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Katsuki was many things... but being sane wasn't one of 'em.

Katsuki may seem calm but he literally is always on his toes..

Constantly thinking about everyone and anything..

Are they trying to kill him?

Or then maybe?

Is that poisoned?

Are they talking crap about him?

Are they looking at him?

Are they thinking bad about him?

Are they trying to send him away?

Do they think he is weird or crazy?

Do they want to get rid of him?

Is he gonna die?

What is death like?

Will there be darkness?

Thoughts like that always circled around in his mind.. never leaving him alone.. every time he was sick he had to look up what might have.. to scared right go to the doctor.. but that makes it worse.. more concerning the more he reads.. thoughts dying in his head.. too scared to die and too scared to go to the doctors he just sits in self pity.

His friends don't understand.. cause he is too afraid to explain.. his feelings are far too strong to seek help.. scared of the unknown?

Will it go away on its own?

Is therapy and drugs the only way to be happy?

Even if human rights are stripped away from you because you messed up in your head?

Can't make decisions because of how you think...

Doesn't make sense does it...

Even overthinking the ways to get help..

An issue indeed.. but can't fix it...

You can't tell whether you're being an attention whore or actually in pain because your brain wants you to think you're playing victim... but what if you are...

It doesn't make sense how to get help if you are afraid of..

It doesn't make sense how it works.. and until then... Katsuki will shut himself in his room until someone cares..

Or until he dies.

Rough game to play when you are afraid of the unknown.