I woke up and stared at the ceiling for a while, I noticed it was quite warm so I looked to see that Boruto was still here and had his arms wrapped around me like I'm a teddy bear.

I didn't wake Boruto up I just kissed his cheek, got changed and went downstairs, I grabbed my shoes and left the house without telling anyone. I've always liked going to their graveyard early cause we used to love watching the sunrise, before the sun could rise I went to ino's flower shop and got a bunch of different variety's but unfortunately for ino I forced her to wake up.

I got the flowers and made my way to the graveyard, it still looks the same though, the blossom petals sprawled across the floor but it was beautiful.

I stood in front of the grave and put the flowers next to it. "It's been three years now, and everyday I regret not being strong enough to save you. I've been training everyday and I think there's a way to find the key to ending these brutal wars, the violence, the abuse and to achieve this I've got to either destroy mankind or put everyone in an infinite tsukyuomi. Either way it's peace and everyone will be happy when there is, I've also fallen in love with a blonde boy by the name of Boruto, neji sensei that's your niece. Sasuke came back unfortunately, if he didn't make those white cloaked people mad we wouldn't be in this mess, you all would still be here but anyway I've started the academy again and is doing the chunin exams I hope your proud of me, I miss you and I love you" I bowed to show my respect and then left to go back to the house.

I stepped through the door and there was my father standing in the hallway "are you okay"

He said

"I'm fine" I walked past him and headed upstairs to get some of the food that Boruto bought me.

I was running up the stairs and then all of a sudden Sasuke was running just behind me but when I sprinted down the hallway he tackled me like I was some sort of pillow

"Get off me" I whispered trying not to wake anyone up whilst wrestling Sasuke

"You're not going in there if Boruto is there too" he whispered back trying his best to keep me down. This guy like I just wanna get a tomato.

As we were still wrestling like a bunch of animals we heard someone clear their throat, we ignored them and so they did it again but we didn't listen so the person grabbed us by the ear and said

"What the hell do you two think you're doing so early in the morning" my mum said

"Well Sasuke over here tackled me cause he didn't want me going in the same room as Boruto and seriously I am not in the mood today so don't piss me off" I told her

"Language y/n. And Sasuke get in the bedroom no actually you're gonna watch y/n go into that room that includes Boruto" Sasuke looked at my mum like she was a madman.

I walked into my room whilst glaring daggers into Sasukes soul and then closed my door.

"Sakura what if he does something, what if he kissed her" I said scared at the thought

"I wouldn't be surprised if they were now quite whining and come have breakfast, you've probably woke sarada" she replied

"Wait wait wait I'll go get Sarada"

"What so you can go into y/n's room no chance, you love are going downstairs, goodbye of you go" Sakura watched as I slowly walked down the stairs.

What the hell is wrong with that guy. I looked to see all the different foods that Boruto had bought me, it made me laugh a little knowing he put all this effort in and it looks like he's waking up.

"Y/n" he said in a tired voice rubbing his eyes whilst I couldn't reply cause I had a huge tomato in my mouth. "Are you alright" I nodded and sat on the bed next to him seeking comfort. I've always been comfortable with Boruto and it's a nice feeling that I want more often. He pulled me in a hug so that my head was in the crook of his shoulder, "don't lie to me y/n, I know it's hard but I'm here for you, I love you" those words always give me butterflies but the only problem with love is Even so I can't help myself, "I love you too and thank you for being so kind to me"

"Y/n there's no need to thank me, you're my girlfriend now dattebasa right" he said with a blush and a big smile

"Of course" I said giggling, only when I'm around Boruto do I show the real me, the me from three years ago.

I heard someone coming down the stairs to see my wife and Sarada.

"Good morning papa"

"Good morning sarada" I said back, and then more people came downstairs as I saw my other daughter and Boruto uzumaki.

"Morning sensei" Boruto said to me with his signature grin. I just stared at him not amused.

We all sat for breakfast without making any sudden moves

Sakura: so Boruto, you and y/n seemed very close last night.

Boruto: that cause she's my girlfriend now dattebasa!

Y/n: Boruto!!

Boruto: was I not supposed to say

Sarada: out of everyone you could've been with you chose him

Sakura: I think you make a great couple

Y/n: whatever I'm leaving

I just dozed away, I though I was going to pass out. My worst nightmare has came true, my little uchiha is dating the child of the loser, Naruto hn.

I could feel someone shaking me but didn't bother answering, I was too shocked I couldn't move I just sat there.

"Sasuke come on it was gonna happen eventually" I didn't even know who was talking but I think it was Sakura.

I was walking quickly out the house trying to get away before they could tease me about it

"Y/N WAIT!" I heard Boruto shout so I stopped.

"I'm sorry y/n I didn't know that you wanted to keep it a secret please don't hate me"

"Baka, I'm not angry at you I just don't wanna be teased" I said smiling

"Oh ok but what are you doing" he asked confused to where I was going

"What i should have done years ago, please don't follow me I need to do this alone."

I don't want him to go, I want him to be there to get me through this but I can't, I have to do this alone, like I've done with everything else.

"Stay safe then, I'll be waiting ok dattebasa" he said grabbing my hand pressing our foreheads together. I nodded and he kissed my forehead, I turned away not wanting to do this alone.

