A lot has happened in the past couple of minutes, I was still panicking but i think i'm calming down a bit. I was sitting on my floor, all the way in the corner just holding myself. I needed Melo, I needed him to hurry up. For some reason I felt unsafe but i know that's just my anxiety talking.

I close my eyes trying to take deep breaths in and out. I grip my chest in pain again, i don't think these deep breaths working for me. I just stared at my white walls just in thought, waiting for a knock at my door signally Melo has arrived.

The banging noise brought my attention away from my walls. I got up quickly and ran downstairs. Felt like it took ages for Melo to arrive but really on it was only a couple minutes.

I reach for the door knob and swing the door right open revealing the love of my life's face. I step aside guiding him inside my home. He looks so worried and scared. I hate that I was the cause of that face, I hated seeing him upset in any way.

I didn't look right at his face I bet my face was all puffy and red. I didn't want him to see me like this, but he's the only one i trust to be here with me right now. I don't want to tell Vin or Jaden about everyday struggles. Seeing his face was a relief to me, like a weight lifted from my shoulders.

I didn't say anything to him, I just started crying. again. At this point I'm tired of crying but I could help it.

I was about to speak but i couldn't. All I could do was cry.

"Come here baby." Melo pulls me into a bear hug.

I buried my face into his chest and cried harder. I know imma get a big ass headache later.

"Don't worry baby, I got you. I got you. You are safe with me, I love you." he assured me as he kisses me on my forehead.

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a/n: I know this chapter fucking sucks but i've been having really bad ass writers block lately omg. but enjoy this shitty ass chapter pooh puddin.