(tw: mention of sh)

Toga accidentally wakes me up.

"Oh sorry darling. I didn't mean to wake you."

I rub my eyes open, "Why are you up so early? Aren't you tired?"

She yawns, "Of course I am but that's what happens when you work for the league of villains, and I'm up because I can't have anyone see me of course."

I try moving but it hurts, "ah..."

Toga smiles, "Does it still hurt pup?"

I nod. "Lovely." She gives me a kiss on my forehead, "You should find an excuse of why your clothes are ripped." She giggles.

"You're...I'm going to see you later right?"

"Yes. Don't worry." She kisses me.

I smile as she leaves. I look around trying to see what I can come up with as in excuse, or even how to hide it. I look down at my sleeping bag. I sigh.

Guess I have to be like Mr.Aizawa.

I zip up the bag and head for the girls room. I get there and they open the door.

"You guys are up early." I look at all of them by the sun light of the door from the dark room.

"Dude why are you in a sleeping bag?" Jirou points to the bag.

"It's cold."

"It's literally sunny."

I stay silent in my sleeping bag for a while.

"Well I slept outside all night so I'm cold." I look at all of them. They're eyes look tired. "Did you guys even sleep last night?"

They get surprised by my question.

"Yes of course. Why would you ask that?" Yaoyorozu tells me.

"You all look very tired."

"We just woke up."

"Ah..." I say but don't believe them. "You all know you don't ha-"

Ashido cuts me off, "Why the hell are you asking so many questions? Weren't you all quiet a month ago?" She says it angrily.

It surprises me. Ashido isn't really one to get mad, but she mentions a time I wasn't happy yet she prefered me like that at that time. The girls look at me in silence.

"Fine then I'll shut up." I go get my clothes to change.

Jirou and Yaoyorozu reach out for me. Yaoyorozu speaking, "Y/n she didn't-"

I dodge their touch, "Just leave me alone."

I walk to the other room. The girls look at Ashido.

"What?" She says.

I try to change but it hurts to sit or bend down. When I finish Yaoyorozu and Jirou walk in.

"Y/n what Mina said-"

I cut Jirou off, "You don't have to apologize for her."

I walk passed them, and go to where we get breakfast. Instead of eating I lay on the seat, since I can't sit, to be by myself.

"Hey it's that girl from class 1-A." I hear Monoma say.

Oh my fucking god this guy is annoying.

He sits beside me, "What are you doing here? I heard you slept outside over losing a dare. I thought class 1-A wasn't afraid of anything!" He yells in my face.

What the actual fuck?

He looks at my bandages, "Oh god don't tell me you're a c-"

"Monoma!" Kendo yells at him, "What the hell!?"

"Aw c'mon Kendo she's one of those weird kids."

I hit him over the head, "Next time take your conversation somewhere else." I walk outside.

It hurts to sit but I'm also tired of walking.

I see the little boy from earlier with Eri. He turns to see me.

"What are you doing here?" He say in an angry way.

"Y/n! Hi!" Eri smiles at me.

The boy looks at her, "You know her?"

"Mhm. She helps me with some kids that were picking on me last year." She hugs my leg.

Get this child off of me.

"Ugh- I mean um why don't you go play with sticks or something?" I try to shake her off my leg.

"Because we aren't stupid."

What the hell does that mean?

"Kota leave her alone. She isn't really good with kids, but she is very nice." She look up at me and smiles.

He huffs, "I still don't like her."

Well fuck you I don't like y-

I sigh.

I 'm literally getting mad at a damn child.

"Then we agree on something." I add.

"Huh?" He looks surprised.

"Y/n...you don't like yourself?" Eri asks.

Ah fuck I forgot she was here.

"Uh...I don't...I..." I try to think of something else but can't, "Well...kinda. In a way."

"Well in what way don't you like yourself?" She says as she grab onto my hand.

I observe our hands.

Her hand is so small compared to mine. She can usually holds me by my finger whenever I do see her.

I take a moment to answer her.

"In the way others see me. I don't like their version of me...but there is this one person who sees the real me. I try hard to be that person as best as possible. Even if others don't like it."

"But if thats the real you then who are you right now?" Eri looks confused.

I laugh a little, "No...that's not what I meant." I carry her, "Okay so do you know how those kids that were picking on you?"

She looks a little sad, "Yea..."

"That was because they thought you were bad right?" She nods sadly as I say that.

Wow I did not expect to get her upset.

I see Kota being mad at me.

"Well that was their version of you. Which was wrong wasn't it?" I look at her as she smiles again.

"Yea!" She says.

"So the real you would be the way you actually are. A nice sweet girl."

She smiles at me, "Ohh okay I get it. Thank you Y/n for explaining," she hugs me, "Others probably wouldn't." I put her down and she runs to Kota, "Told you she's nice!" She smiles.

Kota looks at her then at me, "Guess she's alright."

I look at him for a while.

He's so mad.

"Well I got to go." I'm about to walk away as Eri stops me.

"Y/n wait...what happened to your arms?"

I look at them and realize Eri is familiar with bandages on arms.

"Um...I scratched too hard. I was very...itchy."

"Oh." She looks relieved.

Kota walk up to my arms, "Eri can't you reverse this?"

"Oh no I can't..." she answers him.

"Why not? I thought that's was your quirk." He turns to her.

"Um..." She gets closer to me holding onto the end of my shirt.

"Eri? What's wrong?" I ask her.

"I can't use my quirk because I'm...scared." She says.

"Scared of what?" Kota asks her.

"Oh right. Eri can't really control her quirk so she's scared of not being able to stop." I put my hand on her head, "But I do trust she can learn."

Eri moves from my side to be in front of me, "You do?"

"Yea."

"But...what if I can't stop and I...make people go away?" She says scared.

