My Grandmother always used to say that weddings are very sacred. It is the time that the two couples are officially together. This is another step in your life. And from then on I promised myself that I will only marry the one I love. I will only say yes to the one whom I'm ready to be with.

But those promises can never be fulfilled now. Because right now I'm going to marry a heartless, arrogant, cold man.

"Son, this is the biggest day of your life. I'm sorry for dragging you into this.." My parents said while they were hugging me. I just smiled at them.

"There's nothing to be sorry mom nd dad. I'm happy, you know!!" I tried to lift the atmosphere by giving them my bunny smile. I hugged them together with my siblings.

"You're going to marry, idiot! Make sure you don't make any stupidity at the church!" Type said to me.

"Ohh Type, just say if you want to get married too.. I will talk with the best man for you hahaha. We can have a double wedding man!! Hahaha.." I said to him.

His eyes widened "You!!!! Come here!!! I'm going to kill you!!!" And he started chasing me. Everyone laughed and mom stopped us.

"Type, If you're going to kill me, you will not have a cute brother like me again. Mom and dad can't make it anymore!!" I said to Type.

Our parents' faces turned red. "Gulf! What are you talking about?" My mom said in a low tone as I teased her.

"Why mom??? Don't say you still can!!!" I laughed.

"Then, I want a baby brother,'' I said to them. And their faces are so red now. Dad made a fake cough.

Me and my siblings were laughing in the corner of the room.

"Okay, the makeup artist has arrived, you guys go to your own rooms now" Dad said to us and pulled mom to their room.

"I wish they will give us a baby brother for real. I want to be a big brother too" I pouted but my brother hit me on my head.

"Ouchh!! Type, you always hit my head!!! If my brain cells don't work I'm gonna blame you hmmpp.!!! Tess look naa, he hit me, it hurts!!!! He didn't spare me even on my wedding day!!"

Tess smiled at us and rubbed my head "Okay.. stop now.. Gulf, go to your room, the makeup artist is waiting for you there. And Type, you too go to your room and prepare." she said to us.

I glared at my brother one last time before I went to my room.

The makeup artist just gave me a light makeup and fixed my hair.

He gave me the tux that I'm going to wear and smiled. "Congratulations sir!" she said and went out. I gave a smile and bowed. "Thank you"

I started wearing my suit and faced the mirror.

This is it...... You are going to make it!!! I sighed deeply and looked at myself.

Even though I can't make my wish come true that I will have a grand wedding.. I just wish that she would be there watching me walking to the aisle even if the marriage is in the private church. I just wish my real mom would be there.

I smiled while fixing my tie and looked at the picture.

"Grandma, I'm going to marry now, even though I didn't make my promise come true, at least I'm happy. I wish you are here watching me getting married."

I sat for a while when my mom came in.

"Mom" I smiled at her and showed her how I look. She smiled and came towards me. "Ohh my baby.... my little baby is going to get married now." She rubbed my cheeks and I saw a glimpse of tears in her eyes.

"Mom, please don't cry. It's like I'm going to leave and never come back!! I'm just going to get married, Mom." I said and wiped her tears. I hate when my loved ones cry in front of me.

"Still I'm going to miss you, my baby." She said.

"Mom, why don't you make another baby so that you don't miss me so much.." I joked.

She blushed and hit me on my shoulder "Silly... your father can't make it anymore" she said and we laughed.

"Who said I can't make it anymore huh???" A voice said outside my door.

I laughed hard when I saw mom blushing. Dad walked in and hugged her "I still can honey... you want to prove it??" He asked "Sure why not!!" Mom challenged dad.

"Ohhoo I'm still here dad!!!" I said and pouted. How can they be like that in front of me!?

"What?? Aren't you the one who keeps on asking us to give you a little brother??" He asked me.

"Ohh dad!!! Not now, it is my wedding day" I pouted to them and they just hugged me.

"Are we not invited to that sweet group hug??" Tessa asked.

We laughed and spread our arms. Tess and Type attacked us with a tight hug.

"Alright we are going now. They must be waiting there." My father said and he looked at me.

"Are you ready??" He asked and I just nodded.

*Sighs.....*

This is my tenth deep sigh. I couldn't imagine that this is the day that I'm finally getting tied up to a man. Fuck I never imagined that I'm going to marry a fucking man. No, not a man but a baby boy!!... A childish baby who is very innocent.

I was in my room when my brother entered.

"Mew...." he called and looked at me.

"Are you okay??"

*sigh*

"Very" I sarcastically said to him. And he just smiled. "Mew I know this is against your wish but we need to do this, it was planned when you were still in mom's stomach."

