"Willa you know this weekend is going to be kick ass, don't deny it." Addie smirks, only taking her eyes off of the road for a second to glance at me.

I stare out of the window watching the trees roll past as the seconds go by. The foliage bringing color to my eyes, "Addie I never said it wasn't." I laugh tucking my dark chestnut hair behind my ear.

"Well your attitude doesn't show it," she scoffs turning the music volume up.

This weekend, Addie and I along with a few other girls and guys- this including my boyfriend- are going on a camping trip. Just us eight in a secluded area in the forest, with many, many liquor bottles that I will be staying the hell away from.

I've never been much of a drinker and this weekend's not going to change that.

Before I know it, the sky turns a dark gray from the setting sun and we arrive at the wooded area where Jack: my boyfriend, and his other three friends would be meeting everyone.

They guys got there before all the girls setting up the camp "with no drama," they said. I almost scoff out loud just thinking about it.

Addie and I have our bags slinged around our shoulders as we creep through the woods.

I don't know why but the forest is so calming to me. I know most girls would be scared venturing through one, but it's really not frightening once you relax and take in the beautiful surroundings.

Quickly I smell the wonderful scent of fire wood burning and I follow my nose to the location. "Willa!" I hear Jack yell from just in front of me.

I smile up to him as his golden locks ignite in the fire light. I can't help but feel all jittery and bubbly when he's around me.

As he runs up to me his arms automatically wrap around my waist pulling me towards him. His clothes smelt like the bonfire making me take in a big breath of his scent, "A week's too long apart." He pouts as I throw my arms around his neck. His lip puckers as he fakes a sad face only making me smile wider.

"I agree," I nod shifting my weight onto my tiptoes to connect our lips together. It was soft and lingered for a little, but long enough for me to start getting butterflies in my stomach.

Suddenly I hear loud cat calls coming from behind Jack.

I tense visibly, locking eyes with Jack, "They're good guys Willa. They won't hurt you," he tells me reassuringly rubbing my shoulders with his palms.

Oh yeah, did I not tell you that I knew none of the guys coming?

I don't really open up to many guys.

Quickly I shake my head and put a faint smile on my lips, he mimics my expression tickling beneath my chin with the tips of his fingers. Something he always did when we were together, I always find comfort in that little motion.

I smile genuinely up to Jack before he slings an arm across my shoulders. "Let's get this party started!" He yells followed by a bunch of hoots and hollers.

"Yeah sure," I mumble as we walk to all the other people.

An hour later everyone's wasted, well apart from me. Intently I listen to everyone's words as they begin to slur together in a word mush.

We sit around the campfire sitting on little blankets. I watch the cracking ambers ignite right before my emerald eyes while I slightly tremble with the coldness of the midnight air. "Hey, you cold?" Jack asks from beside me slinging his arm over my shoulder.

"Yeah-yeah I think I have a jacket in th-the tent." I tell him in between my chattering teeth.

He smiles down to me rubbing my shoulder, trying to transfer warmth to me. "Come on I'll go with you." He says setting his beer down.

I unzip our tent going straight to my bag, I feel as if my arms could fall off at any moment. But before I can get there my wrist is suddenly caught pulling me backwards. I yelp as I fall on the air mattress.

The next thing I know is that Jack is hovering above me with a smug smirk on his face. "Why'd you do-" before I can finish he crashes his lips with mine.

My immediate reaction is to kiss him back, and that's exactly what I did. But the taste of cheap beer and vodka resides on his lips and I have to resist the urge to pull back.

I wrap my arms around his neck as his resides on my waist pulling me closer to him.

He slightly bites my lower lip making me gasp and he takes the opportunity to deepen the kiss, not that I'm complaining.

But then he starts slipping his hand under my shirt running his hands across old bruises and scars. I gasp, quickly pushing his chest to break the kiss, "Jack." I say breathlessly.

"I'll be gentle don't worry," he smirks reaching his hand further up my shirt.

I cringe as he nicks the newest bruise, "Jack no." I grab onto his wrist, pulling it out from under my shirt.

He groans loudly pushing himself away from me. He's never seen the various marks and bruises on my skin and he never will, no one will.

Slowly I sit up not daring to make eye contact. He sits in the far corner of the tent like I'm sickly and he's trying to get away from me. "We've been dating for almost a year Willa! A year! How long do I have to wait?!" I flinch back greatly with his outburst.

