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This is part two of "It's not funny."

Hope ya enjoy!

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Katsuki smiled as he watched his friends laugh and dance.. giggling and having fun.

Without him.

That was good... they needed to learn how to be without him.. considering this his last time with them.

Not that they would mind.... Katsuki was just a pain in the ass, wasn't he?

Always screwing up.

Katsuki smiled... he hasn't spoken to them in a while..

He hasn't spoken at all... he said he didn't want to be laughed at.. so the only way was to stop speaking.

The Bakusquad.. or what used to be the Bakusquad didn't seem bothered.

They were happy... and Katsuki wasn't the one being laughed at.

Life was good...

Now you may be wondering... if life was so good then why this the last time Katsuki was seeing the group of friends.

Well he was being pulled out of school.

Not in a bad way. Not at all!

Katsuki's therapist wanted him out... his therapist thought the school was ruining Katsuki... so this was his day.

Katsuki didn't mind... only painful memories can come from this school... turns out a hero isn't the best thing.. and a villain isn't the worst..

Katsuki realized that he wasn't the problem... that the world around him is making him the problem.

He only spoke to his father and therapist.... he hated his mother... abuse or not... hitting a kid is wrong.

Nobody at school seemed concerned about his lack of speaking... they found it refreshing... they were much happier.. which made Katsuki sad but... what could he do?

Katsuki liked not talking... it made him have less negative thoughts... but it also came with negative outcomes... it was complicated.. or Katsuki was just complicated.

It didn't matter anymore... it was his last day...

Katsuki knew what he wanted to do now...

He wanted to be just like his therapist... he was so sweet and kind... patient with the young blonde... made Katsuki feel safe and loved when his mother was lacking... his father and therapist got along nicely and the therapist also helped his father.

They are out of his mother's house... and his therapist is there every step of the way to help.

His therapist's name is Remy... Remy is a life saver... for him and his father...

Remy asked Katsuki what happened between him and his friends.

Katsuki explained and Remy helped him get through confusing times.

When Katsuki finished explaining, Remy spoke his wise words.

"Friends like yours are good.. hearts in the right place just not understanding who you are as a person... they don't know... I'm not saying you should forgive and forget.. I am saying you should ponder what is better for you... staying with them... or leaving? Do you want to be alone? Or with a group? I know you feel like you drag them down... but a friend is the anchor that we need.. they don't drag you down... they you keep down... that is why you are still here and not 6 feet under."

Katsuki didn't understand completely what he meant. But he knew what he wanted to do... this wasn't out of sadness or hatred...

He wanted to disappear but he didn't want to leave unnoticed.

The reason was alive was because of his friends... but he couldn't handle them.... it over worked him and he didn't think they understand why... plus they seem fine.

Why would he ruin it?

So he wanted to say his last goodbye without saying goodbye.

He wrote a note... he couldn't say it face to face... tears would leave and he wouldn't know why.

"My friends.. if that is what you still are. This will be my last words to you... I no longer speak unless I need to... hence the note. I may be scared to speak... but I do want to say a goodbye... but I don't want think of this a goodbye... your reason why I am still here... I am not dying though. Just trying to.... survive. You wouldn't understand... nobody can understand expect my father and Remy.,, you might wondering who Remy is and he my therapist. I like him.., he is nice to me and helps very much... so no need to worry if you do.. I doubt you will though. I saw your smiling faces and I made decision... my final step in leaving. I thank you. So? Is this a good bye? No.. this is farewell... this is until we meet again my friend.

With love,

Bakugou Katsuki."

Katsuki held the note tightly in his hand... he didn't have to go to class like everyone else.. he was just here to pick his stuff and leave.. but he had to drop off the note.. so he left it in their dorms.

Sero's to be precise.

After he stopped hanging out with them, they stopped coming to his dorm every night to sleep and hang out.. Now they did it in Sero's room.

Katsuki couldn't sleep without them.. he needs someone there.. now he just sleeps his own bed... having his father comfort.. or Remy when he is at therapy.

He felt bad that he makes people do this just for him... but he can't sleep without someone.

He can't do anything without someone.

It's makes him useless.. but Remy shows him that it's makes him stronger asking for help... so maybe.. just maybe Katsuki will start feeling... better... about himself and everything else.

Sighing, Katsuki slipped the note underneath the door and walked off to meet his Father outside of the school building.

He had an appointment..

Until... they meet again.