《Want To Be Loved (Himiko Toga x Female Reader Story)》moving in gift (nsfw)
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There will be
-knife play
-degrading
-blood
- (a bit) breath play
-dubcon (if I'm using this word correctly)
-mention of (Y/n's) death
There's also aftercare at the end :)
-mentions of self harm scars
And e/c means eye color (for those who don't know)
Also I got a tip to paragraph the dialogue so it's easier to read so please tell me if it's better (even tho idk if I did it right) that way I can use it for future chapters.
That is all
Thank you for reading)
I do my homework as Toga sits on my bed looking at me. Why did she want to look at me in my uniform? Suddenly I can hear something faint on the other side of the wall.
"Do you hear that?" I ask
"Hear what sweetie?" Toga keeps her eyes on me as I stand up.
I get closer to the wall, "It's from Yaoyorozu's room."
I take a minute to realize. My eyes grow wide and I step away from the wall.
"What's wrong darling?" Toga asked.
"They're fucking..." I feel disappointed in my self. Did I really just listen in to their personal... enjoyment?
"Aw baby you're blushing," she gets up from my bed. "You can watch people fuck online, but you can't listen to your roommates doing it?"
I look to Toga embarrassed, "That's...different."
She gets behind me wrapping her arms around me and kisses my neck.
"So the pathetic slut has preferences? Or do you secretly love it? Are you a voyeur? Hm?" She cups my breasts.
My breath gets heavier as she starts to squeeze them and I let out a moan.
"You're enjoying this aren't you pup? You love being my useless fucktoy?" She rips my shirt open making the buttons pop off. "Your nipples are so hard for me pup!" She puts me against the wall with my back facing her. "Careful slut don't want to get that uniform covered in paint plus," suddenly I feel a sharp edge on my throat, "you don't want to end up with a knife in your throat do you? Mm or would you like that?" She traces her hands down to my skirt. "Ever since I saw you in this cute skirt I've wanted to bend you over a table or whatever was in front of you, and just make you squirm and yell out my name until I make you cum over and over and it starts to hurt that tears are rolling down your face." She pulls me away from the wall and gets me down on my knees by pulling my hair. "I got you a moving in gift," she lifts her skirt revealing a strapon. "Don't just stare at it. Suck on it you pathetic whore," she drags out the chair from the desk to sit on and pulls me between her legs, "and you're taking the whole thing." I get surprised with fear. She laughs, "Aw look at that look on your face. Fine I'll be nice this time. First take as much as you think you can," she leans into my ear and whispers "then I'll show you how much you can really take." She shoves the strap into my mouth and it immediately comes out with me coughing and catching my breath. "It didn't even last there long," she chuckles "now get back here and take it all." She grabs my hair and shoves the strap back into my mouth. She keeps her hands on my head keeping me from coming up for air, "Aw can't breathe?" I shake my head no a bit. "Good." She smiles then pinches my nose, "All you need is my strapon in that dirty mouth of yours little slut." I start to loose my breath. "Look how much you're squirming! So cute, but the door isn't locked so you better keep it down before the others come in and see you on your knees being a needy slut for a villain! What would they think?" She lets go of me and I try catching my breath again still coughing drool dripping from the strap and my mouth. "It's so wonderful you being closed off with others and then with me I see you like this...I get to see that fear in your eyes while being on your knees not knowing if I'll let you go to get air." She grabs my chin, "What if I let you pass out? Let you die in my arms your body helpless all because you were a pathetic dumb whore to a villain." She lifts me back up to my feet and bends me over the bed, "You better have made it wet enough for your sake because I'm going to fill your hole whether you like it or not because all you are is my stupid fucktoy." She opens my legs and inserts the strapon right into me.
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"Ow!" I whine holding onto the bed sheets.
"Keep quiet or I'll have to slit your throat," she puts her knife against my throat as she starts to go faster. "All I want to hear is your moans and my name. Anything else and I'll have your dead body gushing out blood!" She says it so lovely as she grabs my hair with her other hand. "Such a wannabe villain that you'll let one fuck you are you really that desperate?" She pulls on my hair.
I try to respond, "y-"
"Of course you are. All you're good at is fucking. You probably even fantasize about all the other girls taking turns on you don't you? Oh and not to mention that hero Midnight."
I feel my knees getting weaker my moans getting louder, "Toga I...fuck...I'm cumming."
She pushes the knife harder against my throat. I feel a drop coming down my neck.
"I don't care I'm still going." She goes faster.
My back starts to arch and my legs try close, but Toga pulls them apart.
