Walking through the school gates I tried my best to avoid everyone but I failed. Everyone I walked past whispered a snarky remark. Why am I even lying? They never whispered, they made sure that I heard every mean comment to make me feel bad about myself. Well they have already achieved that a long time ago.

I hate myself and nothing in this world can change that. How could I love myself if everyone made me hate myself.

From the time when I was little no one liked me and from that I figured that something was wrong with me.

Walking further my luck could not get any worse as I ran into and his friends.

Thinking they did not see me I turned around to try and run to save my butt but I was pulled back. Knowing who it was already I just looked down waiting for my punishment to be over with.

"Aw, little Y/N, how can you run away when we haven't even started with the fun yet, huh?" He asked as he made me look at him.

I could feel tears forming already as I looked into his cold eyes. Ever since I stepped foot into this school he has made my life a living hell.

"Already crying, haha...what a weakling?" His friend Jungkook said making the others laugh.

"Please don't hurt me." I begged but they hust bust out into more laughter.

"Ow, you think that is going to work on us. It ain't gonna work. It's either we finish something or don't start it at all." One of the guys said and chuckled a little.

Bracing myself for the worst I just waited for them to finish what they were going to do. Again they started laughing. When I finally decided to open my eyes I felt a blow to my stomach.

Tears immediately rolled down my cheeks as I fell on the floor. After they were done Jimin pulled my hair making me stare into his eyes.

"You look so pathetic." He said and threw my head back causing my forehead to hit the floor.

When I looked up they were gone leaving me in my misery.

No one was around to help me even if they were here they still wouldn't help me.

Finally getting the courage to stand up I winches at the pain flowing through my body. I decided to go back home knowing my parents were not there. No one would miss me here anyway.

I opened the front door and walked into the living room. I threw myself on the couch finally being relaxed. My day was already bad and it was not even half way through. I just didn't get what I had done wrong to deserve all of this.

My world started spinning until it went completely black.

I woke up and it was already dark outside. I walked into the kitchen to get some water but I noticed a note on the fridge.

Honey pie, today your father and I won't come home. We will be back tomorrow night. Please eat well and stay safe...

Love you

I walked into the class late as usual and the teacher did not say anything as she was already used to my behaviour. I went to my seat and looked around searching for one person in particular but she was not here. I looked around one more time just to make sure but still nothing.

I sighed out facing the board feeling kind of disappointed that she was not here. I was worried about her sudden disappearance but just shrugged it off. I could not fall in love again.

After class I searched for her again but she was nowhere to be see. I started getting anxious and even more worried.

After a while I gave up and went to my friends with a frown still evident on my face.

"Hyung, where have you been and why are you frowning so much?" Jungkook asked as he stuffed his face with food.

"Nothing really... I was just looking for Y/N. I haven't seen her since you know..." I trailed off indicating to what had happened early since Jin hyung would beat the hell out of us if he found out what we did.

"And why were you looking for her? Are you perhaps in love with her." Tae teased as he wiggled his eyebrows.

"Bro, dont insult me like that. I will never go through that mistake again. I just want to make her suffer for what she did to me." I replied casually while placing my feet on the table.

"Jimin, it was not her fault. You cannot blame her for not feeling the same way you did." Jin hyung tried reasoning with me but I was too blinded by my pain.

***

"Y/N, can I-I please talk to you?" I cursed at myself for stuttering so much infront of her.

"Sure Jimin. Taena I will be back in a few minutes." She excused herself from her friend and walked with me to the roof.

"So what did you want to tell me?" She asked sweetly with a gentle smile.

I felt my heart racing and my hands became clammy. I wiped threat on my jeans but they became moist again.

"Um... I-I..." I stuttered, my heart beating too fast for me to even form a proper sentence.

"It's okay Jimin. You can tell me anything." She passed me another sweet smile and held my hand to try and incourage me. It did work.

"I wanted to tell you that I have had a crush on you for about two years now. I really like you Y/N and I hope that you can give me a chance. I will treat you like a princess. So Y/N will you be my girlfriend?" I asked enthusiastically with the biggest smile on my face but when I saw the look on her face it dropped immediately.

"Oh Jimin...um..I-I don't reciprocate your feelings. I'm really sorry." She apologised then pulled her hand away from mine.

I held her hands in mine making her stay in place and look directly into her eyes.

"Y/N... please just give me a chance." My voice cracked.

"Jimin, I really can't. I'm so sorry." I let go of her hands and whispered a small its fine before she left. When the rooftop door closed I broke down and cried my eyes out. This was my first ever heartbreak.