The school nurse quickly reacted as soon as we entered inside the clinic, she lead us to the room where the school beds were located. They gently laid Y/N on one of the empty before taking a step aside so the nurses could check on them. I gulped before chewing my lip, my heart was still rapidly thumping upon our scenario right now.

, I heard the nurse asked while checking their temperature.

The professor looked at me, expecting me to answer her question, , I answered before taking a seat on one of the empty chairs.

I wasn't even able to catch up with what the nurse was saying, all I could think right now if the poor latter will be okay. I could only stare at them as they laid still on the bed with eyes closed tightly, but they're still alive due to the fact that their chest heavily rising up and down when they breath.

I was only snapped out of my thoughts when our adviser spoke, , she asked, glancing worried at Y/N from time to time.

I froze on my own seat, what if the professor on our next period looks for me?

As if she read my mind, she placed a hand on my shoulder before patting it, , she mumbled and looked at Y/N when she said the word 'emergency'. The professor didn't even bother to wait for my answer, already giving me alone last time before exiting the room, leaving me along with Y/N.

I glanced over at my wrist watch to check the time, lunch break was almost over and I bet that Yeji would be so worried when she finds out that her twin just passed out. There was a quiet atmosphere surrounding the two of us, the only thing that can be heard was the sound of our breaths and the air conditioner. Crossing my arms my chest, I stared at the latter who was probably sleeping very soundly.

As much as I try to be angry and cold towards them, however I also couldn't help but be worried at the same time. Like for example at this moment, as much as I hate to admit it, I'm turning into a softie because they got me worrying over there.

If only I don't care about them anymore, I might have left him alone long ago, mumbling a "what's the point of school nurses in this school if they want me to look after them?", but heck no. Here I am, looking after the person that had the biggest impact in my life.

A sigh of defeat escaped my lips as I thought of how you still had effect to me even after everything that happened. Even if I still don't know the real reason you left, I still can't bring myself to hate you. Even if you made me jealous to the point that I was about to explode in anger, I still can't brought myself to despise you.

I wouldn't blame if you thought that I hate you or something, due to the past acts that I did to you such as pushing you away and giving you a cold shoulder. But trust me, I don't hate you, I don't know either, I just couldn't. I'm only acting that way because I'm keeping distance away from you because I just don't want to get hurt again. I fear that you might leave me again once I welcomed you back in my life.

And don't worry, I already gave you long ago for what you did. No matter how hard I suffered when you left, no matter how big you had caused in my life. After all, everyone makes mistakes right? Plus, even if you left me and made me feel extreme agony, that couldn't compare the times when you made me felt love or at least I thought so.

A few minutes have passed and saw their fingers moved a bit which made me raise my head to double check if I've seen it right. Then they ran their fingers on the bed sheets before I saw them slowly opening their eyes.

They attempted to sit up but I was quick to stand up and gently push them back down, stopping them from whatever stupid thing that they were planning to do. They looked startled when they were pushed back in bed until they saw it was just me. Staring at me with wide eyes, I met their gaze looking back at them with a stern gaze.

, I muttered under my breath before avoiding their gaze. I heard them take a deep breath before looking around them, they cleared out their throat as they stared at the ceiling above us. , I asked them with my eyebrows raised.

They looked confused for a second, , I heard them say lowly.

, I answered their question while crossing my arms over my chest.

They didn't say anything anymore, instead they only nodded before releasing a sigh. Then a quiet atmosphere engulfed us once again, they laid there still while I tried my best not to stare at them. I decided to distract myself but walking at the other side of the room to look outside the large windows which led to the school's open field.

After what seemed like minutes when I heard them clear out their throat,, I heard them say.

, I answered them, followed by shuffling of the bed sheets.

I looked at them and saw them leaning back on the head board this time while fidgeting their fingers on their lap. I cleared out my throat before breaking the awkward silence between the two of us.

, I asked them with my concerned tone, none even bothering to put up a tough act that I always do. They raised their eyebrows at me before I shrugged my shoulders, , I reasoned out.

They looked unsure and hesitating but accepted my offer anyways, , I heard them say while scratching the back of their head.

I gave them a small smile before nodding and standing up, I made my way to the nurse's office which is just right next to us. I requested for a glass of water at the nurse, she handed me a glass of water with a smile. I mumbled a 'thank you' at her while slightly bowing before heading back to where Hwang Y/N was.

I handed them the glass of water carefully, not to mention the familiar spark I felt when their hands brushed mine. They gave me a polite smile before taking drinking, I took a glance at my wrist watch before making my way towards the chair to take a seat.

That was until the door opened and two familiar figures entered the room which made shot to my feet. I nodded my head towards their direction to inform them where they were, there a visible concerned look on Yeji's face before she headed to Y/N's bed.

I watched how the two began checking on the poor child, their twin sister didn't wasted any more time and began nagging and scolding them for not eating breakfast. I only stood there at the other side of the room when I saw Yiren brush their hair on their forehead. As if she saw me watching them, she cocked her head to the side and sent me a small smile. I managed to caught her mouthing a small 'thank you' before facing Y/N once again.