If you read this, I hope you know that I'm glad you are here.

Thank you for considering reading my story, it means everything to me.

Before you continue, please be informed that this book contains sensitive and triggering material relating to swearing, suicide, death, abuse, bullying etc.

and remember: this is a work of fiction.

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If you ever feel like leaving or if you are hurting, just know that this story is dedicated to you.

You were the person I had in mind.

The person whose feelings I considered and thought of.

And even if I might not know you and you don't know me, we both know that you are tired.

I know how hard you work. How hard you try. How much you are struggling.

And i'm so proud of you.

So hang on a little longer. Don't let these thoughts ruin everything you had to maintain and endure up until know.

I know that all of this has left you exhausted.

here's a list with actual suicide preventions numbers to remind and prove you that you are never alone, no matter what:

Argentina: +5402234930430

Australia: 131114

Austria: 017133374

Belgium: 106

Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05

Botswana: 3911270

Brazil: 212339191

Bulgaria: 0035 9249 17 223

Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal);

18662773553 (outside Montreal)

Croatia: 014833888

Denmark: +4570201201

Egypt: 7621602

Finland: 010 195 202

France: 0145394000

Germany: 08001810771

Holland: 09000767

Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000

Hungary: 116123

Iceland: 1717

India: 8888817666

Ireland: +4408457909090

Italy: 800860022

Japan: +810352869090

Mexico: 5255102550

New Zealand: 045861048

Netherlands: 09000113

Norway: +4781533300

Philippines: 028969191

Poland: 5270000

Russia: 0078202577577

Spain: 914590050

South Africa: 0514445691

Sweden: 46317112400

Switzerland: 143

USA: 18002738255

never feel afraid to reach out to someone

Lots of Love,

Bingo.