— Author's Note —

Heyooo! I don't know why, but I've been in such a writing mood, so I just keep updating. Anywhoo, I hope you guys are liking it. I'm so excited for what's to come!!

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"Alright you guys know where the bathroom is, so I'm going to head to bed." I said to the guys. "Feel free to stay out here and hang out, I'm just so drained." I heard a stream of "Love you"s and then I walked into my room. I took off my boots and placed them in my closet, walking over to the window in my heavy socks and turning on Meet On The Ledge by Fairport Convention, one of Josh's favorites. I started to unzip the back of my dress, but was met with a cold hand on my back.

"Hey." Jake's deep voice traveled down my entire body, engulfing me in goose bumps.

"Hey." I said sweetly, spinning around.

"I've missed you. I've missed you a lot." This time when he said it, it sounded truthful, real, no bullshit.

"I've missed you too." I strung my hands around his neck, pulling him close to me. I just hugged him, but then we started to sway, listening to the music. We stayed like that for a long time. I pushed everything else out of my mind, it was just us. When we separated, I let him take my dress off and to my surprise instead of moving to the bed, he walked over to my dresser, searching through it for a second and pulling out that Hard Rock t shirt I wore that night in his room. That shirt people had talked about for weeks, pointing at my black and blue nose. I remembered it so well, he had laid with me trying to comfort me. That was the birth of our plan, the plan that never happened. That shirt was the first time I questioned my feeling for him. Jake walked to me, unfolding it and sliding it over my head, leaving me the way I normally was with him, a big t shirt and only underwear. I ran my hands over his chest and started to undo the buttons on his flannel, it wasn't sexual, it was just out of love. He maintained eye contact with every last button down to the zipper on his pants. I giggled looking at him in a t shirt and his boxers, such and innocent sight.

"Something funny?" He said, trying to make himself look weird.

"No, my- you're such a weirdo. My J." I said. He grabbed my waist playfully getting into the bed and pulling me in with him. It was tight, only a twin XL, but it felt better that he was next to me. We didn't try to have sex, we just talked. "Hey!" I said, happily.

"Hey!" He responded, mimicking me. I hit him gently on the arm.

"Don't make fun!" I spoke, composing myself once more. "Do you remember a couple years ago, that first night? After the party at my house, after Jamie..." I gestured to my face, "ya know. You stayed with me, while I tried to sleep."

"Of course." He said. I smile in the dark. "That was the night of 'the plan'."

"Oh yeahhh.." I said fake pretending like I didn't remember. He laughed at me. "What ever happened to that plan."

"Well, you went to college." He said. "Biggest regret of my life, letting the girl I love leave to learn things. Ew." I hit him again.

"Seriously. What if we went out this summer?" I looked up at the ceiling and over to him. He was on his side looking at me. His hand reached over to play with my long hair.

"You don't know how much, I'd love that."

"Good, then it's set." I said giddily. Jake kissed my cheek, letting his teeth hit my skin from a smile.

"Hey mister, don't bite me."

"Can I tell you something?" I nodded, contently.

"This guy, he wants to manage us. He wants us to record a single."

"No way!" I yelled, regretting that because I knew the others could hear me. "Now way!" I whispered. "That's amazing." He nodded. "Well, it looks like I'm in the midst of a rockstar, does that make me?? Does that make me a groupie?" I said laughing. He scrunched up his nose and shook his head at me.

"Never." He said.

"God, Jacob, go with it." I said.

"Not happening."

"Fine, then just kiss me... I guess." I said, jokingly letting out a loud huff. He lifted himself up a little bit and laid one kiss on my lips gently. Then he pulled back, looking into my eyes. I don't know what came over me, but I started laughing hysterically. He looked over to me with a face that said 'are you crazy?'

"Did you take your pills this morning?" He said.

"Oh shut up." And just like that I was kissing him again. My hands started into his hair, I missed feeling like this. This goofy girl who was madly in love. I rolled over so I was laying on his chest, then a little more so I was laying on him. "Excited are we?" I joked feeling him under me.