"I-I don't know," I mumble, slightly shrugging my shoulders.

Without another word Jack storms out of the tent leaving me. Making me feel like the only reason we're dating in the first place is only his drive for sex.

He knows that my stepdad abuses me, but he doesn't know how far he takes it. He doesn't know the amount of times I get beat everyday. The burns I have all over my skin from his cigarette buds.

I don't want to be some charity case, I don't want him to date me just because he feels pity for me.

But it seems like the reason he started dating me was to get me in bed. But being the stupid girl I am, I still love him and I don't know if there's anything that'll make me stop.

For the next thirty minutes or so I just sit in the tent. Not fully in reality but mostly in my thoughts.

Finally I decide that I need to go talk to Jack on what just happened. Why he lashed out all the sudden.

Quickly I throw on the jacket I was suppose to get in the first place and I leave the tent walking over to the others.

I can't help but look up to the clear night sky and witness the beautiful constellations. Pulling my jacket closely to my body concealing warmth a soft smile plays on my lips. It's so peaceful.

But then I look down from the stars and my peaceful happiness drifts away in an instant.

I feel as if my heart's been ripped out by a dull knife, as my breath catches in my throat suffocating me.

No, this can't be real. I tell myself a million times over and over again denying the events that's happening before my eyes.

What I see sitting in front of me on my blanket I might add is Addie and Jack making out as if I was nothing to them.

To make it even better Jack was practically laying on top of Addie. Wow this weekend is so 'kick ass.'

Tears flow endlessly down my face as the two people I love most in this world completely betray me. "W-what are you doing?" I mumble out so quietly I'm left wondering if I actually said it or if I just thought it.

Addie took a second to peer over to me as she was still heavily making out with my boyfriend.

Her eyes quickly grew in size as she pushed Jack off of her. "What's wrong babe?" Jack says as he tries to crawl back over to her.

"Babe?" I wither out as my lip trembles violently.

Jack looks over to me while mouthing an 'oh shit.'

They both scramble onto their feet taking steps towards me, while everyone else here just sits and watches as I cry my eyes out. "Willa it's not what it looks like, we were playing truth or dare and someone dared us. I swear I'd never do that to you," Addie quickly mumbles out reaching out for me. I flinch harshly while taking multiple steps back. No, she has no right trying to comfort me.

"Really?" I laugh dryly, "Were you guys really playing truth or dare?" I ask the audience behind us.

One of my other friends Layla looks up guilty, "We weren't Willa, I'm sorry." She admits and just as I thought they made out without a game to pressure them.

With nothing else for me to do, I run.

I hear both Addie and Jack screaming behind me to come back, but neither of them come after me.

I run as fast as my legs will take me as my tears stream violently down my face with the force of the wind blowing past me.

How could they?

They're the only people beside my parents that I've ever loved so much it hurts, and yet they hurt me.

I heavily pant as I run for another forty minutes through the woods, the adrenaline pushing my lungs harder and harder. My brain telling me to leave, to go anywhere but with them. But my heart telling me that I still love the both of them.

Suddenly I can't take the constant stammering of my heart, or the burning in my lungs. So I gradually stop leaning against the tree to take in my breaths.

But then off to the side of me I hear a twig snap. My head snaps up instantly as I feel the presence of something other than me.

I know I said that the woods feels like a safe place to me, but right now I'm not feeling safe. I'm more, uh what's the word? Terrified.

Frantically I search around trying to adjust my eyes to the darkness that surrounds me. I can't see anything that's not few feet in front of me.

Suddenly I hear a low growl that seems to shake and rattle my bones down to the core.

Before I can react a person runs towards me in a sort of blur. My heart drops to my stomach in fear as they then press some sort of cloth against my mouth. I inhale the chemical against my will with my excessive breathing of panic. I struggle against the person holding me in place, kicking, squirming, punching but alas no avail.

I scream trying to get anyone to hear my pleads, but the cloth muffles out any sort of noise trying to escape my lips.

It's useless, whoever has me is obviously way stronger then me. I'm better off just accepting it, there's no way of me escaping.

So that's exactly what I do, I slump against my attacker as they hold me up. Tears fall from my eyes, as they become blurry. Either from my tears or the effects of the chemicals.

My kidnappers breath puffs on my ear as he presses the cloth harder to my mouth. My eyes become droopy as they fill with drowsiness.

With one last tear streaming down my face my eyes fully close and my vision goes black.