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"You did what?!" Ochako yelled at Katsuki.

Katsuki growled, "Don't act like you can't hear! You were just told what I did!"

Ochako scoffed, "Yes but I didn't know you would go as far to tell someone to kill themselves. I knew you were a scumbag villian but I didn't think you would go this low."

"For one you didn't know me in middle school. And for two if I did know you in middle school I'd probably tell you the same." Katsuki yelled back, he was clearly annoyed.

Kirishima's eyes widened, "Dude! That's uncalled for!"

"Aren't you at least sorry?! Don't you feel anything?! Anything at all!" Ochako asked.

Katsuki tch, "No? Why would I be? I also have dull emotions baby... my feelings are as dry as your mommy's kitty cat."

"What if he actually killed himself?! What if he was suicidal?!" Ochako screamed, her pink cheeks now red.

"Then he would be dead, All Might would be screwed and many people would be dead." Katsuki replied smoothly.

"...so are you saying that you regret it?" Kaminari asked softly.

Katsuki's eyes widened, "What?! No! I was just stating facts."

Ochako sighed, "Ugh! What the hell is wrong with you?!"

"I tell people to kill themselves, no really though. I only did it to one person and look, he is still here. So..? So what does it matter?" Katsuki said with a soft chuckle.

"You really don't see the problems here?!" Yelled Momo who wasn't even part of the conversation, so she needs to shut the fuck up.

Katsuki rolled his eyes, what did they not understand? They continued to yell but Katsuki turned down his hearing aids.. none of them actually knew he was going deaf so they didn't know he had hearing aids.. and he grew his hair out just to cover them.

With scoff Katsuki walked out the classroom, what the hell is their problem?!

Even the Bakusquad?! Damn... it really wasn't his day.

He also had a killer headache and ran out of his meds, mainly his mood stabilizers. A double whammy.

Yup you see it now, Katsuki Bakugou... is deaf and.. as well extreme anger issues and few other issues... like extreme loneliness, attachment issues, paranoid all the time but that doesn't stop him from being the great hero. He was told by doctors and peers even since he was young that he wouldn't be a good hero.. and he thanks them for his success... if it wasn't for them not believing in him then he wouldn't have believed in himself.

That's his logic.

He walks into his dorm room, he doesn't feel like going to class.. no meds and a headache doesn't mean anything nice.

He laid on his bed slightly... it was weird to be in his dorm all by himself... he usually had the squad following him around.. cuddling and give him snacks.. the squad didn't know about him being on meds as well being deaf but the way they treated him... he didn't really have to tell them.. they were loyal and accepting.

Katsuki sighed and decided he would try to sleep away the headache.. maybe the squad would be back after class.

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He did not sleep the headache away... he couldn't even sleep. So he cleaned and organized his room... then when he finished with that he cleaned and organized the kitchen... and then the main lounge... he really just wasn't feeling the mess.

As soon he fished cleaning the main lounge room.. the headache got to him... but he still had to call in his medicine... he needed those bitches.

He stumbled into the dorm room...his exsesive cleaning barley took up half the day.. but he knew this headache was going to take up the whole day... he will call in his medicine once his headache calms the fuck down.

He laid down gently in the bed.. not only was the headache a pain in the ass but soon an overwhelming feeling of sadness hit him.. this was usually avoided if the Bakusquad was with him but those shitty people were in class!

Those fake fucks.

Katsuki groaned, he needed sleep.. hopefully his fake ass friends would be back in his dorm..

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Katsuki ended up sleeping the whole afternoon... the whole night... and the most of the morning... he was almost late for class.. and his fucking squad wasn't there.. they are supposed to wake him up and cuddle with him! Why was this pissing him off so much... he doesn't need them for everything.. So why does he act like that?

Fuck them.. he didn't need them.. right?

He needed nobody!

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"I-I need- th-em!" Katsuki cried into his pillow.

It was only about ten minutes after first thought about not needing them... but he couldn't help but feel shitty without having the Bakusquad around him. They are the only thing in the world... they make the world have color.. without them it's just grey and bland.

It drives him crazy!

Katsuki continued to cry in his pillow, his headache was worse and now his body felt like it was on fire. His brain was a mess and he was still out of meds.. but he didn't feel like calling it in.. he just wanted to suffer in bed until the Bakusquad came back.

