I kept on thinking about what Luke said to me.

I always considered the possibility but was afraid because of doing this for other reasons.

Mabey it might work. I know that I'm not as connected with the force like Luke and Leia but still I have been waiting for a very long time for this chance of ever seeing her.

It's worth a shot, right?

I've done something like this before when I'm usually stressed so I should be alright. This is probably going to be the dumbest thing I've ever done if it doesn't work.

I then shut my eyes and cleared my head and I thought of the person I haven't seen for years.

I then felt something. It is something that I can't even describe with words and even I cannot believe I managed to do something like this but I knew I only had one person on my mind.

I tried to find Leia but felt nothing.

I tried again. Nothing.

I tried to call out the girls name but the only thing that came out was the person I denied wanting to ever talk to again.

"Anakin...WAIT I DIDN'T-!"

"."

Nothing.

"Phew, nobody there.

I can't believe I was actually THAT stupid to think I could talk to my daughter who I've haven't even seen since she was born-"

"....Padme..."

I knew that voice from anywhere. That voice used to belong to the person I loved and now it belongs to the murder of the man who destroyed him.

Darth Vader.

"Erm...!Wrong person! "

"PADME! I thought you died-

WAIT DONT GO! PLEASE-!"

I immediately opened my eyes and started panting and sweating.

Darth Vader, he knows I'm alive.

He will know where I am.

What have I done.

But I don't understand, why didn't he... Nevermind.

We had to leave. That's that.

How could she be so selfish and literally try to speak to someone who she doesn't even know what she looks like and her daughter will definitely know who she is.

I couldn't even shut my eyes for I fear that I will hear him rage at me for running away from him.

Even though it wasn't long when I went into his mind and before I realised I was talking to him,

I did sense great anger and rage but even that was nothing to the pain deep inside.

What did I expected him to feel?

A lust for power,

Anger,

Hatred,

Greed.

All those things directed at me but instead it wasn't. His anger was directed at himself, pain is what I left him with.

Did he deserve pain?

Yes.

But does he deserve to be ignored?

No.

Does he deserve to die even though he just was trying to do the best for his family?

I don't know.

I eventually drift to sleep knowing that by tomorrow morning I will leave with my son and with Obi-wan to Alderaan.

The place where her daughter was and where they will be safe.

For a while.

Sometimes I do wish Anakin was here.

No.

I wish that Anakin was always here with me.