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He didn't know why.

He really didn't know.

Honestly.

The feeling just came back.

A sudden wave of emotions coming at him and he didn't know how to explain it.

Maybe it was because he had been in shock.

The feelings had finally hit him.

He had been feeling fine but it's like his emotions decided to attack him right at that moment. He couldn't and he didn't want to fight back.

He had been shocked to see how fast Yoongi had stood up and rushed to give him a hug to comfort him. He didn't mind, it was actually just what he needed at a moment like this.

"Are you okay?" Yoongi asked once more, not caring that he repeated his words. Jimin couldn't answer. His sniffs became sobs and those sobs were of fright. He couldn't control his body, so therefore he couldn't stop himself from shaking. He dug his head into Yoongi's chest and cried. Yoongi didn't know what to do since he was never in a situation like this ever before.

Should he keep hugging him?

Should he give him a pat on the back and leave him?

Should he go buy ice cream and rent movies? I mean, Yoongi saw how people usually did that when someone was crying but, that was on tv shows. He didn't think it would work in this context.

After debating for who knows how long for his next steps, he made a choice.

Actions speaker louder than words right?

So, Yoongi once again carried Jimin bridal style and carried him to his room. Yoongi gently placed the boy on the bed and he joined in as well. he carefully covered their bodied with a blanket.

I can do this, no problem.

Yoongi scooted closer to the boy who was still crying and shaking. He turned the boy around to face him, quickly turned the lights out and pulled jimin in or another embrace. The boys crying was now muffled because his face was buried in Yoongi's chest.

He didn't know why, but it hurt him to see Jimin in this state. he really wanted to help and all he needed to do was be there for the boy. Yoongi rubbed the boys back not taking into importance that he had left the lights on in the living rom and kitchen which meant that the electricity bill would be higher this month.

The rubbing on the back seemed to help, but not fully.

"I'm here ok? I won't let anyone or anything hurt you again." Yoongi whispered trying another way to help the boy calm down. It seemed that Jimin heard him and it helped because in a matter of seconds, Jimin's body stopped shaking. Yoongi only heard sniffs but it wasn't as many as before.

He had calmed down.

"Hey Jimin?" the older questioned. He was expecting a hum or a 'yes', but he didn't get one. instead, he got a snore.

"Guess my technique worked really well." Yoongi softly mumbled. He was surprised when he had heard the snore but maybe he found it more amusing because he let out a soft chuckle.

"You're full of surprises Park Jimin."

Yoongi didn't know why but it hurt him to see the boy in such a state. In fact, he hated seeing him in any state that could relate to that.

What was this feeling?

Was it good?

Was it bad?

He didn't know but that night, Yoongi had a new goal. He was going to make Jimin his no matter what. Yoongi scooted a little to be able to see the younger's face which looked,

Peaceful.

Yoongi smiled, admiring the every feature that Jimin's face had to show, his skin becoming more brilliant with the reflection of the moonlight. Yoongi hugged him once more and stayed like that for the rest of the night.

"Goodnight baby boy." Yoongi whispered as he let sleep overtake him.

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Ah, fuck.

It was 6:00 in the morning and Jimin had just woken up. When he had awaken, he had woken up with his head on Yoongi's chest who was still sleeping soundly.

His eyes widened.

What happened last night?

Jimin felt something on him so he checked and oh, was he scared more now. Yoongi had his arm around him.

Just stay calm, nothing happened. Try to get out of bed and leave the room.

Well, that was going to be a challenge.

Jimin silently moved his head so that it was no longer on Yoongi's chest. He silently moved one of his legs so that it could hand off the side of the bed. Just as he was about to get up, Yoongi moved, making Jimin stay completely still, scared to not make a move but Yoongi just shifted himself to face the other side of the bed.

Perfect.

Now being easier, Jimin slowly got up trying to not make any possible noise that could wake up the other boy. After twenty minutes of struggling, Jimin had successfully removed himself from bed leaving the older to continue sleeping.

Jimin went towards Yoongi's closet to look for some clothes to borrow once again. Jimin opened the closet doors and found some cool clothes stacked in piles. He found some black ripped jeans, and kept on searching to find a long sleeve black and white stripped shirt that he thought fitted his taste in an oddly weird way.

After dressing up, the boy the decided to check on Yoongi and hoped he would still be sleeping, so that his plan could continue to be in action. Jimin silently crept back to the bed to find Yoongi just how he had left him. Yoongi was facing the window which left him exposed to the morning sunlight.

