{24 Yoongi's Confession

Yoongi POV

I was working on some new songs in my studio when I heard a loud knock on my door. Sighing deeply I took off my headphones and got up from my chair to open the door. It must be important because everyone knows I hate to be disturbed when I'm working in my studio.

''Namjoon?'' I asked surprised when I opened the door.

''I think we need to talk,'' Namjoon said in a serious voice and walked into my studio without asking and sat down on the couch. At that moment I knew he was there for something serious he never just invites himself in unless there is something important he needs to discuss.

''What about?'' I ask worried about what he is here for and plop down in my chair already uncomfortable with this conversation.

''I know something has been bothering you,'' Namjoon sighed and then continued, ''I've watched it going on for more than a month now and you're still not talking about it.''

''oh that,'' I knew he would come back to talk to me about it was I ready to tell him the truth, I think I am. I've talked to her now, things are different, it might be good to finally tell someone about what has been going on.

''Don't deny it, it's been obvious your thoughts have been somewhere else,'' Namjoon said in a stern voice, ''Everyone has noticed it and are worried about you. No one said anything because I told them not too.''

It as amazing how Namjoon was able to read his emotions so incredibly well if anyone had asked him what was going on he wouldn't have wanted to talk about it. Escpiaciily if everyone was asking it, he would only get irritated and it would only have made things worse and he knew that. He must have asked the other guys to not ask him about it, to let him figure it out himself first.

''Thank you,'' I said, ''Honestly, I think it's time to talk about it with someone, do you have time?''

Namjoon looked at you surprised, surprised I agreed so easily. I've never been the kind of person who talked about his feelings. Honestly, I don't know how to express them well, except through my music.

''Of course,'' Namjoon replies, ''That's what I came here for.''

''Okay,'' I said and took one last deep breath before saying the words, ''two months ago my soulmate found me.''

''What?'' Namjoon's mouth was hanging open, 'But how?''

''She was at our concert,'' I replied. ''Do you remember that one time that when we just started performing I suddenly stopped.''

Namjoon nodded and waited for me to continue.

''That's when I knew,'' I said, ''That's when I knew she was in the crowd.''

''Wait,'' Namjoon said confused, ''You mean you soulmate bonded with her without even seeing her?''

''Yeah basically,'' I reply, ''But I don't know if we bonded because after that concert the feeling faded.''

''Amazing,'' Namjoon said, ''How did you know it was your soulmate?''

''I just knew,'' I shrugged,'' I started with the euphoric feeling and then suddenly there was another heartbeat beating along with mine, It truly felt amazing. But the lights were so blinding I couldn't even make out a single face, I couldn't find her in the crowd. That must be why the feelings faded afterward, I never saw her so the bond was not complete.''

''That must be difficult,'' Namjoon asked with sympathy in his voice, ''Knowing she was so close, but yet so far.''

''Actually,'' I replied, ''I thought it was for the better until she suddenly showed up at our fan meeting in Busan.''

''Wait? What?'' Namjoon exclaimed, ''She was at a fan meeting in Busan? And what do you mean with it was for the better, didn't you want to meet her? She's your soulmate!''

''Yes she was at a fan meeting,'' I said, ''I thought, Still think still do that it is unfair to drag her into our chaotic and busy lives. And how will the company or the fans react? Would they kick me out? Would the fans bash her? I couldn't help thinking like that and thought it was for the better.''

''Wait a moment,'' Namjoon said, ''That night I found you crying in your hotel room, that was the night after the fan meeting in Busan. What happened?''

''I told her off, '' I said.

''YOU DID WHAT?'' Namjoon yelled and stood up hovering over you, ''ARE YOU AN IDIOT!?''

You had never seen Namjoon like this, he never lost his temper, he never raised his voice.

''DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE DYING TO MEET THEIR SOULMATE!!!'' He yelled at you, ''AND you're JUST TELLING HER TO GO AWAY!! HOW COULD YOU?''

''Are you one of those people?'' I retorted in a calm voice.

''What do you mean?'' Namjoon asked confused but calmer tone.

''Are you also dying to meet your soulmate?'' I asked him, ''Is that why you are yelling at me?''

''What?'' Namjoon asked again.

''You heard me,'' I replied calmly.

Namjoo sighed and sat back down on the couch.

''Maybe you are right, I am a little jealous.'' Namjoon sighed, ''It's just that if you're an idol finding love is difficult and at least with your soulmate you know it's true love. Something worth all the effort for. ''

''If it would make you feel a little better, or more jealous,'' Yoongi smiled slightly, ''I found her again, apologized for what I did. Surprisingly she understood everything. and accepted my apology'

''She's your soulmate, of course, she understands you,'' Namjoon says chuckling, ''So you met her again?''

''Yeah,'' I nodded, ''That night we talked for hours, it was amazing Namjoon. She's amazing and beautiful.''

''You're already whipped,'' Namjoon teased grinning from ear to ear, ''Sorry, I yelled at you. I'm happy for you and a little jealous. But seriously if you would have told me now you just dumped her I would have made you leave the dorm until you found her, even if it would take you months.''

''Saying I love her is a bit soon,'' I replied, ''I just met her twice except for the fan meeting that is.''

''Twice?'' Namjoon asked, ''But it had been over a month now?''

''I only met her for the first time last week'' I admitted.

''You left for over a month!'' Namjoon asked surprised, ''No wonder you were feeling down, you idiot.''

''The first month wasn't my fault...' I said fiddling with my earing uncomfortable, ''It took her a month to find me at the fan meeting and well... yeah, those two weeks were kind of my fault. Though, We started texting a few days before we left for Japan.''

''Two weeks is still too long,'' Namjoon replied, ''I'm the first person you're telling this to right?''

''Yeah,'' I replied, ''And I rather keep it like that for now. I will introduce her to everyone eventually but I'm just starting to get to know her. I'd like to know her a little bit better before breaking the news to everyone.''

''I understand,'' Namjoon and looks at you with a serious face, ''You'll have to tell the company too eventually. The boys will all be happy for you but I have no idea how Bighit will react. We're the only active group, nothing like this has ever happened before. I get why you want to keep it a secret, for now, I won't tell anyone until you're ready.''

''Thanks,'' I said.

''So do you have a picture of her?'' Namjoon asked excitedly.

''Yeah,'' I replied and showed him a picture of her on my phone.

''Whoa!'' Namjoon said grinning, ''She is beautiful.''

''Stop drooling,'' I narrowed my eyes at him, ''She's mine.''

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So, here I am back with another update! Yoongi finally told someone! What did you guys think of his reaction?

Random Character fact:

Jieun is a social butterfly and can befriend anyone within seconds. Haneul, on the other hand, loves hanging around with her friends but gets shy around new people.