"No you idiot. Comer means food like to eat food." I said laughing.

"Oh shut up. I barely know English you expect me to do Spanish? No." She said laughing.

"Girls.. make sure your doing your work!" The teacher called us out as we both laughed.

"Pregunta is preggo I bet." She said and I laughed.

"No pregunta means question." I said and her mouth dropped.

"No way." She said looking at the Spanish translation.

"Imagine saying this YO AN PREGUNTA!" She yelled as if she said 'I am pregnant!' Making me laugh.

"No you just said I am question." I said laughing.

I swear I haven't laughed this hard since I was with Anna. Am I truly doing this all by myself? Am I healing? Or am I just using her has a distraction.

Kacy is pretty I mean she's a couple inches taller than me at least 5'6 at the most and I can tell definitely gay by the gay feelings she gives off including her clothes but mostly her tomboy personality.

"You play any sports?" She asked me and I shook my head no.

It brought me back to the memories of when I used to watch Anna play soccer at her soccer games. Or when Jackson would too.

Come to this I've only dated soccer players...

"I kinda wanna play soccer." She said and my head flipped down laughing.

"What are you insulting me. That's rude Peyton Wright. How dare you insult my soccer skills." She said and I smiled.

"No I've only come to the reasons I've only had crushes on soccer players." I said laughing.

"Ooh does Peyton Wright have a crush on me? Than I'll definitely join the soccer team." She said as I laughed.

"I've already applied and the coach said I could come in after school. You wanna come watch me try out? Maybe getting a little bit of this." She said showing herself off as I smiled.

Kacy was wearing a black sweatshirt with a red and black flannel over with some skinny black jeans.

"Mm maybe. I may have to go home though." I said and she frowned.

"Pleaseee I wanna show off my soccer skills to you. And than I want to see if you can play a little." She said and I shook my head no.

"I tried playing soccer and ending up kicking in the wrong goal. I even missed the goal that's how bad I suck." I said and she bursted out laughing.

"Stop you kicked the wrong goal and still missed." She said laughing before the teacher came over.

She checked our work and see that we finished. She smiled and told us to quiet down as Kacy was still laughing with her hand over her mouth.

"Stop laughing at me!" I said playfully slapping her arm.

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"Can you stay here? With my stuff?" She asked and I nodded as I sat down opening a book.

She didn't move. She changed right in front of me because she didn't have locker access unless she was on the team and she wasn't yet.

"Mmm you like what you see?" She asked as I realized she took her sweatshirt of revealing a set of light abs.

"No way I'm letting them see that. That's weird." She said and I laughed a little.

"Can you hand me my shirt?" She asked and I dug through her little duffel bag and pulled out a blue shirt she had tossing it to her.

She was about to change her pants when I looked away to hear a laugh.

"You can look. I'm just wearing Nike pros." She said and I didn't want to.

After she put on some shorts She grabbed her water waving me goodbye as I waved back. I heard some yelling and I looked to see Anna.

She was kicking the soccer ball at the wall below me. I was too scared to say hi but when she looked up she jumped to see me.

"Oh... hi. Sorry." She mumbled still staring at me.

I gave her a slight smiled while she gave one back. We didn't break eye contact but her coach called her back.

I didn't have a problem with Anna I just hated the way my trauma got to me. I wasn't exactly afraid of Jackson and Anna I was just afraid of my problems getting in the way from having a real relationship with someone and I guess I wasn't ready for one.

I watched as Kacy worked on a scrimmage. I realized that Anna and Kacy was on the same team. I'm glad Anna moved on. She looked like she has because she doesn't seem to care that I've been hanging out with Kacy a lot.

I admired Kacy a lot. She ran with a fast agility and she was quick on her movements avoiding the rest of the team and making goals. She'd make a big impact on the team.

"Hey isn't that your girlfriend?" I heard seeing Peyton on the bleachers.

Her eyes were averted towards Kacy who was running up and down the field with the ball to test her agility and the movement within the ball.

"HEY!!" I heard seeing the boys soccer team.

Kacy was finished when she was walking up the bleachers to meet Peyton when the boys kicked the ball towards Peyton.

I watched Kacy run over to catch the ball first before it hit Peyton. I saw Peyton flinch when Kacy tried to reassure her.

Kacy threw the ball at the boys head before yelling out.

"Dude fuck off!" She yelled and the boys scoffed at her.

"Maybe instead of wearing just jeans and a sweatshirt she'd actually show off her body." The boy said and almost everyone heard that...

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