Do you ever think about tomorrow

I think about it often

And Yesterday

And rarely I think about now

Right now as I write this line

The moment before has passed

When you hold my hand

Or I look at your eyes

I feel happy

I can not help but think

This is only one moment

This moment will end

And then I will go home

Let the memory consume me

Before I overthink it

I'm scared of the beginning to end

Of the now to turn into yesterday

Of the tomorrow I always face

I feel so certain

That this is different then before

What if it is not

What if I change

What if you change

What if you change your mind

I don't want you to

But I can only control myself

So how do I remain optimistic

But realistic

How do I hope for a future

I can never be certain of

And how do I live now

Without thinking of tomorrow

Madeleine