January 4th 2021

I dropped Tae off at his house and looked on my phone

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Damn I didn't even realize I was on the freeway so I called him

"Hey babe" I said

"Oh so now I'm bae" he says irritated

"Whatchu mean"

"I mean lets not act like you wasn't just calling me lamelo a few hours ago"

"I mean I didn't think it was that important to you jeez"

"Ohhh I get it I'm crazy for not wanting respect when you with another nigga that you just can't explain who it is" he says raising his voice

"Ohhhhh I get it your jealous I was with another boy besides you since you wanna know so bad his name is Alantae and he's been my best friend since we were kids"

"So what is he doing out there then you don't think that's weird"

"Ummm no it's not his dad gotta job out here" I explained

"I mean you do you chanel but I can guarantee you he doesn't just look at you as a friend and don't get kidnapped again cuz I ain't there to save you"he says immediately regretting it

"Why would you say that" I say hurt as he looks guilty

"Look I'm sorry I just- "get off my phone" I say cutting him

"C wait I didn't mean it like that" I hung up instantly he started blowing up my phone. I ignored every single one of them and stayed up all night.

I never liked staying on bad terms with him but I hated when people used to throw bad things that happened to me in my face it was part of the reason why I had really bad trust issues .