"Cute." Jimin whispered to himself. He had recovered his memory from last nights events, so he wanted to repay the kindness he had been treated with and given. Jimin figured that Yoongi didn't really know what to do around crying people, but he did his best and Jimin sincerely appreciated it.

It wasn't easy to take care of someone who is sad and crying. You don't know what or how to comfort them in order to make them feel better. Make a wrong move, and you're done.

Ah yes, Jimin's plan.

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During those twenty minutes that he had been struggling, he had also been thinking what to do so that he could repay the kindness. He had been giving it a few thoughts actually, which included:

Inviting him to the cinema.

Although, that wouldn't be a good idea considering that the older might think that he was asking him to go on a date.

Maybe he could become friends with the boy?

Maybe Yoongi would laugh at that idea.

He could make him breakfast! That was the perfect choice! Jimin gave himself a pat on the back, almost hitting the other boy in bed, so he decided to just focus on escaping the bedroom at the moment. Jimin was a multitasker, and it was a great trait that the boy carried with proud. What he didn't know though, was that the trait of multitasking would come to great use in the future.

Just as he was about to stand up from the bed, Jimin remembered something.

Could that be his way of repaying his kindness? By saying yes?

Well, it wouldn't hurt him to do so, but Jimin had other plans for that.

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Lost in his trance, Jimin snapped back to reality.

How could a boy Yoongi ever like a boy like him?

Jimin never really had his hopes up to be with Yoongi, but they did go up when, Yoongi kissed him. Yoongi didn't have to kiss him, but he to, and that is what made Jimin feel confident about himself and when he was around Yoongi.

Jimin decided it was tome to get started on breakfast, so he went ahead and was about to leave when he rushed back to Yoongi and did something that was astonishing.

Jimin the boy in bed a quick peck on the forehead before running out of the room and shutting the door quickly, but softly.

"Fuck why?" The boy asked himself before heading towards the kitchen to see what he would cook for breakfast. He walked in, and found himself how everything was still there. The plate he used yesterday, the pan that Yoongi used, and even their phones, which were left on the table.

Jimin walked over to the table, picked up his phone and checked the notifications which he expected were not too many, but was surprised to see how there were many missed calls and texts from last night.

47 missed calls from Jin

34 missed calls from Kookie

58 messages from TaeTae

129 messages from Jin

Oh fuck.

Jimin had totally forgotten about Jin and the rest of the boys. He knew he should tell them he's okay, but he knew that with sending one simple message, he would get a lesson from each one of them and he wasn't in the mood for that at the moment. He would explain to them when he got home.

Jimin cleaned the mess there was and after doing so, he looked in the fridge to see what there was. He found every ingredient needed to make pancakes and so he decided that it would be breakfast.

Jimin learned how to cook from his mother. He used to watch her in the kitchen almost everyday and memorized everything she did, from which type of butter she used, to how much time precisely it took for each thing to cook.

It wasn't long before Jimin had finished and was setting everything on the table before he noticed someone at the entrance of the kitchen standing there, and staring.

"Good morning! I didn't want to wake you up so I decided to make breakfast! I hope you don't mind me borrowing your clothes by the way." Yoongi nodded to show he understood and walked over to the table.

Damn it. He made pancakes.

Yoongi's favorite breakfast was pancakes. His mother used to make them for him every Sunday. It was honestly a tradition between them.

How did this boy guess? Maybe it was just a coincidence?

"Yoongi! Take a seat and eat!" The boy chirped as he sat down himself and dug into the plate of food in front of him.

Yoongi did the same, silence except for the sounds of forks against plates filling the room.

Jimin was the first to interrupt the silence.

"So...I w-wanted to thank you for what you did yesterday...I really appreciate it." Yoongi looked up from his plate and mutually nodded once more. He looked back down to his plate and continued eating. He wasn't expecting for the pancakes to taste good, but for goodness sake those pancakes tastes delicious.

They tasted almost as good as the ones his mother used to make.

Yoongi didn't want to show how much he was enjoying the food, so he didn't really look up from his plate. Although, every few minutes he would look up to catch a glance at the boy who was slowly taking in little bites.

Yoongi was almost finished when he heard Jimin speak once more.

"Hey Yoongi? I've been thinking about what you told me..." Yoongi froze.

Was this about what he told him last night to calm him down?

Yoongi expected Jimin to talk about that, or have an answer to it, but what he heard was a total opposite from what he expected.

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I am so so so so sorry that I have not been able to update.

I was going to update this chapter three days ago, but when I came back online to publish it, I had found that Wattpad deleted my chapter, so I had to rewrite all of it and I didn't have that much time to do so these last three days.

Bye! 💕💕