Got out the hospital. They put me on some kind of medication. This depression is really getting the best of me. I shut everybody out including Arianna. He comes and check on me time to time but I don't be talking. I just want to be alone. Evey since I tried to kill masked he doesn't mess with me anymore. I don't go to school. I cut on myself time to time. I feel better when I do it. My life is all fucked yo thanks to my family. My father walking out my life. My mom not giving a fuck and chasing behind a man and not being there for me. My uncle rapping me and getting me pregnant. I'm all fucked up.