There was something hidden deep inside of her.

Hesitation.

She didn't want to admit it, but she was actually hesitating.

After everything she had been through.

After countless of sleepless nights she spent planning and thinking of this very day.

And now she was hesitating.

How pathetic.

Looking down to the strong streams hitting the bridge, she shook her head. There was no time to hesitate.

She took out her phone and looked up for the first suicide hotline she could find, before typing the number into her phone roughly, saving it.

If today was going to be her last day on this rotten planet, she wanted it at least to be fun.

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tell me a good reason to not jump off this bridge right now

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what?

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hurry up

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i don't have all day

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i don't understand

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are you new to this job?

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until now you are not doing a great job as someone from the suicide hotline

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suicide hotline?

just say anything at this point

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don't you have kids at home you need to feed?

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The girl frowned, her legs which dangled in the middle of the air stopping abruptly. This was not how she expected the conversation to go. But at the same time she was so invested, that she almost forgot that she wanted to take her life after this.

Almost.

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kids??!!

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you should do your job properly

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is this some kind of joke?

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joke..? i've been called that a few times now 😔

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i will inform my manager if this is some kind of prank

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manager ?? LOLLOL

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i mean i can't really send you a video of me jumping off this bridge

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but i could invite you to my funeral

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there's no one to invite anyway

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OH MY GOD

me:

that scared the shit out of me

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please pick up

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now

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it's been such a long time since someone called me

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it's kinda weird

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to hear my own ringtone

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i told you to pick up

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why would I

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please

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listen i'm not asking for too much right now, am I?

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i just want you to give me one reason to at least rethink

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to reconsider things, you know?

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not that i will listen anyway😜

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so i don't care if it's dumb

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already ghosting me?💔

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i wanted to be the one ghosting you after i'm done ://///

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i don't know what to say

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you are getting paid to at least say something

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suicide hotline? damn i would have fired you if i was your chef

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you

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me?

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you haven't gone see the auroras with me yet

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what?