That's what he planned to do. He didn't need to eat or drink.. he needed the Bakusquad. Nothing else.

The whole day he stayed there not moving.. all he did was wait.. waiting for his squad.. but they didn't come that day.. they usually never leave his room.. now they aren't here at all. Nobody knocked on his door.. or just opened it because they felt like it.. Nobody asked stupid questions and cuddled even when he said no. There was nobody..

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A week passed... nobody checked on him... the Bakusquad wasn't back.. his mouth was dry and so his eyes... his body felt like it was on fire and his head was about to explode.

He barely moved, and never left the room. He still had no meds and no Bakusquad...the grey world was driving him mad.

Katsuki smiled quickly and jumped out of bed, he ran over to his bathroom, kicking the door open. He didn't know what time it was.. but it didn't matter.. he had things to do. He could hear laughter... his classmates probably could see him! Probably laughing at his misery! Oh he bets they love it! The laughter got louder, they really thought it was funny huh?!

Katsuki was gonna show them something funny.. something really funny. He smashed mirror, his fist began to bleed but that did not matter.. he just needed to make the laughing go away.. a good truck to make it disappear!

He took a shard of glass and began at his wrist... but laughing didn't stop.. it wasn't funny enough... they weren't satisfied with that pain! The blood poured down his wrist but it didn't phase him.

He needed something funnier! So he used his quirk. He set loud explosions at different parts of his body.. the laughter grew louder.. but maybe because he was laughing as well.. It was a great show! Wasn't it?! Blood and burn marks looked so pretty... if only he could do the look at them.. but his headache grew too strong and laughter got too loud... he didn't please the laughter.. he made it worse.

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Meanwhile with the others

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The class was sitting in the classroom, everyone was there besides Katsuki. Nobody seemed concerned besides the Bakusquad.. Katsuki never missed class.. it was weird without Katsuki... like a large piece of them was missing.. but they refused to talk to him unless he apologized or showed some type of regret.

Yet the couldn't help but be worried.. they haven see his adorable face in week.. they haven't see that door open or close in seven days.. what if he wasn't eating, or drinking water?! Katsuki tended to forget so the squad would remind him but now... who was reminding him?

The group sighed, they didn't care.. they didn't care... they didn't care..

That's what they kept telling themselves but they didn't care.. they couldn't help but care.. if it was true they didn't know Katsuki middle school.. they didn't know anything but what they know now.. and Katsuki they know now is sweet and loving... his anger misguided and his love lost.. but they needed an apology.. They hated bullying and they wouldn't accept it from a friend.

Those thoughts are cut off quickly when loud explosions are heard from the dorm areas.. it was dull considering the distance but it was still extremely loud considering that.

This got everyone's attention and didn't help the Bakusquad's anxious thoughts. Yet nobody regretted what they were doing... nobody thought it was wrong.. so why should they have anxious thoughts?

The class ran to the noise, ignoring Aizawa's groaning in the process.

Aizawa sighed, "Why is it always my class.."

The class and their oh so very happy and definitely wide awake teacher walk towards the sound to see the issue.

Unsurprisingly it came for Bakugou Katsuki's room.

"No surprise that it came from this villian.. a waste of time.. let's just go back to class." Ochako mumbled with a quick roll of her eyes.

The explosions didn't alarm anyone beside the Bakusquad and Mr. Aizawa...

Mr. Aizawa wasn't really concerned; he just didn't want one of his students screwing up school property.

The Bakusquad though... they never saw Katsuki let off an explosion for no reason.. he always had a reason.. stupid or not.

"We.. we have to check on him." Kirhsima spoke hesitantly.

Ochako's eyes widened, "What?! Why? He is just a dumb monster!"

"Dont fuckin call him a villian or monster! He might have done some bad shit but calling him that doesn't make it any better!" Kirhsima yelled quickly, looking at the Bakusquad for backup.

"I agree with Kiribro.. our Bakubro has done shitty things but what if he is hurt? Or a villain? Bakubro doesn't just let off explosions for nothing." Kaminari said with a slight worried look.

The class rolled their eyes, Sero sighed and kicked the door open. Talking wasn't gonna get them anywhere... it felt weird without Katsuki.. he didn't want to ignore him anymore.. and he was slightly worried after all.. but who would he blame? Himself? Katsuki? Or his peers?

