My heart is your heart. Ain't no restart. I know she ain't gon let go of my heart

Even death can't keep us apart

I can't wait to cry at the wedding🥺🤍🤍

Sooner than you think 🤫🤫

don't lie now😭😭

Damnnnn bae why some high schoolers look better then us

You so ungrateful

Ewww 🙄🙄

We're on the plane Gelo fell asleep and my dad on his phone and Courtney about to ask some last minute questions

"So now that you're on the plane how do you feel" Courtney ask with the camera in my face

"I'm just ready to go to sleep and see the hotel" I say yawning

"Last question are you going to miss your girlfriend" is she for real now

"Maneee stop this weird stuff chanel know how I feel about her that's all I'm saying and I'm going to sleep" I say irritated putting my blanket over my face

"Come on Melo" She says

"Good night Courtney" I say knowing she hates me

Chanel POV

October 12 2016

I drove back home and put my key into the door even tho today was a Monday I honestly didn't want to go to school. So I just went to sleep for a few hours when I woke up it was one o'clock I did not think I would have stayed asleep that long. But it's not like I could text melo he was on the plane and my brothers were at school. It made me realize that I didn't have anybody so I got up to get some water. And went to my oldest brother room I knocked twice and went straight in.

"Wassupp C what you want"

He says dabbing me up

"Nothing I'm really bored"

"Cuz you don't have lamelo huh" adin says genuinely

"Yeah"

"She lost without him"Kai said jokingly

"Shut up"

I went back to my room and thought about the gift melo gave me I opened the bag and pulled it out. I untied my favorite color red ribbon on the box and opened it a whole bunch of letters confused af I looked through it and looked at them

Read when sad

Read when you miss me

Read if you are mad

Awww my baby so thoughtful I thought

I decided to read the envelope titled

Read when you miss me

I know it's hard being so far from me but at the end of the day just think about the future this is making me better and if I get better I'll make it to the league. And we could live however we want. Just us. So even though it's hard just think about our future.

Aww I loved him so much he really had a soft side for me

After I went on YouTube and saw a video

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Of melo you watched the video then got a message

❣️

Hey bae I just landed

How is it

It's alright gotta lotta fans

here but it's hella cold

I told you 😭😭 but how's the

hotel

It's nice it's big enough for me

But I gotta go do some

Oh okay text me when

you're done

It's prolly gon take a few hours

Okay I'll just wait

And to be honest that's how the next few months we're. We would text once a day then just not talk the rest of the day. It's not cuz we were ignoring each other he just always had practice or a game or something. And for me well if I was in the studio or doing homework I would completely take a break from it and put all my attention on him. Eventually people even started to think we broke up. I ignored it tho until I had seen a post

December 3 2016

LaMelo hugging a random girl and saying he loves her but still supposed to be in a relationship

User: why would he do chanel like that

User: wtf I knew he never loved her😭😭

The comments got worse and worse and I didn't even feel like confronting him anymore. But I knew I just didn't want to let this slide. I picked up my phone and called his number he declined it I did it again another decline again and finally he picked up

"What do you want chanel" he says rubbing his eyes

"Why'd shade room post you"

"I dont know and honestly don't care either"

"Okay since you don't care then I don't care"

"I mean I do care but why you so quick to believe everyone else and haven't even talked to me yet"

"Because I can literally watch you hug some random ass bitch and tell her you love her I wouldn't even be mad if you just hugged her but you really just stood there and said you love her like this is what we doing"

I say semi screaming at the phone

"Bro she's just a fan chanel" he says laughing

"I get that but why'd you have to hug her like that like you're hands was all over her ass like what are you on"

"Oh I get it you jealous" he says smirking

"Lamelo I'm not playing withcu I swear"

"Okay okay don't hang up...it's just the last few months have been hard and we barely even talk anymore"

"I know we haven't been talking that much but you don't just go out and do stuff like that and of course these last months have been hard-

"How you even talking you don't do shit in the relationship" he says under his breath

"What are you talking about if I don't text you we don't talk the whole day"

"That's cuz I have practice and games and shit like that you think it's easy being so far from the girl I love no friends nobody understands English like this is hard"

He say screaming

"And I get that but we knew it wasn't going to be easy but we both just can't give up on us like"

"And I don't want to I'm tryna do this for my future and when I think of my future I want you in it C"

"Well why are you acting like this then"

"I honestly don't know why I did that but I'm.... Sorry chanel I really am" he says genuinely

"It's okay mostly because I know we going through a lot but if this happen again melo I swear I'll come out there"

I say seriously

"And it's not going to happen again girl"

"Oh yeah I ummm forgot to tell you but senior prom is coming up... but I don't think I'm going to go tho" I say

"Huh what do you mean you always talk about how you wanted to go" he says confused

"Yeah but when I used to think about it you we're always with me but you aren't " I say

"Oh I'm sorry bout that but you still going"he said completely ignoring me and forcing me to go

"I'll think about it"