Negative thoughts kept entering my head and I was preparing myself for the worst. Ugh why did I do this? A voice kept telling me to run away. I turned around and he grabbed my arm.

"Ian I changed my mind I don't want to do this. Let go of me"

"It's too late now"

"Look I shouldn't have troubled you I'm sorry! Now let go!"

Ian let go and I ran away. What was I thinking. I've learnt my lesson and I'm never doing that again.

Every night Ian told me he meets up with a bunch of people down by the park at around 10-11. Of course been me I was stupid enough to go tonight.

I quickly raced back home and luckily Ariana wasn't home yet. I messaged her.

Bella: How long are you gonna be?

Ariana: I'm gonna stay at Seans tonight is that okay with you?

Bella: Oooo a little bit scandalous😉 and yes I'll be fine.

Ariana: No were not going to do anything his house is just closer and we're both really tired.

Bella: Mhm I see. Goodnight!

Ariana: Goodnight baby💜

I turned off my phone and went up to my room. I turned on my plasma tv and watched gossip girl, falling asleep halfway through it.

I could hear knocking on the door that woke me up. Ugh who could that be. I checked my phone and noticed I had a bunch of messages from Ari.

Ariana: OPEN THE DOOR!

I went downstairs and opened it. Ariana was crying.

"Mum whats wrong?!"

"I was with Sean and than we went into this carnival we saw and now I don't know where he is" Ariana was crying and I could barely understand her.

"When was the last time you were with him?"

"In the fun house"

Ariana came inside and sat down on the couch while I got her some tissues. She kept shaking her head.

"I think I've lost him. I even went back to his house to see if he was there but he wasn't"

"Its okay tomorrow we'll go back and look for him. Maybe he just crashed in a hotel for the night"

Ari nodded her head and fell asleep on the couch. I went up to my room and I was a bit creeped out about this whole situation. Ariana doesn't know if Sean came out of the fun house or not.

I looked out my window and I could the carnival set up. At the front gate there was a massive poster of a clown that was scaring me. I kept staring at it and it's almost as if it waved at me. But it's just a poster right?

I brushed it off as been tired and went to sleep.

I woke up and Ophelia was sleeping at the other end of the couch. I just want Sean back. I have no idea what happened. One minute we were in the fun house and I was holding his hand, than the next I'm walking out and I can't see Sean anywhere.

I heard footsteps on the stairs and saw Bella walking down.

"Goodmorning mum"

"Morning baby"

"When do you want to go looking for Sean?"

"Now. Go get dressed and eat some breakfast babe"

"Kk"

We both did so and as soon as we were finished we started walking to where the carnival was set up.

At the front gate was a man, I assumed, dressed up as a clown. I hated clowns. Bella shivered as she saw him as well.

"It's okay he can't hurt us" I whispered to Bella.

"I know but his so creepy"

The clown stared at us as we walked up to him.

"The carnival is closed. It will be open at 6pm"

"Hi um we're not here to enter we just wanted to know if you have seen this gentleman. We we're here last night but he never came back out with me after the fun house" I showed him a photo of Sean.

"No miss I have not seen him. You can come back tonight to make sure but I haven't seen him"

I nodded my head and we left.

*5pm*

Ari and I were getting ready to go back to that creepy carnival. As we finished getting ready I quickly made sure I had 911 on speed dial in case anything happened.

"Ready?"

"Not mentally but let's go" I said.

We started walking to the carnival and as we got closer I could see a line of people waiting for it to open. More shivers ran down my spine and we went to the back of the line.

The line started moving as people started entering.

"Ariana I love you" I held Aris hand.

"Don't be scared try and stay calm. I love you to"

It was our turn to get tickets to enter. We entered and I prepared myself for the scariest night of my life.

Did any of y'all expect that? I don't really know what to say except I really want Arianas heart tattoo♡

Love you my Moonlight Beans💜💫☁🌙