"Eri, my quirk is important for me to know how to stop too because if I don't I can stay in that place for ever." I talk about my fear quirk but don't tell them. "Now I'm not saying you have to be like me nor that you should. Believe me I'm not." I remember my mother. "But you have more potential then me so if I can do it you can too."

"I can?"

"Yea. Want to try?"

"But what if I..." She holds onto my shirt tight.

Wow kids are...emotional.

"You won't I trust you." I smile to her.

She looks at me a bit scared but then is confident, "Okay let's do it."

"Alright but only use your quirk on others when I or Aizawa are around if you don't want to...make someone gone." I'm not going to tell her how to use her own quirk, but if she doesn't want to reverse people out of existence then I'll help her.

"Okay!" Eri looks happy.

"So when you stop using your quirk what happens? What do you feel?"

"Um...my little horn stops feeling weird."

"So when you activate your quirk what do you do?"

"I don't know. It just happens..." She thinks for a while, "Like when you move your finger." She wiggles her little finger.

"Ok then you know how when you stop wiggling your finger it just stops?"

She nods her her head to me, "mhm."

"Try to do that with your quirk, and don't worry about being scared. My quirk can let me use any de-...um I mean any old quirk." I take out my phone, "But I have to find the person first."

"Do you mean dead?" Kota adds.

I look at him, "What?"

"When you won against Pixie-Bob you used a dead hero to fly you to get the others."

This kid is really observant.

"Yes...in a way." I look back down on my phone, "I just have to find someone with a similar quirk as Mr.Aizawa."

"He's dead!?" Eri looks like she's about to cry.

"No, no, no! He isn't! I just meant the other person who has a similar quirk is, but it's okay."

She wipes away her little tears, "Oh," she sniffles, "Okay."

I try to find someone with a similar quirk online for a while. At first I couldn't find anything, but I manage to find a woman who had the same quirk but instead of using her eyes to stop it she had to touch the person with her hand first.

"Okay Eri go ahead."

"You found someone?"

"Yea."

"Are you sure about this?" She looks scared.

"Yes, I trust you." I give her a small smile.

She smiles back and Kota steps back. I touch her head first in order to use the dead quirk.

I'm either very stupid or...No I'm just stupid.

I look to see Eri's smile. She so happy. She deserves someone who believes in her and Mr.Aizawa is an okay teacher but a good father for doing so.

"Okay here I go." Her little horn lights up as she focuses on my forearms.

I can feel my wounds reopening and actually see the blood bleed through the bandages a bit. It starts hurting again but after a while I don't feel it anymore.

"I think you did it Eri." I tell her but she keeps going.

She goes on for a few seconds and I feel a sting on my chest, but she manages to stop herself.

"I did it? I stopped by myself!?" She asks me so happy jumping up and down.

"Well let's see." I start to unwrap my bandages.

I take one off and see there's nothing there. No wound or scar. I take the other one off and the same thing is there. Nothing.

"Hey look Eri." I show her my arms, "You did it. You managed to do it by yourself."

Her eyes grow wide with joy and she expresses her happiness by jumping up and down while touching my arms.

"Look Kota! I did it! I really did it!"

As they act like that I look into my shirt from the neck hole to look at what stings my chest. It's Toga's initials and the heart that reopened. I don't tell Eri. She's too happy and I won't take that away.

Guess if she opened that scar again the ones on my back are gone.

"Good job Eri." I give her a smile.

I come back from talking with the traitor telling them the plan to break into UA will be the same day they get back to school. I start to smell the scent of my dark angel's blood.

Did she...? No...

I head running to the direction I smell it from. I see her and stop running when I see she's smiling.

It's that girl from Overhaul's place. She's with Y/n?

I see another kid with a hat on.

The kid muscular tried fighting with Izuku. Why is Y/n with them? She said she didn't like kids.

"I'm gonna go tell Aizawa!" The girl tells Y/n.

"Um...heh yea go ahead." Y/n looks to her.

The girl runs off and the boy tells something to Y/n but I can't hear.

"I'm gonna go tell Aizawa!" Eri says.

I'm going to get into trouble. I can hear them talking down to me already.

"Um...heh yea go ahead."

I'm used to it. What's one more person upset with me? Plus Eri wanted to learn how to control it and this is a step up.

She runs off but Kota stays behind to ask me something.

"So...you're able to...get any hero?"

The moment I heard that word from his mouth I look at him.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"Your quirk idiot."

"You little-" I sigh, "No I'm not able to get any hero. They have to be dead." I say it a bit rude.

"Like...the water hose heroes?"

"Yeah."

"C-Can I see?"

"Why?"

"Ugh nevermind." He kicks me.

"Ow you fu-"

Fucking little bastard.

He walks away. I look back to where I was only to see Toga in front of me.

"Oh shi- Toga you scared the hell out of me!"

She laughs, "You're so cute darling!" She give me a kiss. "But why were you with those kids? I thought you said you didn't like them."

"I don't but it doesn't mean I'm going to treat them like my mom did."

"I see. You don't want to be like her."

"...correct." I stay silent, "Anyways what were you doing?"

"I talked to the traitor! Shigaraki said the moment you guys get back to UA is the moment we break in."

"Toga this traitor thing is really bugging me can't you tell me who it is?"

"No...you'll just have to wait and see when you enter that security room to help us break in."

"Ugh okay." I give her a hug, "Toga?"

"Yea sweetheart?"

"I love you." I rest my head in the crook of her neck.

She smiles and puts her fingers in my hair, "I love you too darling." She kisses my head.

"And I want to be with you more. When can i leave UA? I don't like it. I want to be with you."

"As soon as we kidnap Izuku okay?" She holds my face to look at my eyes, "Then we can be together forever darling." She gives me a kiss.