2 weeks... It's been two freaking weeks.

Since the truth came alive.

Samrat was begging me to forgive him but who was I to forgive him when I was standing in the same boat as him?

I simply asked him to leave. He was the same person to whom I opened up my heart... But a fit of small jealousy... Small hatred, destroyed it all.

"I know it is difficult to forgive me, Veer. Please punish me... I can't live up to this guilt... Please free me " He kept crying but I was feeling nothing.

My heart was too crying in guilt.

"I have no right to punish you" I told him.

"Please get Suhani back, Veer. Live a happy life with her. And never trust a Bastard like me even if it's your own best friend... It will reduce my guilt to an extent that you two are living a happy life... I am sorry" He cried hard.

I had never seen him crying.

Folding his hands before me he left our lives...

And it's been 2 weeks now

Since she left...

That room doesn't feel like a room now. Though she stayed there only for a few days, it seems to recognize her more than me.

The perfume bottle reminds me of her... That peach Dupatta...Those shining bangles...Even the air in the room carries her fragrance...

No matter how much I regret it... Nothing will bring her back.

I hurt her... With my words... With my actions.

How can I even expect her to forgive me?

"Talk to her, Veer" Sakshi put the cup of coffee in front of me.

Anmol and Sakshi were aware of the misunderstanding between us. In fact, when I told Anmol that the girl was none other than Suhani, he slapped me saying "Are you blind or what? Couldn't you see how sweet that girl is? How could you even believe the third person when it's Suhani and the third person? And look at that man's audacity, he planned so cheaply. Disgusting! Get out of my sight, Veer before I slap you again" He was fuming that I didn't believe Suhani.

In just two months she has wrapped everyone around her little finger.

"I can't" I told her.

"Veer, yes you did a mistake. But you can't just go on thinking and regretting it your whole life instead of asking forgiveness from the one whom you hurt the most. Go to her, tell her you regret your words... You were fooled... You were insecure at that time... Ask for her forgiveness... It's her wish she may or may not forgive you but at least try" She repeated the words that she is saying for the last 2 weeks.

Although Anmol is also not talking to me, he indirectly encourages me to talk to her.

But how do I talk to her?

What do I tell her? That all my promises were fake?

I claimed to love her. I claimed to trust her...and then it didn't even take me 2seconds to crush her feelings?

What a fool I was.

Only if I could change the past...

*

Her clueless face was roaming in my mind when I put false accusations on her. Where was my mind then? Where were my eyes then? Why couldn't I see her innocence?

I was looking at her things... That was neatly arranged in the closet.

Waheguru Ji gave me a chance after so many years but I crushed that chance with my own hands... How blissful it would have been only if I could have trusted her a little.

I was ready to give her a chance if she apologized for the mistake she never did... How sick I was?

I am ashamed of how I was behaving with her when all the while it was my mistake, not hers.

Ahhh!

I punched the wall feeling the strong urge to break something.

I am sorry Suhani

*punch*

I am sorry

*punch*

Only if I could change everything...

*punch*

*

We were silently having our breakfast well as silent as it could be with Sakshi and Aarav.

Aarav was on his best behavior without his mischievous tricks.

As I thought it was going to be a silent affair, The little man ends up messing with my food with his own hands.

I looked at the munchkin sitting on my lap to find him giving me a cheeky smile.

Shaking my head at the notorious being, I tickled him and soon the Hall was filled with his cute gigglings.

"Veer! " Dadu called me taking a giggling Aarav in his hands.

"Ji Daddu"

" Did something happen between you and Suhani? You don't need to discuss it with me if you don't want to but I understand everything, dear. I just want you to sort it out soon. Seemi Ji told me Suhani is looking dull and I felt that too that day and you are also looking like a fused bulb. Till when are you planning to stay like this...make it quick I know you both can't stay away from each other for long... " He was playing with Aarav but his words were serious.

I gave him a curt nod and got up to leave when he said, "Waise minu lgda galti teri hee hougi pkka...suhani toh rab di bndi h...oh bhla kise da dil dukha skdi h kde? Khotte da putt! "

Khote da putt.

"Mai aapka hi putt hu Dadu" I quickly ran from there while I could hear " Oh ki matlab hai tera mai khotta? Idar aa mai tenu bat se seedha kara" Followed by loud chuckles.

I shook my head at them and went to the office.

*

It was late... And I was sitting in the park... There were not many people just a family enjoying their time and an old woman looking at the sky.

The man was holding the small girl up in the sky making her and his pregnant wife giggle. They seemed to be happy.

It felt so peaceful to look at them.

A happy family.

Mine would have been too only if...

May Waheguru bless the family!

I averted my gaze from them.

I don't want my longing heart to destroy their happiness.

I was about to get up when the old woman who was sitting a few distances away from me spoke, " O hmesha kehnde see...main duniya di sabko sohni kudi ha "

[You know, he always used to say that I am the most beautiful girl he has ever seen]

She was probably talking about her late husband.

I moved to sit closer to her. She was reminding me of my Dadi.

" Hunn ta bs rahh tak ri hu unke kol Jan di ...kdo ae jindgi kat gyi...kdo o minu chd ke tur gye pta hee ni chleya "

[I am waiting to go to him. I didn't even realize how life with him ended so soon]

I smiled at her. She was speaking of him with a twinkle in her eyes.

" Zindgi beshak choti ha pr menu koi shikayat ni rab to... kyoki unke sath beeta ik ik pal jannat tha...duriyaa aayi gile shikve hoye par o kde metho naraj ni hoye ...narajgi bhoolke menu manaya har vaari ...gaana gana ni onda tha ohnu pr mere lyi Gaya krte ...mera sath kde ni chdeya..." Her eyes were threatening to tear up... She was clearly in too much love with her husband.

[Life was short but I don't have any complaints because my life with him was blissful... We used to fight but every time he would mend it. He didn't know to sing but he was still used to singing for me. He was my support]

"Mai aapko khi chor du? " I asked her gently. She needs to be with her family.

[Should I drop you somewhere? ]

" Oh nhi putt ! Aa rhya mera ghar...main chldi aa" I helped her to get up and she left...

[No dear, I live nearby. I should leave now]

" Sun puttar! Ruthe nu mna lena chahida ...galti man leni chahidi ...jindgi da koi bhrosa ni kdo rab da bulawa aaje...das de ohnu kinna pyaar krda hain "

[Child, Mend it with close ones you never know how short life is.

Just tell her how much you love her]

As she said those words, I turned to look at her but she vanished in thin air.

I sighed

Should I call her? Will she pick up my call?

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