Today is the day I tell the truth, I'm going to tell Kira and Marcels parents they died, I can't lie to them anymore. If only I had been stronger, I wouldn't have to do this.

Even though Naruto said he'd do it I argued it was my responsibility, I will be the one to tell them of the incident.

Before I knew it I was at the front doorstep of Marcels parents house, shizuka and masashi is their name.

I started shaking as I reached my hand towards the door, I took a deep breath and put my emotionless face on.

I can't cry, it'll only make it worse. I knocked the door waiting for someone to answer

"Oh my y/n is that you, come in come in!" It was shizuka, she was always so kind to me. I nodded and walked through the door, my heart ached seeing her smile knowing it's about to fade away.

I sat down on a chair at her kitchen table whilst shizuka made tea, she placed the tea in front of me as she sat opposite.

"Is masashi here" I said in an emotionless tone which startled her a bit.

"No he won't be back for a few days, why is there something you want to tell us"

"Yes" I looked her in the eye with a serious look

"I'm sorry to tell you but Marcel has unfortunately passed away" her eyes widened as she stared pouring her eyes out whilst I just watched

"How did this happen!"

"Shizuka, Marcel died two years ago, he sacrificed himself in order to save me also included by the unfortunate death of Kira"

"Oh my god, m-my baby I-is d-d-dead" she stuttered not being able to believe the words coming out of my mouth.

"I'm sorry for your loss, he loved you very much and all he would want is you too be happy so you have the right to cry but as soon as you're done rise and stay strong for him, for Marcel" she fell to the floor as she sobbed and I decided that she needed time to process what she's just been told.

"And remember to be proud, he is a true shinobi, a warrior worthy of that title" with that i left into the pouring rain, I felt tears run down my eyes but kept a stern face.

It hurts so so much but I've got to stay strong, no one would be able to see my tears due to the rain.

I only have to tell Kiras parents and then I can go to sleep and pray to wake up from this nightmare.

I had arrived at toshiro and yuukis house which are kiras parents, I did the same thing as I did Marcels house, I knocked the door.

"Haha no way, y/n is that you" I saw toshiro kiras father joke.

I replied in a monotone voice "yes that would be me, may I come inside"

"Of course, come on in it's pouring outside" he pushed me inside as I entered the living room, it was exactly how I remember it, brown sofas, a fire place, hell they even have the same painting that they had put up 10 years ago.

"Oh y/n my how you've grown" yuuki exclaimed

We all sat down in the sofa " so what brings you here, I hope Kira hasn't caused to many problems" they laughed

I don't want to tell them, I just want to go home.

"I'm so so sorry but Kira died the day we left for our mission to the underground village, I'm sure you've heard about the massacre, she died a long time ago but died a noble death" I said, I just couldn't look them in the eye

"W-what are you talking about, s-she's an anbu I-isn't s-she" the mother asked while the father just stared as if his whole world was destroyed.

"She was never an anbu but if she was she'd be the strongest known to all the lands, I haven't got much but I think it's best you have this" I reached for my pocket and pulled out a blue necklace that had the hidden leaf village symbol engraved in it.

I gave them the necklace as I watched them hold it close to them. "W-was she brave" toshiro asked

"As brave as you'll get, be proud, cause I could never be as brave as her" he smiled sadly but proud knowing his daughter died a strong kunoichi.

I left to let them mourn, I stood leaning against a tree as I was drenched in the rain, I slid down and began to go deep in thought.

I was so broken I didn't know what to do with myself, I don't know what to do.

"Y/n" I looked up to see someone I never thought I'd see again.

"S-sensei is that you" I can't believe it

"Don't cry, where's that smile that I love so much" he said

"I can't sensei, not today" I told him looking down

"I see, I do not have much time but I want you to know it wasn't your fault, your a strong kunoichi and you should follow your dreams, me Marcel and Kira are so proud of you we have been watching you for the whole time, you even have a boyfriend now" he laughed and soon enough I joined in.

"There's the y/n I know, tell people of the massacre you shouldn't be keeping it all inside for you to suffer alone, we miss you and remember it wasn't your fault" he said before he started fading away.

"Sensei don't go don't leave me!" I cried for him to come back but he was gone, I kept having tears rolling down my eyes until I felt someone pull me in for a hug.

I looked up to see the one and only Sasuke but I just couldn't pull away not because I'm not physically capable but mentally all I want is comfort

Seeing my own daughter cry hurts so so much but I've got to get her through this rough time, she is so strong but so lost.

"I don't know what to do anymore" she said as i looked at her, she didn't have any colour in her eyes they were plain and had no emotion in them. What have I done.

I was terrified to see the look on her face, it looked like all the life had been drained out of her, she passed out from all the stress as I had started to panic.

I quickly picked her up and teleported home " Sakura!" I called, this was her day off as I heard footsteps running down the stairs

"Your soaking what happened!" She took y/n out of my arms and brought her to her bedroom.

"She'll be fine she just passed out, do you know why" I shakes my head no even though I knew why, I don't think y/n's ready yet. And even is she is, it's her decision whether or not to tell her.

She's been through enough today, I don't know if this will effect her in the chunin exams but I can only hope.