Today Jalen is going back home to Houston. I am currently balling my eyes out because he only got to spend a month with us in chino. He has work to do up there so he has to leave early.

"I dont want you to leave jay" I said sobbing in his arms squeezing him tightly.

"J-Jada I C-Cant breathe" he said trying to pry me off of him.

"sorry" I said wiping my nose.

"I'll make sure to come to ya summer league games alright?" he said rubbing my head messing up my hair.

"I love you lil cuz" I said punching his arm.

He kissed my forehead and I started too cry some more.

"stop allat whining you act like im not here which to be fair im the favorite cousin" Tamera said hugging her brother as he got into the car and drove off.

We both went back upstairs to my apartment .

"what should we do now?" I asked getting myself back together.

"ouuu we should watch scary movies with your boyfriend and his brother" she said rubbing her hands together

"my boyfriend??" I asked.

"yeah gelo goofy" she said in a duh tone

"he's not my boyfriend.." I said playing with my nails

"shut up yall both say that yall aint together but wanna be all kissy kissy and touchy"

I gave her a weird look. What she tryna say??

"im just saying I see the way he looks at you. Jalen spilled ALLL the tea on what happened between you and melo. like EVERY bit and detail. I can see gelo makes you realll happy. You just dont wanna believe it."

Damn she spoke facts.

"I just dont know if its worth the pain" I said shrugging my shoulders.

She shook her head in defeat until someone knocked on the door.

I opened it and it was gelo.

"boy what you doing here" I said laughing

"T invited me" I looked back and she winked at me.

This bitch.

"LETS WATCH MOVIESSS" she yelled as I let him in and we all got comfortable on the couch.

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"WHAT THE FUCK" gelo screamed holding on to me. He was scared cause we was watching the ring

"please shut UP you said that 100 times" I yelled back pushing him.

"you think this is scary?? Try going to the subway at night in NY now that's traumatizing " she said shivering .

Jalen lives in Houston while Tamera lives in the Bronx. She lives with her dad because their parents agreed that with the divorce they should each get one kid. Jalen goes to visit her every other month .

Gelo layed his head on my shoulder as we held hands.

"oh nah why she coming out the tv like that?!" I said lowkey getting scared. That's when I heard a knock at the front door.

We all looked at eachother , than at the tv , than at the door.

"oh hell no we gone die" Tamera said throwing her hands in the air.

I got up to answer it.

"DONT DIE PLS" Gelo said scooting close to Tamera. They're both so stupid I swear.

I opened the door and..

"its just lamelo" I rolled my eyes.

"ew that stank bitch" Tamera said sticking her tongue out at him.

"can we talk for a second" he asked.

"sure".

I closed the door so now we were both standing in the hallway.

"um I just wanted to tell you... me and gelo made up so we cool now" he said.

"that's great!!" I said happily .

"also I have a girlfriend so you dont have to be you know .. b upset to come around the crib anymore" he said looking at his feet.

"that's um great dip im proud you moved on" I said with a somewhat fake smile.

Yeah im talking to his brother but its not like im dating him. He moved on fast

"dip??" he asked concerned

"I cant call you dip" I said laughing.

"you can b- nvm. you look good jada . real good." he said smiling at me.

"bye lamelo" I rolled my eyes and slammed the door in his face.

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She slammed the door in my face and I just sighed in defeat.. Im breaking inside but I know that I wont get another chance with her. So I have to move on.

I went back home and saw that my new girl was there waiting for me.

"what the fuck r you doing here?!!" I yelled pushing her to my room.

"did anyone see you?!!" I said scared.

"no melo so stop acting like that" she said sitting on my bed.

I locked my door just in case someone was tryna barge in.

"why cant I meet your family baby" she said with puppy eyes.

"cause I said so" I said laying down

She got on top of me tryna take my shirt off.

"back up !! we started dating yesterday and fucked 7 times already. can we just chill" I asked pushing her next to me.

"whatever" she layed down and I layed on her chest.

I slowly drifted off to sleep.

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"MELOO STOP " Jada laughed as I tickled her

"say it now" I said

"I LOVE YOU BRO GET OFF" She said as I put her on top of me.

"I love you too stink" I added kissing her.

She smiled brightly

"when we get older how much kids you want" I asked

"kids? boy wth" she said rolling her eyes.

"ITS JUST A QUESTION" I said smacking my teeth.

She smiled and said "2 or 4"

"2 boys and 2 girls" she added.

I smirked and threw her under me.

"melo"

"melo"

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"LAMELO" I felt someone smack me.

Please dont tell me that was a dream.

I shot up and realized... fuck it was a dream..

"ugh" I got up and went to the bathroom

"why were you yelling another girls name in your sleep" she asked

"cause I can. it was nothing so chill" I added turning on the shower.

"better not happen again. now let me shower with you"

I sighed again and let her get in with me.