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Requested!!

Hope you enjoy! Even if it's sucks.

This oneshot is trash and confusing.. so I'm apologizing for this shit.

★彡　May contain hard topics and incorrect info.. and definitely spelling errors. ★彡

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Katsuki hated spiders.. he was terrified of them.. they brought tears to his eyes.. Now what happens if you have funny and playful classmates and over protective siblings?

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Katsuki wakes up with little to no smile on his face.. how must he smile when his past haunts him.. the memories are dreadful as dreadful as they can get.. he remembers each dreadful thing in his dreams...

The cries he spewed from his pathetic lips... the laughter he heard from the lady in red...

The cries from one blue child and yelling of the other.. who began to turn purple from red she had witnessed.

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"I don't think this is a good idea..."

"How did you even figure it out?"

"Midoriya."

"This definitely isn't a good idea."

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Katsuki was feeling better.. a smile sent his way.. made his day.. though the thought of it being shattered.. was more to matter when it came to his overwhelming thoughts and emotions...

It's been a while since he saw the only color purple he liked... and the blue has turned sour...

Purple cold and blue sour...

And him who is just dust that can be blown away in a matter of seconds.

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"Where is he?!"

"I still don't think this is a good idea."

"I agree."

"Oh shush! Live a little!"

"Think of it like revenge..."

"This is unethical indeed."

"Mhsjshhsjdh.. that's what you sound like."

"I hate this class."

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Katsuki made his way into class... he usually was one of the first but today he just wasn't feeling it... too much school work.. not enough motivation.. yet stressing to do it but can't do it... too hard.. too much... too lazy... everything just sucks and gets worse once you get older eh?

There was no winning in life.. he was told that a long time ago... and he remembers to this day...

He was always gonna lose... be alone... have nobody to live and nobody to love him... because who would?

Katsuki didn't even look up as he walked into class.. he just slowly sat down at his desk.. yet his pace wouldn't be slow again.. as he saw a spider... a bunch.. they had jumped out as he sat down.. Katsuki screamed, causing the class to laugh...

Yet he didn't noticed the others whined seemed distressed by this action.

What the class didn't notice was Katsuki backing towards the wall in fear... his chest in pain.. he couldn't breath.. he heard laughter... then that laughter turned to his mother yelling and shrieks of laughter... as she shoved him into his room full of spiders.. listened to his yell and scream for hours.. til his voice was raw.. the cries of the blue brother... and ignorance of the purple sister.

The red mother who is his mum.. it's been questioned by many doctors to why he has a color for his siblings... though he never told why.. it was for him to know... and only him.

You see... Katsuki was fixated in his own world.. he tried to escape the one he lived in by making his own.. and that's how colors came to be... he feels like he's trapped between the two...

His colored brother and sister a memory he tried to hide.. yet he still see them from time to time.. the blue turned sour and the purple is still bitter.. ruining the color purple.. even as much as he would like to be purple.. the red and blue just seemed fit.. so he is green.. Though not a pretty shade since he is a problem to those around him...

Katsuki saw so many colors.. nearly too much to be alive... was he even alive? All he remembers was the spiders... oh god the spiders... are they on him?!

Katsuki began to feel the tiny creatures crawl on him even if he couldn't see anything but tears and color.

He was still hearing yelling and laughter.. yet it started to quiet down and Katsuki could now hear his pathetic harsh breathing.. his cries...

"Himiko and Neito..." Katsuki breathed.. those words haven't left those lips since he was little...

When they were still... a family :)

Katsuki breathing was the loudest thing until he began to hear yelling... the purple sibling... has she come..? Katsuki never thought in a million years the purple sibling would care if he was in distress?!

He felt purple hands be on his body.. trying to take him away from his perfect world...

Katsuki blocked out the yelling.. it was his perfect world... How dare the purple sister try to take him away... she hasn't ever cared so why now?

Katsuki sat in his own mind...

Soon the sour blue child could be heard as well...

Katsuki ignored those siblings.. they had lost their rights in his world so long ago.. It was his world and nobody was allowed to enter without his permission which his siblings are denied..

Katsuki tried to block out the annoying yelling from the horrible people in that room... all like his mother and siblings.. abusive and selfish.

Himiko was considered purple.. that was because she was the favorite of their mother... she was once blue but her hatred mixed with her sadness caused her to change...

Neito.. blue.. always cried when Katsuki was beaten or yelled at... yet as he got older he became less of crying and more of attitude..

Himiko and Neito both left Katsuki at that house.. they weren't beaten

and starved.. he was.. did they get yelled at? Only when Neito cried too much.. but only when Katsuki was being hurt.. cause who could care for someone like him? Or maybe when Toga wouldn't listen to mother..

Then they had enough of.. the red lady as well and left Katsuki by himself.. he couldn't leave.. he can't ever leave... There was no escape from the red lady... nobody could save him...

Katsuki was going to let himself slip deeper into his world.. to be away from real life... but he felt a familiar hug.. the voices he learned to love..

The only love that seems true... and too good to be it.

Katsuki heard words he loved.. felt the ones he was close to.. he remembered why his fake world stayed far.. it was his squad to hold him close to earth.... Not letting him float to the stars with the heaviness of their love.

Katsuki opened his eyes finally.. the spider went much to his relief.. he glared at the purple sister and sour blue boy.. he cuddled into his squad hearing everyone's worried words.. he just couldn't help but look at his siblings who seemed uneasy standing in the classroom...

As they should.