The dorm was empty.. and it didn't look much different from the last time he saw the dorm.. which was well considering the loud explosion he had heard.

Though there was a bit of smoke and weird things around the bathroom... the Bakusquad walked quickly to the bathroom door.

Mina knocked quickly, "B-bakubabe..? Are you okay..."

A noise was heard.. it sounded like glass shattering. Like something was dropped..

Mina checked the door knob, it was open.. she pushed it in to see a half awake Katsuki mumbling to himself.. letting mirror shard stay in his skin and small explosions fire at his exposed wrists and legs..

"Katsuki!" Yelled Sero and he ran over to the bleeding blonde.

The rest of the squad followed.

"Somebody get a recovery girl! Somebody else get a fuckin ambulance!" Kirishiam yelled slightly panicked.

Aizawa called for an ambulance while Tenya ran to the recovery girl...

Ochako scoffed, "He is such an attention whore."

Mina growled and walked up to Ochako punching her straight in the nose.

"Shut the fuck up you bitch!" Mina spat.

While Mina dealt with Ochako the boys were trying to talk to Katsuki.

"Bakubro.. hey Bakubro can you hear me?" Kirishima said softly and he tried to keep the blonde awake.

"Laughing... stop laughing.." Katsuki mumbled and did another explosion.

"Nobody is laughing at you, Bakubro.."

"Make the laughing stop! I need to stop the laughter! Let me finish so I can make the laughing stop!" Katsuki screamed and he tried to scratch and explode his open wounds.

Sero tied his arms down while his tape as Kirishima activated his quirk.

Soon Recovery girl was there and she was trying to deal the damage as much as she could as they waited for the medics.

Then the medics arrived, and Katsuki had been detained. Though he had calmed down much more due to his squad.. but he still wasn't thinking straight.

"Do one of you wanna ride?"

Mr.Aizawa sighed, "Sero.. go with him the rest of your squad and I will be up there. Along with anyone else who wants to go."

Sero nodded, tears in his eyes.. of course the entire squad wanted to go.. but Mr. Aizawa saw extreme guilt and regret in Sero's eyes... so he figured the best bet would let Sero go with Katsuki.

Soon the ambulance left..

"Who wants to come to the hospital?"

Three hands shot up quickly, Aizawa had barely finished his sentence.

"Okay.. anyone else..?"

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"Where's my son?!" Mitsuki yelled and she shoved the door open.

"Ah.. Mrs. And Mr. Bakugou.Your son is in room 34, left side."

Katsuki parents nodded quickly and began to walk but was stopped.

"Hah?!" Mitsuki turned around to see a crying boy.

"I-I am Sero Hanta.. I'm Katsuki's friend... c-can you tell me.. how he is? T-they won't let me in... and I-I'm just worried!! I-I understand if this I-Is bothering you... I'm sorry! This is stupid.."

Mitsuki's glare softened..

"How about you come with us.. if they say anything they will deal with us.. any friend of Katsuki is family." Masaru said softly.

Sero's eyes shined, "Huh? Really?! Oh thank you!"

Katsuki's parents and Sero walked to Katsuki's room.

Katsuki was sleeping... his arms were patched up, bandages scarred on his his and his legs wrapped up..

His parents walked over, petting their son's hair...

Sero sniffled, "I-is he okay..?"

"He will be.. he is very strong." Masaru assured the black haired boy..

"Anyway.. Sero... what are you doing here all by yourself?" Mitsuki asked.

"W-we found him.. and quickly called for help.. Sensei said that I could go with him.. he is coming with some more." Sero mumbled softly.

"I'm sorry you had to see him like that.."

"What happened?"

"In simple terms.. Katsuki gets anxious by himself, which is why he is always with someone. Without someone his intrusive thoughts tend to take control."

"Huh... he didn't tell us anything."

"Oh. I'm surprised he didn't. He calls us all the time to tell us about y'all and the fun things you guys do. He really loves y'all, y'all seem to calm him down before anything could even happen."

"Oh.."

"Damn.. that brat had it pretty bad, didn't he..?" Mitsuki mumbled softly.

Masaru nodded, "I wonder what caused it. It hasn't been that bad since he was younger. And never to this extent."

Sero looked down at his hands but before he could start to even feel guilty Aizawa walked in while the rest of the Bakusquad stayed out the room.. looking rather sad and guilty themselves.

