《Secret Admire (ON HOLD, SORRY)》Aftermath (Chapt.5)
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As soon as I entered my room, I could see the moon light illuminating my bed which was also shimmering my eyes as I looked directly to the moon. When I placed my bag on my bed and turned on the list in my bathroom, I took a deep sigh while I leaned my hands in front of my sink. Looking at myself at the medium sized mirror as I could spot a random tear flowing down my cheek bone. I placed a finger on the tear and raised a brow, until my heart suddenly reacting weirdly.
"Wh-whats going on?" I asked myself, looking back at the mirror where more tears formed. A little recap created in my mind.
'I'm sorry Hanako.'
'Please.'
'Could I have one last kiss?'
I don't understand. Why am I feeling this way, he's gone. He left me... But he came back. He abandoned my heart so I can't. I can't hand back my heart to him that easily. He said he loves me....
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But he crushed me, left me, killed my one emotion that I had never given to anyone. It hurts, it's hunting me. We're done now, I ended this for my own good. But why in the world do I have this side that wants him back. He destroyed me, I can't love him again. As soon as I wiped the tears away from my face, I heard my phone ring once which startled me. When I read the text, I closed my eyes and sighed.
I than walked to the side of my bed and charged my phone. I couldn't think very straight so I decided to take a warm bath. Walking back to the bathroom, I plugged the hole and started the water. As I waited, I wiped the little makeup I had on and pulled my hair down where I felt more comfortable. Than I went back to my closet to pull out my sleepwear. Closing the door, I placed my clothes on the counter and turned off the shower to see the tub half filled. I grabbed a bottle of bubbled that had a flower scent and applied it on the clear water. As soon as it was done mixing, I hopped in which felt amazingly warm. As I leaned my head back and took a good sniff of the rose scented bubbles that were clinging on to to my chin, I closed my eyes and sunk to where the water was above my mouth.
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'Get out of of my mind. I can't stand to be haunted by something that's too idiotic to remember now. Misaki is way gone now, I kicked him out. He left, and was the catastrophe to my love side. Well now I know that to stick with being solo and free. I've been left behind and it was the worst experience ever. I never knew that it could hurt so much. He was all I needed, I guess I lied to myself on that one.' I said, sitting back up as I played with the bucket full of bubbles that were floating around me. As I recapped everything, the last thing was the scene with Makoto. I felt my cheeks burning at the thought of Makoto calling me princess, and how he requested something. What was it? I can't remember, was it like.... I don't know.
Five minutes past and all I thought about was Makoto. His dull black hair and beautiful crimson orbs. That smile that is rather a smirk looks very adorable on him along with the slight taned skin that viewed a shimmery feature every time the light stricks him. I realized how I was only thinking about Makoto and roughly shook my head. I peeked at my fingers which were getting clammy so I unplugged the tub and grabbed a towel.
With a towel on my head and a tooth brush in my mouth, I heard my phone vibrate and walked towards it. Just than, I almosted chocked on the toothpaste as the text was from Makoto.
I totally forgot that I agreed and I dropped my phone on the bed with shock. I ran to the bathroom and spit the toothpaste where I again almost chocked.
"Crap." I said as I finished brushing my teeth. When did he tell my parents? Where will will go anyways? It can't be that expensive, probably a day at the village.
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"Ya." I said out loud as I tuned of all the lights and jumped in bed. Spotting the moonlight, I smiled at it for it has calmed my scenes. It will be alright, just a friendly date thats all.
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Third P. O. V
Morning has arrived and brought it's illuminating sun to warm the day as the birds happily chirping as the slight breeze was flowing around the air. As the alarm went off, Hanako groans and slams the alarm for it to shut up. It was quiet again as Hanako closed back her eyes, until.....
"WHAT TIME IS IT?!?!?!?!?" Hanako shouted loud enough for the maids to hear with a flinch. Hanako shoots back up and Yanks the alarm out of the counter.
'9:00'
"What? How is it 9 when I put it on 7?" Hanako asked aloud, until she remembered she ignored the past rings.
"I'm such an idiot." Hanako sighed as she took a deep breathe. Outing on her slippers on and walking to her closest, she stared at the hanging clothes not knowing what to wear.
"Great." Hanako frowned with her shoulders dangling down. It's probably every girls problem of the day, figuring out what to wear. Hanako wore every bit of clothes until she found one that was perfect in her opinion. It was a light blue shirt with a white flannel, along with black leggings and silver flats. Hanako brushed her teeth and tied her hair in a bun as she put on a bit of makeup. Glancing once more in the mirror she smiled confidently, until a knock was heard.
"Hanako~San, a guest is waiting in the living room for you." The maid informed, and waited for a response back.
"Tell the guest that I'll be down in 5 minutes." Hanako ordered, packing her wallet and phone in her black and sky blue purse.
"Yes Hanako~San." The maid obeyed and headed back downstairs.
"It's just a friendly date, nothing more." Hanako said to herself in a bit of a singing tone.
"Nothing more." Hanako sighed.
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