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My hands were trembling as I take out my keys from my pocket.

Damien was standing right behind me as I tried my best to finally put this goddamn key on the lock.

Damien apparently had a car with him when he got back, so he drove us to my old apartment instead of walking our way back like how I usually do.

I was so nervous when we were both at the car that I didn't get to say a single word to Damien the whole 7-minute drive to my apartment. Damien looked like he wanted to say so many things to me, but I knew that he felt my awkwardness so he decided to just stay quiet too.

I blinked and realized that I still haven't fucking opened the door yet.

My heart was pounding like crazy. Damien was standing so close that I could literally feel his body heat on my back.

"Here, let me help", Damien suddenly says, leaning forward and grabbing my trembling hand so he could position it on the lock. He pushed my hand so the key could go inside, then he slowly turns it to finally open the door.

When the door opened, Damien removed his hand from mine, and I had to quickly move away from him because I knew my face was red just because of what he did.

"T-thank you. Uhm, It wasn't really necessary because I'm a grown ass man and I could open doors without anyone helping me, but, you know...whatever", I awkwardly say, immediately going inside my apartment so I wouldn't be able to see Damien's reaction on what I just stupidly said.

You're literally acting like a socially awkward teenager right now – Inner Conscience.

Shut up. You know nothing inner conscience.

"Wow, it still looks the same", Damien suddenly says as he follows me inside and closes the door.

The moment Damien closed the door, someone suddenly ran towards me, and that someone was none other than .

"Hey boy! Daddy's home!" I excitedly say as Hunter started licking my face.

He then lies down as I happily rub his belly, almost forgetting Damien was in the room, staring at me.

I quickly stopped and immediately stood up.

I glanced at Damien but quickly looked back at Hunter and said, "You know Hunter the dog...right?"

"It's weird how you call him Hunter now", Damien says instead.

I awkwardly laugh and answered him without still looking at his way, "Y-Yeah. And I don't think he'll remember you since you've been gone for years. He's a biter so...be careful", I warned him.

"Hey boy. How long have I not seen you?" Damien casually asked as Hunter suddenly ran towards Damien to give him a kiss too.

Great, my dog gets to kiss him first before I could.

"We've trained with each other for years; he'll definitely remember me. And besides, dogs never forget", Damien says, smiling from ear to ear.

I stared at him, my heart fluttering as I watched him smile like that again.

Tears were ready to pour again but I tried my best not to break down to not ruin the happy mood.

It feels like I've waited for this moment my entire life. I couldn't believe Damien was finally in front of me, alive and well.

I had so many questions, but nothing would come out of my mouth.

It felt so unreal that I didn't even know what to do anymore.

"Alright now Hunter. Let daddy and..." I paused and looked at Damien, "another daddy", I whispered, "Talk first"; I finally finished as I carried this big Siberian husky away from Damien.

And don't get me wrong; I wasn't getting jealous that Damien was enjoying Hunter's company more than he did with me at that awkward car ride.

"Eat your lunch first", I say as I placed him down in front of his bowl. I put dog food inside, and then Hunter started devouring it the moment the bowl was refilled.

I was ready to avoid looking at Damien again, but I finally got the courage to look straight at the eyes that I missed so much when I realized that nothing would happen if I continue to act like this.

"So...you hungry?" I asked.

Damien looked around the room and answered, "Not really."

Then he walks towards the living room and chuckles lowly, suddenly sending chills up my spine.

"W-What is it?" I asked as I slowly walked towards him.

Damien looks at me with a smirk and says, "Five years and you haven't even bought a television yet."

I looked at the empty table, then, I started laughing too.

"O-Oh...yeah. I was just...busy, that's all", I answered him.

Damien raised his right eyebrow and asked back, "Busy for five years?"

I don't know why that question suddenly made the whole atmosphere change, but it did, drastically.

I gulped and bravely gestured at my bedroom.

"We should talk inside the room", I tell him.

Without waiting for his answer, I walked inside the room.

Damien follows me anyways and closes the door behind him.

My heart was beating fast again as I stared at the room. I glanced at the closet, remembering the time when I left Damien here while it rained hard outside. He hid there crying and waiting for me to come back. I slept soaking wet on the floor that time because of him but it was still practically my fault so I didn't mind.