"Is problem child okay?" Aizawa asked as he walked into the room.

"Holy shit! You scared the fuck out of me. Yeah he is okay. They said he'll be fine."

"That's good..."

"I'm assuming you were there for the whole conversation?"

"Indeed."

"He is also deaf as well.." Mitsuki said softly as she pulled back her son's hair revealing the hearing aid.

"Ah.. no wonder.."

"No wonder?"

"I didn't think he was that good at ignoring everyone."

Mitsuki laughed gently, "Yeah.. he sometimes turns them down so he doesn't have to listen. A trouble maker indeed."

The room went quiet until a loud cry was heard..

Mina bursted out into tears.. the Kirishima and Kaminari were close to tears as well.

"W-we are hor-rible f-friends." Mina cried in Kirishima's arms.

The adults invited the rest of the groups of friends in the room.. comforting the crying teens.

"You guys aren't horrible friends.. Katsuki loves you guys." Masaru said softly.

"N-no you don't understand!" Mina cried.

"Understand what? Sometimes things happen.. nobody's fault. Intrusive thoughts are bad."

That's when Mina began to explain.. explain everything.. how this whole issue started in the first place.

"Oh.. so you guys ignored him over something silly like that?" Mitsuki asked.

They looked up quickly, how was that silly?! He told someone to kill themselves!

"What my wife means.. is if you truly loved Katsuki.. why didn't you just ask Katsuki to try to explain himself? I mean.. Katsuki has a hard time explaining but I know he would have tried it for you guys.. Katsuki doesn't quite understand what he did wrong.. we already know what he did.. and we tried to explain but he still doesn't quite understand. He doesn't feel bad.. because why he should feel bad... those type of emotions for Katsuki works differently than yours. You might see something sad.. but too Katsuki it may not be sad at all for him.. he may feel guilty here and there but it stays and goes, but like I've said he doesn't understand why.. it's hard to explain.. I wish I could have explained it better." Masaru tried to explain.

That explanation made things ten times worse.. the group's guilt growing in size.

Kaminari let a tear fall from his swollen eyes, "We are sorry.. so sorry.. it's all our faults.."

"I don't think it's completely your fault.. I just got a message that Katsuki hasn't refilled his meds in a week... another reason why this may have happened. Please do use a favor when y'all go back to school.. keep Katsuki on track of his meds.." Mitsuki explained as she looked at her phone.

"Will do, Mrs. Bakugou. We promise. We won't screw up this time." Kirishima spoke up with a soft smile.

Mitsuki smiled... she didn't worry much anymore.. the determination on her son's friends faces were more than enough.

About an hour later Katsuki woke up.. he was pampered with hush and kisses.. promised cuddles and spicy food... shopping and movies were to come for the blonde haired boy.

"I have no fuckin clue what happened but.. why the fuck were y'all not with me?! Fake ass bitches!"

"We are sorry!" Yelled the Bakusquad, tears in their eyes.

"We 'll do anything for you to forgive us!" Kaminari cried.

Katsuki groaned, "Just shut the fuck up! Your crying is annoying and you look stupid."

The group laughed and did their best to hug their friend. All at the same time.

"How long am I in this shithole?"

"A couple more days and you will be back and school." Masaru told Katsuki.

Katsuki grinned, "Sweet."

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Two days later Katsuki was back at school. Katsuki knew that his squad knew about his intrusive thoughts and his hearing issue.. it felt nice to have his squad back.. it felt so nice he barely noticed the tension in the room..

He wondered if everyone was still mad at him..

The Bakusquad did their best to explain to Katsuki why they were mad.. Katsuki understood slightly.. but that didn't matter to the Bakusquad... improvement was improvement.. and they didn't want to stress Katsuki out... Katsuki was perfect just the way he was.

After the school days Katsuki was pulled back by Izuku who wanted to talk to him. The squad was reluctant.. but Katsuki assumed them that it was okay.. what was the worst that could happen?

"I-I am so sorry Kachaan.. I didn't know they would act like that!"

Katsuki rolled his eyes, "Shut the fuck up! I don't need your pity."

"It's not pity!" Izuku yelled.

Katsuki groaned, "I can't stand apologies." And with that Katsuki walked off, not really caring.

Izuku just looked confused.