I laid on the bathroom floor curled up into a ball. I cried for ever I been thru. All the suffering and agony is back. I cried all night in the bathroom. I'm tired of living this life. I'm tired I had enough the world will be better off without me. I'm done. I took a rope hung myself.

I heard some fall in the bathroom. I got up and sen my cousin hanging. I hurry up and cut the rope. I called the police and her mother.

I woke up in the hospital. My family was surrounded around. Martha, yungin , Mariah. I rolled my eyes when I saw bo.

Martha: what is wrong with you

Harmonie: nothing

Martha: what is wrong. Why you trying to killl yo self

Harmonie: nothing.

Everybody left out the room but bo

Bo: if you tell I will kill you myself understood

Harmonie: yes.