I then stared at the bed. I remembered waking up, Damien making sure he'd wake up first so he'd be able to greet me good morning. But sometimes he'd purposely sleep longer too just so I could wake him up myself.

And at busy days I'd fall asleep on the sofa, only to wake up at the bed again; Damien right beside me.

Most of my memories of him were inside this apartment, but mostly they were inside this room.

Without looking back at Damien, I say, "I've been lonely for five years Damien. I busied myself every day, hoping I'd be able to forget you if I did. But we both know how that ended."

Damien doesn't say anything, but I could hear his footsteps getting closer.

My heart almost stopped beating as I felt his strong arms wrap around my waist. He hugs me from behind and gently rests his chin on my shoulder, "I'm sorry I left you. I didn't know what else to do. I thought I wasn't going to be free so I just decided to-"

Damien stops.

I remembered the letter when I was at the hospital.

And the cheesecake that Damien thought would help ease my pain when he literally just wrote me a letter saying he wasn't going to be able to be with me anymore.

"We had the craziest love story Damien. But I did not regret any of it", I tell him as he hugged me tighter. I was glad my nervousness was finally gone and was changed to pure happiness.

"And even if you told me to look for someone else, I still didn't fall in love with anyone else when you left me. I didn't even try to date anyone", I honestly tell him as I finally turned around to look at Damien.

Damien's eyes were teary again, but he smiles anyways and brushes my hair back with his fingers and says, "I am honored, Mr. Dane Andrew McCartney."

My heart fluttered again when Damien said my name out loud.

I hugged him this time and rested my head on his shoulder, "Say that again."

Damien hugged me back as he slowly says it this time, "Dane...Andrew...McCartney."

"Again", I say.

Damien hugged me even tighter as he moved his head on my ear and whispered, "Dane Andrew McCartney...I love you."

Every pain that I felt when he was away quickly vanished as I heard him say those words to me again.

I slowly lifted my head as tears finally poured out of my eyes.

"I love you too...Mr. Damien Nicolas Collins."

Damien starts crying, then both of us laughed as we pressed our forehead together. Then, Damien slowly moves closer, but he stops when our lips were only a few inches away from each other.

He was cautious.

I knew he too was afraid.

But I quickly draped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer; his lips finally touching mine after five years of waiting.

The kiss was soft and gentle for a while, but soon after, Damien sticks his tongue out and pushes it against my lips so I could open it.

When I opened it, Damien immediately slides his tongue inside my mouth. It felt so warm, so wet, and so good.

My head was spinning.

I missed how Damien tasted.

We pull away from the kiss, but Damien quickly lifts me up, kissing me again for the second time while he carried me.

While kissing me, he lowered me on the bed and removed his shirt first. He quickly kisses me again before removing my own shirt afterwards.

Then, he stood up and pulled my pants and boxers off next.

I was now completely naked in front of him. Damien has seen me naked a lot of times but I somehow feel so embarrassed and shy now.

"Beautiful", he says with a low voice, making me shiver.

He lowers himself and started kissing my chest, then down to my stomach and abdomen. When he was inches away from my member, Damien stops and stands up straight again.

He looks straight at me and smirks as he slowly removes his belt and unbuttons his pants. Before pulling it down, Damien teasingly says, "eat your heart out daddy."

Finally, Damien pulls his pants down with his boxers, revealing the cock that I have pervertedly missed so much.

I gulped as I stared at it. And I knew Damien was smirking when he saw my reaction.

"Even if you dated anyone, I'm pretty sure he wouldn't be able to satisfy you like I do", he confidently says as he walks towards my dresser to take a lotion.

He smears it all over his cock, and then he goes to the bed and covered his fingers with it too.

"It's been a while since I've done this. Have you been pleasuring yourself baby?" he asked, making me bite my lip all of a sudden.

"I've been busy", I answered.

Damien smirked again and positioned his finger on my hole.

"Then I should go gentle on you for today", Damien says. He looks at me first and asks, "Two's the magic number right?" But before I could even answer, Damien shoves his fingers inside me, immediately making me moan like crazy.

He continued to stare straight at my eyes while pushing and pulling his finger deep inside me.

