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I was in pooja room watching her packing her things slowly like a tortoise. "If you pack like this we will be reached in next year" I said getting up from bed and went to her side.

She rolled her eyes I took her dress and placed it in suitcase make her sat on bed beside suitcase. She was lost in her thoughts. "What did I told you" I asked her placing her last dress on suitcase and closed it.

"Huh?" She looked at me confusingly "stop thinking too much" I said and placed her suitcase down on the floor and sat beside her. She put her head on my shoulder looking at nowhere.

"I don't know why mom is forcing me and you know what dad was never talked with me since I came here" she said after some silence.

"Will they accept us?" She asked me looking into my eyes titled her head. "They will" I said "what if?" She asked me. "Why are you always thinking in negative way" I asked her.

I sighed heavily and rubbed my face with my hands "why can't you just get over from your stupid overthinking" I asked her angrily.

Day by day I am getting impatient with her stupid questions. I know she was in confusion and had lot of questions but that doesn't mean she can't trust me in this.

"I don't think we will work" she said in low voice.

"What should I do to prove my love" i asked her getting up from bed she didn't said anything "aren't you happy about us?" I asked her only one question.

"Rishi I—-" I stopped her "yes or no?" I asked her "yes" she said but her face was showing she was verge of crying "then why are you over thinking" I asked her.

"You don't understand" she said wiping her tears I sighed and kneeled on front of her. Took her hands in mine and put my head on her lap.

"I know why and how exactly you are feeling but that doesn't mean you can think negatively in every single moment we spend" I said calmly hoping she would understand me. "Suji" she asked me.

"Suji was my past, you are my present and future" I said "I didn't love suji maybe I thought I loved her" I said held her hands and raised my head.

"You wanted her to be in your life as a wife, as a lover, as everything. Then how can I expect you to be loving me" she asked me I looked at her teary eyes.

I got up from floor and put my hands in my pockets "yes! You are right" I said and took deep breaths she also got up.

"If that much I want her then why would I be with you now and trying to make you understand" I asked her.

"Rishi I wasn't mea—-" she tried to say something but I stopped her "no pooja, there no need to explain" I said and smiled lightly. "I am done here" I said and back away "I can make you believe if you doubt me but you doubted my love" i said and walk back.

"I know pooja you have insecurities but that doesn't mean you can doubt my love" i said to her.

"I know pooja you have insecurities but that doesn't mean you can doubt my love" saying this rishi walk away. I felt like broken.

Is it my fault to think like that!!

In morning when I was surfing through my Instagram I saw suji and rishi pics which they are posted we months back.

I felt pain in my heart when I notice how happy they are suddenly i again felt like snatching someone's happiness.

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After I finish packing my things I went to downstairs saw rishi was watching something on tv. I went and sat beside him.

He didn't spare me a glance I slowly move closer to him and wrapped my hand around his arm and hugged his hand while putting my head on his shoulder.

But he pulled back move away from me. I don't know what to say or how to ask him forgiveness. I move closer to him.

"Rishi I am sorry" I said he behave like I wasn't present here. "Rishi" I called him loudly he spun his head to me "what" he asked me like he didn't hear any of the word I said.

"I am sorry" I said "why?" He asked me his face was straight with no expression. "For my behaviour" I said but he didn't said anything.

He shook his head and sighed "I don't want to talk about this pooja" he said closing his eyes. I bite my lips feeling tensioned.

I slowly moved closer to him and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his cheek his eyes widened. "I am sorry, I will never talk like that again" I said and kissed his cheek again.

Slowly he turns towards me "if you asked me forgiveness like this I would love to get angry on you" He said smirking at me I blushed. "Where is my innocent killer" he asked me.

"Shut up" i said blushing hugging him hiding my face in his chest. We stayed there like sometime without spoke a word.

"I love this" I mumbled snuggled more into him "what" he asked me hugging me tightly "this moment" I said still my eyes are closed.

"I am also" he said and kissed my head "rishi promise me that you will never leave me in any situation" I asked him raising my head from his chest.

He smiled and kissed my nose "I will never leave you even if you asked" he said I smiled and kissed his cheek.

"Tomorrow we are going back" he said "I am gonna miss how we spend here" he said I nodded my head.

I still don't understand why mom asked us to come fast and why dad never spoke to me till now.

Before I came to Kerala dad was in little tension he told me that some issue happened in his office and he also said that he will take care of that.

Maybe that problem is didn't solve. Once I go back home I will take care things myself.

I hope nothing bad will happen in our lives.