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The next few days I spent off socials and in Masons apartment.

Niki would call me daily to ask how I was doing, and if she could somehow help me.

I said it was nothing and she shouldn't think about it so much.

During the three days at Masons I decided that I'd text Clay.

Clay the speeder❤

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I think we should talk

In person

⁴:²¹ᵃᵐ

I'm sorry.

⁶:⁴⁵ᵃᵐ

After I sent that I threw my phone away, almost waking Mason up who was sleeping next to me.

He hasn't been online since it happened.

I'm scared if anything.

What would he say?

Was he even going to see it?

Is it too late?

Too early?

Fuck.

I tried my best not to cry next to Mason, since I didn't want to put more stress on him, so I just put my phone aside and fell asleep.

~

The next day I woke up at 3pm, to see a text from someone.

I got my hopes high that it was Clay, but it was an Unknown number.

Unknown number

Hi Y/N, it's Sap

I won't be able to come back

anytime soon, so please, please

check up on Clay.

He's really not doing well.

Please.

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I just left him on read and got my chlothes eight away, not even brushing my hair or teeth, but running out.

"Y/N-? Is everything ok-?"

"I'm sorry I don't have time to explain but I have to go."

"Are those Ckays car keys?"

"Bye!" I said, running down the stairs before Mason could catch up.

When I got to his car I opened my window.

"Hey whats-"

"Clays not doing well from what Sap told me and I am not going to let him do anything to himself becouse of me."

Mason hesitated but then said "Fine. Just please be careful."

I nodded and started the car, closing the window before driving away.

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After 20 minutes I got to his house and before even knocking I just opened the door.

He hadn't locked it.

When I didn't see him downstairs I took off my shoes before running up to his room right away.

The door was closed but surely not locked, so I opened it to see Clay on his bed asleep, with the same chlothes ok he's had four days ago.

I sighed, not wanting to wake him up I opened his closet, picked out a little outfit before walking down, and starting to make him something to eat.

Soon I finished making pancakes, eggs and bacon and toast with cheese and ham. After that I made him hot coco just like Mason made me when I first got back, and soon I heard someone run down.

"WHO-" He yelled, half asleep, before seeing me.

Before he could say something I started crying and hugged him, but he didn't hug back.

I let go right away and he just looked at me, a tear rolling down his cheek.

"Why... are you here?" He asked.

"S-Sap told me you weren't doing well and that I should check up on you s-so I did- I'm sorry I'll go again I should've waited for you to have more time for yourself-" I cut myself off. "I'm sorry for saying all that shit to you back there- I don't understand how it feels being worldwide famous and not showing your face. I should've just went back without saying anything. You were clearly uncomfortable and I just made it worse."

Silence.

"I'm sorry- please take care of yourself I'll go-" with that I took my bag and as I was about to unlock the door and leave he said something.

"Please stay." His voice was raspy, he was probably silently crying.

I just locked the door again and turned around, walking over to hims lowly.

We stayed in awkward silence for a moment, before he walked towards me and hugged me, crying on my shoulder.

"I thought I'd never see you again."

I giggled a bit through tears. "You're not gonna get rid of me so easily."

He giggled a bit too.

"Now go upstairs, take a bath, put the chlothes in picked out for you and come back down to eat with Mr right away." I smiled.

He nodded and made his way upstairs. I soon heard the sound of water, so I finished up the food.

Ten minutes later he was downstairs and sat down next to me.

"I hope you like it. I tried my best." I smiled, taking a sip of the chocolate milk I had also made for myself.

"It's delicious. Aren't you hungry?" He asked.

"Mah, I at like at 3am.

"That was like 13 hours ago." He said.

"And you probably haven't eaten for 3 days, so enjoy yourself." I smiled.

"No no no no no." He said, breaking the toast in half and handing it to me, before putting the bacon and eggs to the biddle of us.

I smiled. "Clay there's really-"

"No. If you dont eat I'm not either." He said, putting his toast back and leaning back I the chair.

"..fine." I smiled, taking a bite.

"Ok good becouse this food is delicious-" He said, taking the biggest bite out of the toast.

After we finished we sat down at the couch and he layed his head on my lap.

"I'm sorry for storming off. I shouldn't have-"

"No. It was very much ok for you to do that. I shouldn't have said anything I have." I said, and he took my hand. "I don't know how I should go on without you- I've never loved anyone like this romantically- ever."

He smiled, looking up at me.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

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