"Don't be upset, you will learn to love him as soon as you two live together." he said to me. My eyes widened, "love???" What is love??? I don't know and I don't fucking care about love...!

"In your dreams brother… I will never love a man like him... never in my entire life..." I said with full of disgust. I will never fucking love a childish man like him. I swear to god.....

"Okay, You said that, Get ready now." He said and walked out again.

We went to the private church. As my condition, we only invited some of our relatives.

"Hey buddy you're going to get married mahn!!" Noah said and he tapped my shoulder. I glared at him. "Easy buddy!!" He said and raised his two hands.

"Shut up Noah!!" I groaned. "Whoaaaa my lovely cousin is pissed off I wonder how's your soon to be husband. I never saw his face. I wish he has a good look and if that happens then hold him tightly or I might snatch him and run away hahaha" he said as he tapped my shoulder.

"Tsss snatch him then..... Do you feel like I'm in favor of this marriage" I said. His eyes widened.

"You said that huh!!! Don't be angry if I try to flirt with him even after he becomes your husband" he said and winked at me then he walked out to meet our relatives.

That Noah Suppasit my first cousin. I won't be shocked if I see him flirting with guys as much as I remember he is into men also.

My father approached me and said, "Go to your place now, the wedding will start very soon." I just nodded and went to the altar.

"The groom has arrived!!!!" They said and the music started to play.

The door started to open and a man slowly walked in.

I could feel my heart beating faster. He was wearing a baby blue tux. Wearing his bright smile while slowly walking onto the aisle.

He looked at my eyes wearing his smile and walked towards me.

"Mew. I am now handing you over my son to you. Take care of my baby." Mr Kanawut said and we had a handshake before he gave Gulf's hands to me.

His hands are very soft. It looks like I want to hold it forever. 'Aishh what am I thinking!?'

The ceremony began, now it's the time for us to exchange our vows.

"I, Mew Suppasit take you, Gulf Kanawut, for my lawful husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us apart. I will love and honor you all the days of my life." I said while looking at him. And I saw a glitch of tears in his eyes.

Gulf's POV

This is it. I'm going to say my vow to him.

"I, Gulf Kanawut take you, Mew Suppasit, for my lawful husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us apart. I will love and honor you all the days of my life." I finally say without stuttering.

"I may now pronounce you as husband and husband... you may now kiss as the seal of this sacred ceremony" the father said.

Everyone clapped their hands. My heart beats faster... I don't know if I'm going to kiss him or not. Everyone was cheering on us. I'm going to kiss him. My first kiss will be gone.

Everyone is cheering us on and that makes my heart beat faster.

I closed my eyes.... I don't care anymore. And I kissed him....

I kissed him on his cheeks near his lips. My face became hot and I turned around to hide it.

The wedding ceremony was done and we had a simple event after that. And....

My biggest fear to this day..... was my first night with him. Mr. Suppasit gifted us a house and our parents already prepared everything for us.

This is it. I'm going to live with this heartless man. He never talked after the wedding vows. "Gulfie, I'm going to miss my baby brother." Tess said and hugged me.

"You!!!!! I'm going to miss you idiot..." Type said and hugged me tightly. "Just say to me if he humiliates you in your house I'm going to barge in" he whispered to me. I just giggled. I love my brother even though he is into harsh words. I know that he loves me so much.....

"Mr. Gulf..." P'Tharn approached me.

I cut him off. "P'Tharn just call me Gulf, we are brother in law now" I politely said to him and he plastered his smile again.

How nice if his brother also has a smile like him. But I think Mew eat so many bitter gourds and that's why his face is always like that.

"Gulf please take care of my brother.." he said and patted my hair. I hugged him and smiled.

"Rest assured Phi" I saluted and that made him laugh.

We said our final goodbyes before we entered the car and the driver led us to our new house.

We didn't have a honeymoon thingy because we didn't agree with it and aside from that the day after tomorrow the University days will start.

We finally arrived at our house. It's quite big and elegant. My mouth dropped when I saw the interior of the house.

"Beautiful'' I said and looked around. But I flinched when Mew spoke up. "Take arrest for now, choose a room where you can sleep. Tomorrow we will discuss about the rules of this house." he coldly said and walked upstairs.

He didn't even give a glance. I just smiled and went upstairs.

"This is not what I imagined in my married life" I said and sighed.

He is married... I'm happy that he got married to a person from a trusted family. "Mew, try to hurt my son and I will give you what you deserve."

"Son, I'm sorry I didn't get to see you walk to the altar. You have grown up already and they raised you full of love, even for her. She loved you very much. I never regret my decision."

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