{33 We should talk.

Your POV

It had been a few days since Yoongi's anxiety attack and you had so many questions about what had happened, but you hadn't talked to him after it. You knew you had managed to calm him by talking to him and he had gone up the stage and acted as if nothing had ever happened, but you had said some things to him that weren't sure you should have said. They just had come out naturally.

You cringed a little thinking back to the moment you had said you loved him, it was supposed to express your love for him as a fan but you knew it had meant much more. You had been even more surprised when he said he loved you too, you had never expected them to say them back to you. Since then they had been repeating over and over in your head. Sighing you shook your head trying to shake the thoughts out of your mind, you needed to concentrate. You had to send your work to the rest of the group by 8 pm and you still had a lot of work to do. It had been hard to concentrate with so many thoughts going through your mind, you knew you had to talk with him about what happened at some point. You just hadn't found the courage yet to ask him and weren't even sure if you or he were ready for it, you had kind of hope that he would come to you to talk when he was ready. You knew there had to be some history for him to act the way he had. You weren't even sure if you were ready to hear his answers yourself. Everything between the two of you was still fragile and new, the soulmate bond alone was already a lot to deal with, but you hated to act as if nothing ever happened. Yoongi didn't even need to everything, as long as he would just acknowledge the fact that something was going on instead of ignoring it.

8 pm soon turned into 8.30 and still, you weren't finished with your work. You had been trying to concentrate but actually, you had been doing a good nothing, you couldn't think of anything else then Yoongi. It had been like this for the past few days and enough was enough, it was time for the two of you to talk. You just couldn't take this silence any longer, it didn't matter if he would tell you everything as long as he just acknowledged something had happened. So you grabbed your phone and sent him a message.

You: I want to talk to you.

You knew a message like this would get his attention it sounded as if you were going to tell him something bad but you just need to get his attention, he needed to know this was important. As he was busy you weren't expecting to get an immediate reply so you put your phone back in your pocket. Sighing you looked over your work one more time it wasn't perfect it still needed a lot of work, work you knew you weren't able to do. The others had sent you unfinished files before and you had scolded them for it but tonight you would be the one sending an unfinished file. You hated it you didn't want to slack off in your studies this had been exactly what you had been afraid of, this stupid soulmate bond was affecting your life way too much.

After sending the file to your group project you grabbed your stuff and took the bus home. When you were preparing your dinner you suddenly felt worry wash over you and by instinct, you grabbed your phone and opened your chat with Yoongi. Sure enough, a little green dot next to his name showed that he was online and read the message. You stared at the screen for a moment waiting for him to reply. It didn't take long.

Yoongi: What's wrong?

Yoongi: I'm really busy tonight I can call you when I'm at the studio later.

You: No, I want to talk to you in person.

Yoongi: Oh, no, this sounds serious.

You: Yeah, I want to talk to you about something important, but don't worry too much you did nothing wrong.

Yoongi: I can come over to your apartment before I go to the studio but I can't stay that long.

You: That's okay.

Yoongi: Okay, I will be there around 11 pm.

You: Okay see you then.

The clock on your phone showed it was already 9 pm and you hadn't even had dinner yet. When you were busy with work you had the habit of forgetting to eat or eat late, like today. You stirred the ramen in the pot and even if you did get to dinner it would be something simple and unhealthy. It would fill your stomach anyway. You ate in front of the tv and waited for Yoongi to arrive at your door. You wouldn't even have to glance at your phone to see when he would be here because your heart would tell you when he was. This time when his heartbeat entered your chest you sprung up from the couch and had opened the door even before he could ring the doorbell. You smirked at his surprised face when the door swung open before he even pressed a button.

''How did you?'' Yoongi asked when he got to your apartment door.

''We're soulmates,'' You smirk at him and raise an eyebrow at him, ''I always know when you are near.''

''Oh yeah right,'' He replies and clutches his chest lightly knowing exactly what you are talking about.

Instead of giving you a warm hug like you had expected him to he just walks right past you and plopped down on your couch. Was he mad? You hadn't expected for him to get mad you just wanted him to take you seriously to talk about this in person instead of over the phone or through messages.

''You wanted to talk?'' He bitterly asked from the couch.

