{ 18 What did you say?

Your pov

Nervously you glance at the clock hanging on the wall, it's already 5 minutes past 8. Yoongi is late. Yoongi insisted to meet at your apartment, as he is living with the other members in a dorm that wasn't a good place to talk. A restaurant or bar where there are many people around was also not an option because of Yoongi's fame. As you were lucky enough to have an apartment for yourself, Yoongi said it was better to meet there.

You unlocked your phone checking if there were any messages from him, but there weren't. The whole day you had been thinking about this moment, you were nervous and you knew Yoongi was too you had felt it. This only intensified your nerves, you had no idea what he wanted to talk about if it was going to be good or bad. Then suddenly you felt something within you like a faint heartbeat and you knew Yoongi was nearing.

*Ding Dong*

You almost tripped over your own feet at the sound of the bell, it had sounded so loud in your tiny apartment. You jumped up from your chair and ran over to the door. A little camera next to the door showed a man with a baseball cap and white face mask standing downstairs, you immediately recognized him as Yoongi. You pressed the button next to the camera to talk to him.

''Come in, it's the eight-floor, apartment number 809.'' You told him and pressed the button to open the door downstairs.

Nervously you paced around in your apartment you felt how Yoongi's heartbeat in your chest was getting stronger with each second and how yours was picking up its pace with his every beat. It was funny that now that he was nearer to you felt his emotions less, which made you even more aware of your nerves. When you heard footsteps approaching in the hallway you opened your front door and looked down the hallway. There he was handsome, tall, slim and even his walk was extremely sexy. Again by just the sight of him, you felt so happy extremely happy, butterflies were flying around in your stomach. Within seconds he had reached your door.

''Hi,'' You said awkwardly and opened the door wider for him and motioned for him to come inside.

He was so close to you, even at the fansign, he hadn't been so close to you. You were close enough that you could smell his cologne, it smelled nice, very nice. His heartbeat was now synchronized with your pounding hard and fast in your chest, but somehow it felt comforting. It felt natural like it had belonged there all along. The butterflies in your stomach were not so comforting they made you feel like a ball of awkwardness and nerves.

''Hi,'' Yoongi awkwardly replied and entered your apartment.

You walked back to your living room which also functioned as kitchen and bedroom, you thought it would be too awkward to sit down so you leaned against your kitchen cabinet. Looking at the man who had just entered your apartment, who was now taking off his shoes, cap, and facemask. The moment he took his facemask off the butterflies in your stomach stopped flying for a moment before they picked up their speed and were now rushing around with 300km/h. He walked over to you and leaned against the small dining table across from you. There was an awkward moment of silence before you broke it.

''So what do you want to talk about?'' You asked getting straight to the point.

''You,'' Yoongi bluntly said and faintly smiled at you.

Your heart skipped a beat at those words and your whole body started tingling, in a good way. It was impressive how much effect this unknown man had on you with just one word, but what did he mean with it?

''Me?'' you point to yourself confused.

''I shouldn't have sent you away,'' Yoongi said ''I regretted it the moment you had walked out the door.''

You stared at him in disbelief not knowing what to say back to him. You were a bit confused last time he had seemed so determined to not want you in his life? Where was he going with this?

''I wasn't very nice to you. Saying all those things.'' Yoongi looked at you with sadness in his eyes, ''I know I hurt you.''

''It's okay,'' you replied and shrugged, ''It was not like I was very nice to you either.''

''No.'' Yoongi said and you were taken back for a moment,'' No it's not okay, I shouldn't have hurt you like that, it was unfair and I..''

Yoongi paused for a moment like it was difficult for him to say the next words.

''I'm sorry,''

His words were filled with regret, guilt, and sadness, somehow you knew he wasn't the kind of guy who easily apologized. It must have bothered him to say those words to you now and it meant a lot to you him saying those words. At the fansign he had explained to you why he hadn't wanted to be with you and you understood, you had understood him completely. Even though you had been angry at first, you later realized this anger was selfish and not fair. You had felt guilty for being angry with him because you had thought the same thing you hadn't wanted to meet your soulmate either.

''I'm sorry too,'' You said, ''Honestly it wasn't fair of me to be angry at you when you said you didn't want to be with me, but it's okay, I understand.''

''I- I- '' Yoongi stuttered trying to find the right words, he looked at the floor embarrassed. ''I do want to be with you.''

He what? Did he want to be with you? Was he serious right now? You tried to keep your cool and not smile from ear to ear but inside you were exploding with happiness.

''I-I-'' You softly uttered

''I know you might not want to, you said you didn't want this,'' Yoongi said, ''but I want to give us a try.''

''No, No'' You replied quickly smiling a little, ''I want to give us a try too.''

Yoongi smiled at you, it was the most beautiful cute gummy smile you had ever seen and it made your heart melt. You wanted nothing more than close the small distance between the two of you and hug him, but that would be weird wouldn't it?

''You do?'' Yoongi asked surprised, ''I thought that you didn't want this.''

''I thought so too but things changed,'' You admitted.

''Oh,'' Yoongi looked at you a bit confused, ''What made you change your mind?''

''You.'' You replied.

You blushed a little at from your confession and you were sure to see a little flush of red cross Yoongi cheeks too.

''Honestly,'' You continued, ''I've never wanted to find my soulmate, I hated the idea, I hated the idea of losing my freedom, but it all changed the moment I first saw you. I still don't know if it is the soulmate bond or my honest feeling but everything about you had seemed right and I wanted to get to know you and then when you said you didn't want to be with me. I got confused and angry. It wasn't fair to act that way I just didn't know what do to.''

Yoongi smiles apologetic at you and then pushes himself off the table and walks over to you. You stare at him, what is he going to do?

''Let's start over,'' Yoongi says and extends his hand to you, '' I'm Yoongi.''

''I know,'' You smile at him cocky and shake his hand, ''I'm Y/N, nice to meet you.''

''Y/n huh, Nice to meet you,'' Yoongi says smiling brightly at you.

You then realized that this was the first time you mentioned your name to him, it was so normal for you to know his name because he's famous that it hadn't crossed your mind that he hadn't even known yours.

''So what do we do now?'' You ask him.

''I have no idea,'' Yoongi shrugs.

''Me neither,'' You reply.

The two of you stand there looking at each other in silence for a moment, not realizing the two of you are still holding each other hand.

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