"What a mess you made, but I'm not done yet," she puts me back on my knees and she sits on the bed, "clean your filth off my strap and fuck me like I deserve it with your fingers while you do it." Suddenly we hear someone pass the door. "I didn't say to keep your mouth empty," she whispers as she shoves her strap in my mouth again my hands on her thighs, "You better be quiet I don't want to share you with the others." She gets closer to my eyes, "At least not right now." She grinds onto my fingers "Ah fuck yea...what are you?"
"Um...," I say confused and my mouth busy Toga's hand slaps my face.
"You're my fucktoy. Don't...ah... forget that. Say it." I try to take her out of my mouth but she puts it back. "No, no, no, say it...fuck...with your mouth full."
Muffled and gagging I try to say it. "I'm...your fuck..toy."
"ah...yea good girl," she grabs my wrist from my hand inside her, "Go faster curl your fingers." I do as she says and she tries to close her legs. "Fuck...look at me," she brings her knife back to my neck as I look at her eyes, "I love looking at your e/c eyes...ah..tearing up from gagging on my strap....you look like such a fucking whore," she puts her knife on my shoulder cutting it slowly, "Red looks so pretty on you," her breathing gets harder, "Ah...fuck yea keep going...I'm close." She closes her eyes shut and my hand gets wet from her. She looks at me and takes out the strap from my mouth and lifts my hand, "Let me taste." She licks and sucks on my fingers. My face getting heated. "Get on the bed and take everything off bunny." I do as she says and lay on the bed. Embarrassed I try to cover myself. "Take your hands off of yourself." I look away from her as I do. "Look at me." I don't listen. "I said to look at me," she grabs my jaw to face her, "If you won't listen then I guess I have to make you." She grabs something from under the bed, "Put your hands above your head." I do it and she ties them to the bed. She goes to the end of my bed as well, "I told you I'd tie you up," she climbs on top of me, "Look at you...legs open and all tied up such a stupid pup," she kisses my neck, "You're mine. All mine. Ever since you opened your legs to me. Ever since you held me in your hands you were mine." She puts the strapon back in me. "I love looking at your body move as I go in and out of you. Looks so wonderful to stab!" She grabs me by my waist dragging her knife against my stomach going up my chest, "I'm gonna mark you mine."
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She pushes the blade into my skin "ah!"
"Shh be quiet pup," the sting of her knife stops but small drops of blood come down my chest, "There H.T. and with a blood heart around it."
She goes faster in me, "fuck..."
"I said to quiet down," she covers my mouth with her hand then licks the blood off my chest. Muffled moans come out and she goes lower, "You're breast are so wonderful pup." She bites down her fangs piercing through my skin. My screams covered by her hand "Aw did I bite to hard? Too bad. I love seeing the blood come out." She looks up to me my visioned blurred from the tears of pain in my eyes. Her teeth stained with some blood. "You're such a good girl for me." She leans in to kiss me. For a few seconds I forgot she was in me because of the pain. "You're breathing more heavy sweetheart are you going to cum?" I nod my head "I knew you were a slut still wanting to get off even when I mark you and give you pain. You'll just take anything won't you as long as you can cum? So selfish." She pinches my nose again still covering my mouth, "What do you want more? Air or cumming?" I don't answer. "Air?" She goes slower and shake my head no. "Cumming?" She goes faster and I nod my head yes. "Good. Go ahead and cum for me." I feel a release as she slows down then stops, "What a mess you made!" She holds my face and kisses me, "You were wonderful honey." she unties me from the bed then comes to me, "Are you okay?" She caresses my face.
"Yea." I turn over to hug her.
"You were so good for me sweetheart. Did I hurt you in anyway I shouldn't have like your arm?"
"No it was all great," I bury my face into her neck, "Are you ok?"
"Yes sweetheart," she gets up, "Lay down." She gets on top of me.
"What are you doing?"
"I want to make sure you know that you're beautiful," she kisses the bites and cuts, "Every single part of you is perfect." She goes lower to my thighs and kisses the scars on them, "Even these scars," She takes her time to kiss each one, "You are beautiful no matter what and I don't want you to forget that." She kisses me. "Look," She grabs my hand "If you ever feel down, no matter how bad, I want you to feel safe enough to come to me," She moves a part of my hair away from my face, "I want you to love your body the way I love you." Everything else goes silent.
"Toga..."
"I know, but it's true I do love you and your body deserve your love." she grabs my neck to kiss me and we end the night sleeping in each others arms.
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