It's been two weeks since Lamelo told me he has a girl. Me and him are cool now so we text 24/7. I made it very clear that we should be JUST friends because it wasn't working out in our favor.

I also just found out melo won rookie of the year!!! I am so proud. Zo Is throwing a party for him so yk I have to go. I wanna support him no matter what.

I got out of bed and decided to get ready. It was already 7pm and Gelo said he would b here at 7:30 to pick me up.

I put this on

He pulled up and we left to the Ball's residence.

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"you ready b" gelo asked as he held my hand.

"lets get lit" I said laughing as we walked in.

I hate the fact that every damn party I go to IS ALWAYS FILLIED to the max like ik all these mf's aint your "friends"

We walked around and went to the kitchen.

"you know what I realized" gelo said as I poured my drink into a red cup

"what"

"we first met right here" he said.

That's when the memory's came back. Before all the drama and shit. Before Melo did what he did. Man those were good times. I miss it I really do but it was honestly for the best that we broke up.

That's when zo came into the kitchen already OUT of it

"heYyYy" he said and you could tell he was beyond drunk.

me and gelo both laughed hella hard cause he looked stupid.

"where's the r.o.t.y at??" I asked looking around

"coming this way" gelo said sipping out of my cup

"help please." lamelo said out of breathe.

That's when some OLD ass bitch came running towards him.

"baby where you goinggg" she said. She sounded like a damn baby-

"WAIT- this is your girl BYE LMFAOAO" I said cackling.

She gave me a dirty look and melo just looked sad.

He did the s.o.s signal with his hands.

"you what- 40 or sum?" zo added as him and gelo dapped eachother up.

She was getting mad.

"you old as FUCK you could b my grandma or sum" gelo said dying of laughter . I choked on my drink which made everyone laugh even harder.

She walked away angry and melo sighed in relief.

"thank you oh my god she wont leave me alone." he said hugging me.

"you down BAD lamelo" gelo said shaking his head.

"out of all people you could've dated you got w a person who's old enough to be your MOTHER" I said

"I know I know.. I regret it now" he rolled his eyes.

Dmo came out of no where .

"aye bro Ashley's here" he said out of breathe.

"and?" I said.

"she's with Neyah , Denise , And izzy also jaden.."

oh hell no. not again.

They all walked into the kitchen and just glared at me.

"eh bitch tf you looking at" lamelo said in a girly tone.

We all started dying zo was on the floor crying .

They rolled there eyes and I noticed Ashley had a FAT ass scar under her eye. Guess that was when I punched her

And denise still had that bite mark on her leg.

"can yall please leave we are trying to have a good time" gelo said putting his arm around me.

"damn you went from lamelo , to zo , and now to gelo?? you really are a hoe" neyah said scoffing as the girls patted her back.

"girl hush up your just mad that they aint want YALL" Lamelo said before I could even get a word out.

They rolled there eyes and said something slick under there breathes but I aint really care. We all went separate ways and enjoyed the night.

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"jada" I said as I walked up to her while she was dancing. We were all really drunk and tired but that didnt stop us from having fun. zo and gelo went to the pool house to play games and shit while I stayed inside watching Jada making sure the girls dont try no slick shit.

"MeLoOo" she exaggerated the 'o'

"lets go outside its getting croweded" I said with just enough sober in me. I wasn't as drunk as everyone else so I still had control over myself.

We walked outside. She could barley stand.

I held her up as she looked into my eyes.

"you so ugly boy" she giggled

I really missed her touch. I missed everything about her. I want her back I really do. I cant function correctly without thinking of her..

I moved her hair out her face.

"mr you should be doing that to your girlfriend anna" she said messing up her words and putting them together.

I moved closer to her face trying to kiss her until she backed away. Now her legs work?

"dont do that again.. you know your not my man" she said trying to keep her balance.

"but-"

"shut up! you made the mistake of hurting me MANy times and now that your brother took your spot dont you DARe try to touch me" she pointed her finger in my face.

"Its not me and you anymore france. We are on our own. We have to move on and live our lifes to the fulliest . I cant keep worrying about you as if we are still together. You need to let me go. ASAP"

I understood what she was saying.. she fell out of love the second I messed up again. She found what she was looking for. They say the drunk words are the realest ones..

"I loved you lamelo.. I still do but we both know that THIS will NEVER WORK. so

I walked away from lamelo and went to the pool house. I barley made it cause when I walked in I fell so damn hard.

Gelo lifted me up and said we should go home. He called an uber and we left.

All I could think about was what I said. I knew I hurt his feelings but im tired of putting in work on something that clearly isn't gonna go well. I tried to believe other wise but god has a different plan for me.

Man I dont know what to do... He will get over me somehow I know that but... this really is the end. The end of an era. The end of something that COULD'VE been great. The end of two young lovers fighting to save a crashing relationship.

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