The look in his eyes told you he was mad and he still looked damn handsome while doing so. You also noticed you didn't feel his anger, it seemed that when the two of you were in the same room you didn't share your emotions as much as you were away from each other. Which was also logical because it was meant to as protection. Meant to warn each other when something was wrong which wasn't necessary when the two of you were in the same room. You thought it would be best to just tell what you wanted to talk to him about instead of asking if he was mad. He couldn't be too mad anyway you would have felt that anyway.

''Yeah,'' You reply and plop down on the couch next to him, ''About what happened the other day, I just wanted to know what exactly happened. ''

''I told you already,'' Yoongi sighed and shrugged, ''There had been a lot of pressure on me lately and it just got a little bit too much.''

''Yoongi,'' You grabbed his hand and looked into his eyes, ''You didn't just overreact, you had a panic attack or something similar those don't just happen out of nowhere.''

''I-'' Yoongi said while looking at the ground avoiding your gaze.

''If you're not ready to tell me everything you don't need to,'' You tried to assure him that everything was fine, that you weren't mad at him, ''I just want to know if there is a reason you acted like this.''

''There is,'' He looked back up at you, ''I- I'm- I just- I don't want to talk about it.''

You could see that the memories that were flooding through his mind right now hurt him and you wanted to comfort him so you put your arms around him and hugged him tightly.

''That's okay,'' You whispered in his ear, ''I just want you to know that whenever you want to talk I'm here for you.''

''Thank you,'' Yoongi said and he also wrapped his arms around you. ''I promise you that when I'm ready I will tell you everything.''

Even though this was kind of a sad moment his body pressed against your in a hug still felt incredibly good. If you would ever get mad at him and he would hug you like this you think you wouldn't be able to stay mad for very long. It had been a few weeks since you first started seeing each other and this wasn't the first you were in his arms like this, but it still felt amazing. It still made your heart race and sent a whole tingly sensation through your body. Butterflies still flying in your stomach with every warm breath on your neck.

He pulled back a little and you looked at him and couldn't help but stare at his soft irresistible lips. You forced yourself to look back up to his eyes he was still staring at you with his beautiful dark, chocolate brown eyes. You wanted to kiss him, was is okay to kiss him like this? You just had a serious conversation about what happened, but he had already made that choice for you when he leaned in closer. His soft lips connecting to yours, again it felt as if fireworks were going off in your whole body the tingling sensation so strong it almost felt as if electricity spreading over your body onto his body. Almost as if the attraction between the two of you was so strong sparks were going to fly off. You wrapped your arms around his neck pulling him closer, wanting him closer to you. Slowly you started moving your lips against his and felt how he slowly moved his lips in sync with yours, the same way your heartbeats in your chest were synchronizing with his.

When you finally slowly pulled back a little you were both panting quietly, out of breath by the kiss you just shared.

''I've never felt like this before,'' Yoongi softly whispers,'' You make me feel alive.''

Happiness seared through your body and lifted all the weight of the conversation you had before.

''All I ever cared about was music,'' Yoongi said in a more serious tone, ''But you make me feels things I thought I thought I'd never feel. Honestly, I can't think of a time I've been happier then I've been with you.''

''Yoongi,'' You said touched by his words your heart beating fast and you were filled with such an intense feeling of euphoria it scared you a little bit. ''I- You- You make me feel the love I thought never wanted but now that I found it wouldn't give it up for the world.''

This time its Yoongi who blushes and to hide the slight blush he gives you a soft peck on your forehead.

''Y/N,'' He says in a serious tone, ''There is also something I wanted to ask you.''

''oh,'' You look at him surprised.

''We've been seeing each other for a few weeks now,'' He smiles slight smile at you,'' Do you want to be my girlfriend? I know it's not fair to just call you my girlfriend because we are more than that we are soulmates, but I still wanted to ask you if it's okay if I call you that from now on.''

''I would even have said yes if you asked me to marry you,'' You said jokingly and crashed your lips onto his for another perfect passionate kiss.

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So now they are finally officially girlfriend and boyfriend. Kind of funny how they first express there for each other before officially becoming a couple 😂

Random character fact:

Jieun and Haneul live in the same dorm with 8 other people, everyone has their bedroom but they share a bathroom and kitchen.