My eyes shoot open as my heart was beating abnormal fast. I sit up and place my hand on my bare chest trying to catch my breath. I look around and realize I'm in my room. Not in Mattias. I spot my baby's crib and walk over to him looking at him sleep peacefully made my heart rate slow down a little. I gather the energy to open my blinds and go to the bathroom to do what is needed.

Coming out I try to remember what happened in what I believe is a dream or is it? It felt so real. My nose felt like shit I said touching it. I plop on my bed and huff in annoyance why can't I remember ugh. My phone. Where tf is it? I spot it at the far end of my bed charging I crawl over to it and grab it unplugging it as the phone lit up. 5am. It's early as shit. I look through my phone for any notifications I read texts from Laura

Laura: where tf r u

I'm downstairs hoe

Last week

Load more..

I look through some more and I see mattias contact I call him.

A few rings and he picks up

Helllo

I hear what sounds like a sweet old lady say

I hang up in confusion. Not mattia I say out loud and drop my phone I go downstairs and make food like any other day

Brenda hands me my phone and I set it down.

I dismiss her with my hands as I plop on my bed sighing. Dank I miss her but I can't be with her too much things happening rn I have to look out for my mafia and I'm going to marry Avery thanks so to my dad. I wasn't happy about marrying her she wasn't my type she was greedy and overall a horrible person. That was the definition of me but I didn't wanna Marry me I wanted someone different someone unique.

Should I continue idk I might not

I'm making a new story soon

I just need motivation and inspiration

I have major writers block