"Your jokes are not funny in this instance."

"Oh come on, they are. Admit it, just a little bit." I moved my hands down, pulling at his boxers, but not moving my body. He reached down to pull them off his feet and throw them on the floor, then he went for my underwear. I helped a little. I moved down to kiss him, simultaneously reaching down to his member and putting it inside me. He moaned into my lips. I started to move on top of him. Our mouths hovered close to each other. I closed my eyes, focusing on our bodies. We were slow and it was the most pleasure I had felt in a long time. We were like two puzzle pieces, you thought you lost one of them, but then you find it and it fits perfectly with its mate. "Ohh, Jake." I let out a throaty moan. I moved my hand to the wall so I could hold myself up better. He grabbed onto the other one. He was looking up at me, I could feel his gaze. This was making love.

I came first as per his request, but this time he wasn't far after me. It was pure bliss, I quivered under him for a couple of seconds, then moving off of him. Laying on his chest, I felt his heart beating. I ran my fingers along his stomach with my eyes closed. Then I drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

When I woke up, the light from outside beamed through the windows. I was facing away from Jake, but his head was in the crook of my neck and his arms and legs were wrapped around me. "Jake.." I whispered, barely audible. "Jake.."

"Mmm.." He responded.

"Jake, I need to pee.."

"No, just wait until later." I giggled at his 'I'm still asleep' voice.

"Jake, I will pee on you.." I whispered back.

"No you won't." I sighed, moving one of his arms off of me and squirming my legs free. "Why..?" He whined.

"Shhh you little baby. I'll be right back." I rolled my eyes at him.

"Hurry." I didn't bother putting on pants, but I did put my underwear back on. "That was not in the agreement." I heard Jake say. I looked over at him, his eyes partially open, smiling at me.

"Go back to sleep.." I opened the door and walked into the kitchen. Josh was passed out on the couch and I almost jumped out of my skin when I was Sammy drinking coffee at the table. "Jesus christ, Sam."

"Mornin'." He nodded to me with his cup. "Coffee?"

"No thanks, I just really need to pee and your brother wouldn't let me."

"I'm gonna stop you right there. I don't need to know more."

"Haha, make me a cup for when I'm done?" I asked

"Sure." I ran into the bathroom, peeing out what felt like a year's supply of water. I looked at myself in the mirror, something felt different, but I wasn't sure what it was. It was definitely a good something. I walked out and sat down next to Sam, who had put a new cup down. "Man, he sleeps well for someone on a couch." I said motioning towards Josh, whose mouth was wide open.

"Mags, you were phenomenal last night." He said out of nowhere.

"Well thank you very much Samuel. I appreciate it."

"No, I really mean it. You were like a folk goddess."

"Alright Sammy." I said, patting his head.

"Stop. I'm just trying to say, that you should do something with that. You're amazing and I know you can write your own stuff." I regretted showing him a song I had written, but what can you do?

"Okay, Sam it's not that easy." I said sternly.

"Maybe we can talk to Michael. I mean he'd love you I think."

"Sammy, I love you, you know I do. But if I'm going to do anything with my music, it's going to be because I got there, not because someone put me there." He nodded at me, obviously disappointed. "Damn, that's one good cup of coffee." He laughed at me. "I'm gonna go try to wake Jake."

"We've got weeks together.."

"Yeah, but I want all of you to be awake for that time."

I walked into my room and smiled at Jake. He was laying in bed, looking at something on his phone. When he noticed me, he dropped his phone and it fell on his face. "Classic." I said. He picked up his phone and threw it across the room onto Katie's bed.

"Get over here." He said in a demanding voice.

"Certainly." I got in the bed. Jake had his up against the wall, so I slid in between and laid back on him. The covers were warm and so was he. "You want some?" I said holding the cup up to him. He took it out of my hands and took a sip. "What do you want to do today?"

"I just want to stay like this."

"As much as I would love that, maybe we should do something for everyone. How about... breakfast, then maybe... Bleecker for records?"

"Sounds nice."