Rishi and I roamed till it was night time. We reached home at 10 o'clock we ate our dinner outside so we only need to change and sleep.

I went to my room and got freshened. After I changed into some comfortable cloths I sat on bed scrolling newsfeed.

My eyes fell on the ring which was on my finger I put my phone aside and stared at that ring.

"I can't keep it with me" I mumbled and kissed that ring "I need to give it to Rishi" I told my self and got down from bed.

It is 1 o'clock I know Rishi won't sleep early. I went to his room but door was opened slightly.

I saw Rishi was sat on bed in his deep thoughts I knocked door but he didn't came out from his thoughts.

Why did I put ring on Pooja finger?

It's not like I want it but I don't know why I did that time!!!

When I was putting ring her eyes twinkled that I never forgot how her eyes show happiness.

Why she hasn't give my ring back? Not like I am complaining but she kept it with herself!!

The only question is why she didn't stop me when I was putting ring on her finger!

"Rishi" Pooja called me I came out from my thoughts saw her looking at me confusingly "where you lost I am calling you from 2 minutes" she said.

"Sorry" i said she sat beside me we didn't talk for sometime "I came here to give this back to you" she said after sometime.

I looked at Pooja she was looking at ring on her finger "I should give it back on church itself but I forgot" she said and try to took it away.

But I held her hand stopping her I don't like the idea of taking ring back. "keep it with you" i said she looked at me confusingly.

"No this is not mine how can I" she said and again try to take it away.

I held her hand and put that ring fully on her finger "how can it's not yours" I said, Pooja looked at me confusingly.

"We made deal right! What is mine is yours and yours mine" I said smiling at her.

"But not all things would work like that right" she asked me "right but we can make it work" I said.

We didn't said anything just stare at each other, I cleared my throat "this ring is looking so beautiful on your finger" I said looking at the ring.

"But Rishi—" i stopped her placing my finger on her lips "don't say anything! I am giving you this as gift" I said she looked at my eyes.

"Do you understand" I asked her which in response she nodded her head "good girl" I said smiled at her.

I never knew that her beautiful eyes make me forget my pain and everything.

"See Pooja I only want your happiness I will do everything for the cost of your happiness" I said looking into her eyes.

"If you don't like the wedding just tell me I will talk with your parents but don't ever force yourself for anything" I said she nodded her head.

Still my finger was on her lips I took back my hand she looked away "I don't know what to do Rishi" she said after sometime looking outside from balcony.

"In what?" I asked her looking at her "in my life, it was so mess" she said not meeting my eyes.

"If you fall in love you would say 'oh god life was hell' you are lucky that you didn't fall in love like me" I said chuckling.

I put my head on her shoulder "how could you be so sure that I didn't fall in love?" Pooja asked me I raised my eyes to look at her she was already staring at me.

"Cause if anyone in your heart you would've told me first" I said closing my eyes I felt her stiffing.

"What" I asked her she shook her head negatively "nothing" she said and look back at outside sky.

"Cause if anyone in you heart you would've told me first"

Rishi words are rang in my ears I looked at him who is lost in his thoughts "what are you thinking" I asked him.

"I was loosing hope of being with suji" he said i felt tears formed in my eyes "why are you thinking like that" I asked him.

He told me that suji parents are not accepting them and how suji said she can't go against her parents.

"Rishi" I called him "hmm" he hummed "do you know hope give us reason to live our life for the best" I said he looked at me.

"There is tomorrow in everyone's life if today she was not yours but if your love strong enough tomorrow she will be yours" I said hide my tears.

He was crying for her on my shoulder but he doesn't know I was hide ocean in my eyes!!!!

"But killer I can't go against her parents" he said "but Rishi I told you right if your love strong enough she will be yours" I said.

Rishi raised his head from my shoulder "don't ever lose hope" I said he was staring at me without saying anything.

"Don't think too much and go to sleep" I said and get up but he held my wrist.

"Today you look different" he said I looked at him confusingly "your talk, your behaviour was all different" he said.

I didn't said anything just left to my room closing door.

"In everyone's life there is tomorrow Rishi but not in mine" I cried.

Hope give us reason to live but my hope was died the minute I realise I am loving you!!

I am loving you Rishi but it wasn't hell for me because I was happy that I am loving you instead of feeling hurt and broken!!

I know I won't get back the love I was giving you but I am sure my heart was satisfied how i am loving you every way!!!

I never want to be loved Rishi because that's what love right! All we want was giving love not asking in return!!

Maybe I am not to be loved!!!