me kiss them."

She kisses both of my arms. She grabs my burn hand and puts it against her cheek.

"Your skin shouldn't be hurt by you. Lets think of some other habit to do instead of scratching your arms badly okay?" She gives me a smile.

I take a moment to be grateful to have someone like her here in my life.

"Thank you for being here." I smile back at her.

"Of course, dark angel. Anything for you. I'm here to listen and help you in anyway I can. Also you are never going to be like your mother. You are your own person."

We talk for the night about the things that have been bothering me. I get a little clingy but she doesn't mind it. After a while we get tired and go to sleep. I insist on being big spoon to hold her and Toga lets me. Her skin so soft and addictive to touch it makes me want to keep her for myself only. I hold her hand as well as we sleep. It's one of my favorite parts of her. It the body part she mostly touches me with. When she holds my hand, when she plays with my hair...and that makes me happy.

(A/n: let's pretend I didn't write this on January 19 and I'm barely posting it-...anyways sorry for so many slow updates we loveeeeee having bad mental health 🤪/j anyways bc of that pardon me if there's weird mistakes in the story I didn't feel like revising it. Also no spoilers on the new season pls I haven't caught up yet since I'm not emotionally ready...On a better note I started watching kakegurui and Madari is so hot😩 oh also I accidentally simped for my soon to be gilf teacher- not anymore but yeahhh)