January 9th

I woke up in Lamelo's arms this was weird because usually he would've woken me up. The past few months I had started doing drugs my brother Jayden sold them all the time for major amounts of money

I used to but once I got rich I felt no need for it. And eventually I even quit but I just got back on it.

This time I knew how to control it. I only smoked if I had a reason to

If I'm Stressed

If I'm Sad

Or If I Needed to calm down

Right now I was stressed about a lot of things but mostly how tomorrow is going to go I went in my backpack and got a blunt but I went on the balcony connected to Lamelo's room so he couldn't hear me. I honestly wouldn't know how he would react if he saw me doing this and didn't feel like finding out. I went in my pocket to get a lighter and lit the blunt I hit it once then twice. And then it felt like a hundred times eventually I was hella high.

I heard my phone get a notification from my manager

Jania

Can we go over the party list

Sorry it's so late

It's okay we can go over it now

Soon after my phone rung

"Okay so this is who is invited

Ernyssia

Josh Christopher

Alantae

Tabina

Dylan

Jayden

Langston

Jayson

Lamelo

Camryn

Aaliyah

Chris

Biannca and those are important people the rest or family members dj photographers and other celebrities but overall there's about 45 hundred people coming" she said as I barely even comprehend what she said

"Okay that's good"

Not even realizing she had people on the list I would hate to be there like Dylan or josh. But I didn't even know.

"Okay so just a overall plan

It's gonna be at the biggest Dave&Busters in America in LA you're gonna get your hair and makeup done there have three outfits to change in. It starts at 5 and ends at 11. And all the decorations are already done"

"That sounds right"

"Chanel what are you wearing today" I screamed

"Umm a blue hoodie and a tank top"

The outfit but without that purse an a watch.

"Okay Ima wear something similar" I heard him scream

"Okay"

"Ohhhh you really tryna take my my style" I said walking in the room to see him sitting on the edge

"Girl stop playin this something light... and I told you I want to match" he said laughing

"But you look nice tho" I say cupping his face as he smirks and gets shy

"What you wanna do today" he asked me still looking down

"So today is up to me" I say lifting his face

"Ima make sure every day is up to you" he says as he holds my waist

"Mhmm okay well what I wanna do isss-

I got cut off by my phone ringing. And I turned around to see my youngest brother jalen calling me

"Chanel were you at"Jalen says nervously

"At Lamelo's house what's wrong" I say putting him on speaker

"Just come home like right now! I'm being serious" he says screaming in my ear

"Okay I'm like 5 minutes away I'll be there" I say hanging up

"What do you think is wrong with him" Melo said

" I don't know but I never heard him like that so we gotta go" I say grabbing my keys and walking to my car.

The good thing about me and Lamelo's house so close is that it never took long to get to each other's house. I pulled up in the driveway. To see Jalen sitting on the grass with his head down. I barely even pulled in and just hopped out the car and ran to him.

"What's wrong with you" I said sitting down next to him as he looked up with tears in his eyes

"I got suspended from school because I fought some kid"

"Oh you gon be dead" Melo added Me and Jalen both looked at him irritated

"Shut up...punk" Jalen said thinking he ate that up

"Don't get mad at him tell me what happened"

"Okay but don't get mad cuz you were way badder than me"

"Tell the story" I said irritated

"Okay but I didn't beat him up" I said

"So what happened" Chanel asked me

"Because I ain't gon let nobody talk to me any kinda way" I said

"Why didn't you just walk away " Lamelo asked me I looked at him crazy

"Because I'm not like you" I didn't like lamelo I really just never understand why my sister liked him. But he was rich so I tried to be nice so he could buy me stuff. But he. Said stupid stuff like this.

"Boy what are you talking about" he said

"Anyways a kid threw my backpack across the yard tryna impress my girl. So I pushed him and said 'you tryna get active' and he said 'wassupp' so we fought"

"How long you suspended for" Chanel asked me

"1 week" I said

"That's not that bad you just gon be on punishment if you stay here the whole week"Lamelo told me

"Yeah that's why I called y'all"

"Whatchu mean" chanel says

"Can I stay with y'all" I asked

"Ummm I don't know Jaylen"she said unsure

"Pleaseeee I don't wanna get my PlayStation taken away"

"Don't you got the Ps3"Lamelo asked me

"Yeah I needa get a new one that's where y'all come in at" I smirked at them as they looked at me crazy

"You just got suspended let's figure out one thing at a time... so you wanna stay over at our house" lamelo said to me

I was surprised he would let me stay but I was happy with it

"Until I could go back to school so for a week"

"I mean I'm cool with it as long as you are C" Lamelo said as I smirked

"Look at him happy now" Chanel said teasing me

"But yeah you could stay"she said

"Thanks you guys" I said smiling

"Go pack your things" chanel says

"That's the problem I can't go in there or else I'll be in trouble"

"I'll pack it then" chanel said leaving as soon as she left to go in the house Lamelo told me

"Come on"

"Where we going" I asked him as he headed to his nice car

"Just get in the front" he says to me

"Ummm okay