Chanel POV

October 12, 2019

"I'm so sorry it took me so long" Lamelo said for the thousand time but I was was just glad to be out of a hospital and feeling good

"It's okay I told you I'm fine you don't have to be sorry" I said after a while I got him to talk about something else which was about how Australia was which was cool.

And after a while we both got tired so I watched videos as Melo just stared "You don't have to stare at me that still irritates me" he giggled

"I don't want things to be awkward between us now" I said quietly with my head down because anyone could feel a weird emotion in this my bedroom

"I know and I don't want that either-

LaMelo stopped in his tracks with a loud bang from the front door. I got up off my bed and opened my door to look in the hallway. Just to hear angry whispers from downstairs

"This has been going on since we came back and you want me to be calm" Jayden voice echoed through the hallway of my house

"I know but what can we do we don't even know who all of this is from" I heard Jayson speak trying to calm Jayden down

"I know but if they think that it's cool to send us letter's about how they did that to her than they got me fucked up"

"What are they talking about " Lamelo asked me I just shrugged

"I mean it has to be some one close to us how could they know where we live"

Jaylen said now I was upset because why dose he know what's going on

"Well that's obvious idiot but how are we going to tell her" Jayson said as it went quiet

"I told you were not going to say a word about this to her she's already going through to much already"

"So you rather hide it what happens if they show up again we should be lucky Chanel wasn't here" I started walking towards the stairs to go confront them but Lamelo tried to stop me but I ignored him. And walked downstairs as they just went quiet and awkward

"Why y'all talking about me" I questioned feeling like I was in a reality show bout to fight

"Oh so y'all don't wanna talk but y'all sure had a lot to say about me"

"We're just tryna look out for you" Jayden says

"What's that" I pointed at a box in Jalens hand as he put it behind his back

"What box"

"You guys always try and hide shit from me like I'm dumb"

March 3rd 2014

"Give me the phone" I screamed snatching the phone when I finally took it I watched a video about me

"There's this girl and she had like a awful home life and sort of a reckless teenager. And is caught car jacking, fighting, stealing and even spending time in juvenile just at the age of 13.

Turned that into instagram fame and with that her rap career skyrocketed. And started chart topping and making a name for herself while having a enormous amount of money and success"

I watch the phone as some blogger just talked about me and I barely even wanted to do rap. She showed many pictures of me trying to make me look like an evil person. Which I tried not to be.

"So you guys think you can just hide this from me" I said getting emotional

"We just wanted to protect you"

Jayden said as the door unlocked to see my mom and she could read a room just like me

"What's wrong honey" she said putting her purse down

"They tried to hide stuff from me again" I said breaking down

"It's like I'm invisible and this random person is talking bad about me and I'm only thirteen"

"It's okay honey I know this is challenging and you have every right to be upset-

"But mama we was just tryna help her I mean the woman didn't lie"Jayden spoke

"The woman didn't lie? How could you say that after she just said that about your sister"

Back then I had my mom to defend me. Sometimes when stuff like this happened I felt powerless.

"Give me the box" I said coldly to my younger brother Jaylen as he didn't say anything back

After getting the box I looked to see letters countless letters in fact they had been sent to this house since we moved here. And the house from back home.

The more recent it got the more violent it got. They didn't care about the family. They cared about me and getting to me. They wrote me every day I was away on tour. And how they knew my brothers got in the way of the letters.

With every letter ending with YRB and that was my first rap name. And barely any one knew that. I put my head on the counter

"Why do you do this to me just tell me when things happen you don't have to lie you even did this before mom passed" I said

"And now nobody has nothing to say just like always huh"