(Tw⚠️:

- mention suicide, abuse, and transphobia

- homophobia

- self harm

- and basically the mother bringing y/n down)

Y/n's p.o.v.

"Why the hell are you here?" I get up my bed.

"I'm part of your mind. It's not my fault-"

"Oh its never your fault." I say sarcastically rememberimg thats what she would say to me when she blamed me for things.

"Hey I always used to say that to you." She tries to be happy but its just annoying.

"Can you shut the fuck up? I thought I got rid of you."

"Well you did but with that quirk of yours you can see me anytime you want."

"I don't ever want to see you again."

"If you don't want to then why am I here?"

I think to myself for a while. She isn't real. It's not the real her. She's dead. This is just my version of her. I take a deep breath to stop me from seeing her.

I look to see she's still here, "Why won't you leave! Just get the fuck out!"What the hell am I supposed to do? I can't stop. Why can't I stop? "It's in my head. You need to get out!" I point to her. Then grab my arm and start to scratch it like I used to when I lived with her. It always ended with my forearms bleeding but it distracted me from Mother's comments.

"You're the one who is using your quirk. Can't blame me for you being such a idiot."

"Just shut up. I need you to just leave."

"Last time you shut me up you ended up upsetting that f-"

"Don't you fucking say that word and don't say it towards Toga." She's right though. I did upset Toga last time. She thought I was upset with her...she's right I'm an idiot. Fuck I mess everything up.

"Ah so it has a name."

I feel my heart pounding faster, "it?...did you just called her an 'it'?"

"Yes can you not hear me well? Even after my death you're stupid as hell."

Great I'm reliving my life with her.

Toga's p.o.v.

I finish washing the few dishes we have and leave the kitchen when Buba comes up to me.

"Hey Himiko you're staying the night right?"

"Yeah why?" I walk to the door of my room.

"Well you've just been spending a lot of the time with...y/n."

"Aw Buba are you jealous?"

"No. Of course I am she taking you away!"

I look at him with shock, "Taking me away? Buba I'm always going to be here with you. Yea I spend time with y/n a lot but that doesn't mean I'm leaving you." I hug him, "Hey you want to watch a horror movie with me?" I look to him as he nods his head.

(Meanwhile)

Midoriya's p.o.v.

"Y/n what's wrong!?" Jirou tries opening the door from y/n's room.

"Shut up and leave!" Y/n answers.

Ever since she arrived we've been hearing strange noises from her room like thuds.

"What's going on with her now?" Kacchan looks to the others at the door.

"She's been yelling and I think she's throwing stuff around." I answer.

"Do you think its related to her mom?" Tsu asks.

"Of course it is dumbass what else would it be?" Kacchan heads to his room.

"It sounds bad...I can hear her crying." Jirou has her earphone jacks in the door.

"What do we do?" Mina looks at everyone.

I turn to see Todoroki trying to ignore the situation. He hasn't really talked since he got in trouble with the school.

I go over to y/n's door, "h-hey y/n...can we come in?"

Suddenly a loud thud hits the wall.

"We should go tell Mr.Aizawa." Yaoyorozu says.

"Just leave..." y/n says it so sadly.

We stay silent.

"We should just her alone guys." Uraraka says. We go to our own rooms.

I look to see my room trashed with me on the ground. Why can't I get her out of my head?

"You became so desperate for love you started dating a girl," Mother laughs, "And you can't even do that right. All you do is whine to her and bother her with your 'problems' do you really think she cares? The only reason she's still with you is because she probably thinks you'll kill yourself with those blades of yours you use to get attention."

Just shut up. Leave please. Leave me alone. I feel the tears in my eyes rolling down my face.

"At least your siblings are doing better then you."

I look to her, "Better? One of my sisters abuses her boyfriend whenever he does something that reminds her of you, and my other sister has been facing transphobic people ever since she was young because you kicked her out before she could even finish school and now she has trouble getting a job since she didn't finish school. How is that any better?"

She gets down to look me in the eye, "They don't complain about it."

"Maybe not to you but they did to me. If they told you, you'd just shame them instead of helping them...not that Ichika should be rewarded for abusing her boyfriend, but still. Do you know how hard it is being the youngest and your older siblings telling you all of their problems and you can't do shit about it but just look at them go through it?" I scratch my arms more that my nails dig into my skin.

"Please they just make every small problem bigger then it is."

"You tried drowning your own brother when you were younger just for being in the same pool as you. Saying that is hypocritical."

Your quirk only works for a few hours just deal with it. Just deal with it a bit more.

"You can't say I'm wrong about you being useless. When was the last time you were the one doing something for that crazy bitch you're with?"

"Stop fucking calling her that!" I hit my head with my palms.

Why isnt she fucking leaving?

"Oh no it looks like the fucking idiot forgot how to use her quirk." she laughs again.

"Oh my fucking god shut the hell up!" I close my eyes and cover my ears to stop hearing her.

She's right. I don't know how to love so how the hell do I expect Toga to stay with me? All I do is complain to her. I never do anything for her. She's better off without me.

I feel the tears coming down my cheek. My head aching. My arms hurting. Everything is silent as everyone else is in their room by now. Time passes by as I'm stuck with Mother and my thoughts. Its not until I see a little bit of the sun I fall asleep on the ground of my trashed room.