"You know..." Harry broke the silence in the room, his hand stroking my arm softly as I hugged his torso. The bedroom was pitch black, the only light coming from the small digital clock Harry had on his nightstand. "I have a crush on you." He hummed.

This caused me to squint my eyes, I reached over to the side lamp beside me and flicked it on before turning my attention back to Harry with a small smile on my face.

"Well.. We've been married for 5 years.. I hope you love me." I chuckled, laying on my side and supporting my head with my hand.

"No, no. Of course I love you. But there's a difference, you know. I have the biggest crush on you." He smiled again, his eyes never left mine. He emphasized biggest, causing me to giggle.

I furrowed my eyebrows and pursed my lips.

"Go on..." I smiled.

"We've been married for 5 years." He grinned, his eyes lit up as he spoke. "5 years and I still can't get enough of you. I can't stop staring at you, I can't stop thinking about you, I still can't believe that I married the most beautiful woman in the world." He lifted his hand to graze my cheek before leaving it there, doing gentle strokes with his thumb. I blushed at his words, trying to hide the smile on my face.

"And when I see you already staring back at me.. The feeling I get in my stomach. It's more than just butterflies, it's like I got the wind knocked out of me." He widened his eyes and let out a big huff, very dramatic. But it made me laugh and he seemed happy with my response.

"That laugh. I love that laugh. I'd do anything to hear you laugh, to see you smile. I like knowing that you're happy and I love knowing that it's me that makes you happy."

"You make me giddy and nervous. The good kind of nervous." He chuckled. "The kind of nervous I felt when we had our first kiss. Like a my phone buzzed and I hope that it's you kinda way."

My heart melted at his words. But I didn't want him to stop talking, gosh I hope he never stopped.

"I still worry about if you like the way my cologne smells or if my hair is just the way you like it. Sometimes I wake up late for work, but I don't get up. I don't move, because I'm scared if I move then I'd wake you. And I'd end up just laying here for an hour staring at you sleep because I'm just so captivated by you and your beauty." He planted a kiss to my forehead.

"Everyday I wonder how me, out of every person in the world. How did I get to be your husband? I married you. You married me. You choose to love me everyday of our lives... How awesome is that?"

I pulled him in, crashing my lips onto his.

"It's me that should wonder how I got so lucky." I mumbled against his lips. "I love you, H."

"I love you more, angel." He lulled, reaching over me to shut off the light before pulling my body closely to his. I sighed contently, letting my eyes flutter shut. We fell asleep in each others arms, a feeling I would never get used to.

I fell asleep to the thoughts of how lucky I was to be able to love him everyday. To be able to fall asleep to the sound of his heartbeat. To be able to call Harry mine, that's something I'll never get tired of saying.

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