"It's still hot and tight as I remembered", he says, turning me on even more.

Its only his fingers but I already feel like cumming.

"Oh Damien...yeah, that's fucking good", I say as I grabbed his hand to push his fingers even farther inside, his knuckles already pushing in from outside of my hole. I thought his whole hand would slide inside if I pushed even harder.

He slowly scissors his fingers inside, making my hole become wider. Then he pumps it faster until I could finally cum, a cum that was through complete pleasure, not by watching some cringey gay porn.

Damien pulls his fingers out and looked back at me, "We're only getting started Dane."

Damien pulls me closer, making his hard cock touch my throbbing hole.

"Hmmm...put it in, oh fuck put it in", I say as Damien moves closer, rubbing it against my hole.

"Call me daddy first...tell your daddy how much you miss this dick", Damien teasingly says again.

But I didn't care anymore.

I haven't been with him for years. I wanted him so badly.

"Daddy, please. This naughty little pup misses that big cock so much. My tight hole is ready for you so please put it in", I say, immediately making Damien growl.

His growl alone made me feel ten times hotter.

"I fucking miss you acting like that for me", he says, then, without wasting anymore time, Damien finally slides his cock inside me.

My eyes widened from shock.

I quickly felt the pain as Damien slowly puts it in. I knew he was big, but I totally forgot that it always destroyed my hole whenever we had sex with each other.

"S-Shit daddy...oh daddy it's so big...d-daddy it's so big."

"Baby you're too tight. Loosen up for daddy, come on, let me in", Damien says as he gently massaged my thighs.

I gripped on the bed sheets as Damien was already half way in.

"H-Here I go", Damien says as he finally gives me a powerful thrust.

The pain escalated through my whole body as I shouted from the top of my lungs.

Damien doesn't move. He made sure I could adjust to his size first before he could do anything.

"Oh yeah, it's hot and tight inside you baby", he whispers, his cock throbbing inside, making me moan all of a sudden.

I could feel my hole tightening while Damien just leaves his dick inside. He quickly bites his lip and gives out a low moan, "Ah shit you're going to squeeze my dick so tight if you continue on clenching your ass like that little pup."

He then grins, showing me his sharp canines that always made me turned on somehow.

"Daddy you can move now", I tell him.

Damien nods his head and slowly pulls out, and then he pushes it back in, making me moan.

He continued to move slowly that it felt plain.

"Too slow...faster daddy. Fuck me faster. Fuck me like how you always do", I commanded him.

Damien growls again, but he pulls his cock out again and quickly slams it back in, making me grip on the bed sheets.

"Grab hold of me baby", he says, and I immediately draped my arms around his neck.

Damien pushes and pulls himself even faster, making me moan louder and louder.

When I couldn't contain my moans anymore, Damien quickly lowers his head and kisses me to shut my mouth.

But he felt so good inside that I ended up biting his lip. And the moment I bit his lip, Damien lets go of me and pushes in me so deep I thought my hole was going to break.

"A-Ahh shit...ah shit", he says as he closes his eyes to cum inside me.

I took a deep breath and ended up cumming for the second time.

When Damien was finally done, he slowly pulls his dick out, almost making a pop sound when he pulled it out. He came so much that it started oozing out of my hole when he pulled out.

Both of us were panting heavily as we looked at each other. We were sweaty too, but Damien looked so hot that I'd be willing to go for another round.

"I haven't felt that good in years", Damien says as he leans forward to kiss my forehead.

"Ah fuck, if I could just get you pregnant", he suddenly adds as he lies beside me.

I moved closer to him and rested my head on his chest.

"Five years...it took me five years to finally remember how good your million dollar dick feels", I say, making Damien chuckle.

"You felt amazing too. As always", Damien says back.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, "We have so much to talk about Damien. But all that could wait."

"We have all the time we need now, right?" he asked me.

I opened my eyes and smile at him, "Yes. Finally, we have all the time we need."

Damien chuckles again and kisses my nose.

I looked at him and smiled as I told him, "I think I haven't said it yet but...welcome home daddy."

Damien smiles back and snuggled himself closer to me before saying, "That's right. Daddy's home baby. Now...and forever."