blinking my bleary eyes to clear the fogginess i remember what happened last night.

GOD!!!!!, i should be over this by now, Kiyoshi wouldn't want me to suffer, he would want me to move on.

a flash of silver flickered through my mind the smiling face of kiyoshi his silver hair and his dark onyx eyes haunting me.

He looked so happy in my memories but in my dreams all i can see is his pained face yelling at me "WHY DO YOU LET HER.....YOUR FACE IS GONNA BE LIKE THAT FOREVER!!!" WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER WITH YOU. YOU ARE NOTHING!!!! YOU'RE USELESS!"

blinking the thoughts away I for the first time took note in the small bear cradled in my arms its brown fluffy fur soft to the touch.

holding it up i instantly noticed how it had an earthy sand smell that calmed me down and it also seemed to make rama sensei happy.

i decided instantly that it wouldn't be going anywhere without me, knowing my priorities I took my sealing ink brush and drew a seal into my wrist.

placing the bear on top of it i forced chakra through it and into the seal, i watched fascinated as there was a poof and the teddy disappeared the seal morphed itself to look like a small bear tattoo on my wrist.

sighing i realised that everyone would treat me differently today after last night and planned to ignore them until they went back to treating me normally.

glancing over my shoulder at my sleeping team i smiled to myself and unsealed the camera i had in a scroll for perfect situations like this.

itachi had his head on shisuis chest his hands bundling shisuis shirt up, shisui had his head on itachis shoulder one arm around his waist the other on itachis hand they both were snoring peacefully.

turning around i went into the kitchen to make some ramen leaving the sleeping couple behind

ignoring kurama i walked over to the kettle and instantly flinched when i noticed shisui-chans presence closer than i thought.

continuing on i listened to his overly and almost fakely happy good morning, i nodded to him and sat down to eat my ramen.

as he sat down to eat i left to get ready for another day as a heartless anbu. I switched my pyjamas for my anbu clothes and slid my fox mask on.

already feeling the despair coming from Rama-sensei

ignoring rama i froze when there was a poof and her burning presence appeared in the lounge room, aaaah crap i should know better than to ignore her i'm in for it now!!!!

she leapt onto my shoulder and sure enough i could feel her chakra gathering before at least 40 pounds weighed me down my shoulders nearly slumped down, but determined not to show weakness i forced them upright.

dammit, gravity seals are like a double edged sword, you can add chakra to make you stronger and take it away to seriously help you when needed, but others can add chakra and you can't remove it, only they can.

stiffening at the eyes i felt on me i glanced over and saw shisui looking at me with rama-sensei on his shoulder licking his face, before what he said sent her poofing back into my sewer minds cape.

i noticed itachi flash next to me his weasel mask flashing dangerously just as my fox mask must have been.

i silently giggled at the shocked yell, "AAAAWWWWW WHY AM I ALWAYS THE LAST READY!!!!" its true though no matter what we always get ready or show up in order of team strength.

i am the strongest just able to best itachi in a spar if we get the chance to go at it for enough time, he may be more experienced but his slower ability to adapt to the gravity seals puts him at strength disadvantage.

itachi is the most level headed of the team and can best kill his emotions, his sharingan has developed three tomoes so he can best cast genjutsu, something i admit i am weak in.

shisui was far behind us his gravity seals are the same as itachis but he can stand the strain of taking them off more so he is able to 'power up' more than the rest of us. something made me think he took his gravity seals off so he could carry me home.

with itachis and my body still not developed enough taking the gravity seals off and using the strength we have without them causes our muscles to tear at the strain, most likely why itachi let shisui carry me.

snapping out of it i realised it was time to repot to jiji in the kazekages office and i headed off itachi close behind and shisui a little behind him. as the order goes.

as we closed in on the tower i teleported inside and knelt to the hokage head bowed, feeling the presence of itachi and shisui follow my lead.

a small chuckle was released by jiji and he told us to stand. "okay team as you are currently the ONLY anbu that do not have danzo's seal on your tongues, the kazekage and i have come to an agreement.

we need a strong heavy hitter team of anbu to specialise in one thing, you are that team, your team will now take on the missions regarding an ex student of mine, Orochimaru.

your job is to hunt him down and eliminate him and any threats he causes, it may take months, it may take years but you will follow up any missions that will lead you to him is that clear?" the hokage asked.

"HAI!!" itachi and shisui said i simply nodded my understanding. this is gonna be a huge responsibility i thought as i could almost feel the weight dropping onto my shoulders.

"oh so the boy has finally woken?, he hasn't been responsive since he was taken with a hole through his chest"

"ahahah, he will take the night off before we begin training, it wouldn't be very nice, if he died on the first lesson would it!!!???"

a female stood in the shadows a smirk played on her lips, the boy was awake, so the boy should be put to use.

if the boy wanted to go home he would have to earn it.....with his life!!!...

a nurse fed the small 13 year old boy some pieces of apple his long silver hair flowing in the wind his onyx eyes holding pain and fear.

"I WANT TO GO HOME!!!" he shouted, "now now, surebu, you can leave when that hole in your chest is healed." said the nurse.

"I AM NOT SUREBU!!!!, OR SLAVE!!!!! MY NAME IS KIYOSHI!!!!!" the boy yelled.